performed by kj
prod by kj & xtravolous
written by kj
mixed by kj
mastered by kj
recorded in kj's home studio
samples 'walls' - sapientdream

v1
cant go a day w/o thoughts of suicide
you can look into my eyes
and see that i am dead inside
nothing left but pain inside
nothing left but rage inside
i've been verbally abusive
i cope w drugs that i'm abusin'
and the menthols i be using
i gotta hella brain damage
i'm either numb or in a panic
i'm either depressed or i'm manic
too many tears in my eyes
too many years filled w lies
too many ruined lives

v2
i''ve tried to cope w a knife
i've tried to end my fucking life
not a single damn goodbye
wish i never came out bi
used to be afraid to die
now i'm in love w suicide
my friends suck & never there
i don't think they ever cared
don't wanna fall in love again
rather fall off of a bridge
i lay restless in my bed
fighting voices in my head
i see my grandmas dead bodies
can't get any sleep at night
too busy planning how to end my life

v3
i never go outside
stay in bed till the day i die
made my momma cry
way too many fucking times
preachers kid turned to a heathen
as angelic as a demon
i look down
my wrists are bleeding
the pain never stops 
it just comes in different forms
i do stupid shit on purpose
being smart makes me bored
buying drugs i can't afford
i stay put not going forward
inside my bodies a civil war(shit)

v4
bitch i'm not okay
please don't even ask
i gotta carry on from my x like i'm ski mask
unhealthy relationship
it's gettin' real hard to fake this shit
just turned 18
already a slave to the nicotine
false hope turned to broken dreams
the feelings come & go 
but the scars never leave
how could i be so naive
to tell you what's inside of me
you said that you'd never leave me
SO WHY THE FUCK AM I ALONE?

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