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Broken Hearted

performed by kj
prod by kj & xtravolous
written by kj
mixed by kj
mastered by kj
recorded in kj's home studio
samples 'walls' - sapientdream

v1
cant go a day w/o thoughts of suicide
you can look into my eyes
and see that i am dead inside
nothing left but pain inside
nothing left but rage inside
i've been verbally abusive
i cope w drugs that i'm abusin'
and the menthols i be using
i gotta hella brain damage
i'm either numb or in a panic
i'm either depressed or i'm manic
too many tears in my eyes
too many years filled w lies
too many ruined lives

v2
i''ve tried to cope w a knife
i've tried to end my fucking life
not a single damn goodbye
wish i never came out bi
used to be afraid to die
now i'm in love w suicide
my friends suck & never there
i don't think they ever cared
don't wanna fall in love again
rather fall off of a bridge
i lay restless in my bed
fighting voices in my head
i see my grandmas dead bodies
can't get any sleep at night
too busy planning how to end my life

v3
i never go outside
stay in bed till the day i die
made my momma cry
way too many fucking times
preachers kid turned to a heathen
as angelic as a demon
i look down
my wrists are bleeding
the pain never stops 
it just comes in different forms
i do stupid shit on purpose
being smart makes me bored
buying drugs i can't afford
i stay put not going forward
inside my bodies a civil war(shit)

v4
bitch i'm not okay
please don't even ask
i gotta carry on from my x like i'm ski mask
unhealthy relationship
it's gettin' real hard to fake this shit
just turned 18
already a slave to the nicotine
false hope turned to broken dreams
the feelings come & go 
but the scars never leave
how could i be so naive
to tell you what's inside of me
you said that you'd never leave me
SO WHY THE FUCK AM I ALONE?

alone

alone (prod. by xtravulous)

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Distraction (Feat.Yosh)

- [hook]-
Time is getting quicker
I'm not like the others
Trying to get in order
But i can't think like another
I cannot see
I'm being you
Trying to find me
I got no clue
Trying to get high
And I'm trying get drunk 
Trying to get f*cked up
Until i go fly

- [first verse] -
(Yeaaa)
I'm going to ride on my skate high
Yeah I got that sh*t I'm about to fly
I don't want to see you all shy
Standing there with tears all up her eyes
Flying around shit like I'm a fly
Think about you i got butterflies
Waiting for you and the sun to rise
I wake up everyday
Trying to think how I'll get fame
How I can get all the same
But I'm just being so lame
Everyday, Every night
I just want to feel alright
I cannot win all the fights
But I know that

[hook] x2

- [second verse] -
I'm trying to be myself (Ya)
I'm trying to be myself
All the drama flying around
I'm bout to hit the f*cking ground
But mama said I'm about to glow
So I'll wake my lazy a** and grow
I want you to be proud 
I'm about blow up
All my life I was trying to be the perfect one
Now I see all these others and trying to surpass like a son
Like (ouh)
Let me take a break from all this drama
I don't want t isolate myself and never see anyone
But understand that

- [hook] -

alone (prod. by xtravulous)

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