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Beyond Our Ghosts

Mix/Mastered: Suni Vega

Prod 
Suni Vega

I dont wanna try with my life sleepy eyes close the night where'd my time go?

Got all these pending decisions 
Stuck with a vision still sick of my living 

I'm giving myself to the world 
That keeps binding and tearing and breaking 
I'm ripping apart 
Don't compare me to you

Drawing my line, pounding my addy's I'm still doing fine
Spitting my bars i can fuck up a rhyme 
I can do this i do this the world is all mine 
In my head its the truth 

A diamond compressed numbing the pain 
That still beats in my chest i 
Pretend thats its good, but i blend with the rest 
If i could change a thing 
Take me back to my head 
Told the doc its my mood 

Could it be this? lost in the moment 
I breathe with the hiss 
They care when you're gone 
And they love when you're pist
Stick myself in the ground 
So i don't hear
Hear them bitch oh

Light Dark Shadows They
Bring back purity but souls won't 
Find their way we'll lose our home

I dont wanna try with my life sleepy eyes close the night where'd my time go?

No

I just wanna die every sign tells me why I'm alive but I'm physco

Fuck You (Prod. Suni Vega)

@razook

VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iAmT41uP3og

VIDEO

Miss Me (feat. Joei Razook)

The days they turn to nothin.

Omen:

From the place down low I emerged,
Movin' around the city I ain't gotta say a word.
Life is changing quickly, I don't think they get me.
The reason that I'm comin up, or the things I could be.

I could be the reason they see the things that they couldn't see.
Tendency's a message of overwhelming things they couldn't be.
What's there more to offer, locked in a coffin.
Life keeps changin but the days they turn to nothin.   

Velvet:

the days they turn to nothing
i swear the devil's bluffing
putting cards on the table that just don't make sense
throw me in hell and replay all my sins

what's the point of talking
if the dirt is where you're walking
everyone's losing somebody they love
and nobodies praying to nothing above 

Omen:

Nothin above, but what's below
Came from the depths and I came for your soul.
XIII the reaper, I'm the demon, I'm the ghost
In the back yard chillin with back woods roastin

Same old soul, brand new flow,
Changin the fuckin game and now they see me now they know
You can be yourself, you don't gotta be liked. 
Everything that I change, every second that I write.
 
Everything change every second in life.
but will the pain change in the peak of my night 
Everyday pain, and Everynight strife
integrated brains, never took our own life

Never took our own life.

Integrated feat. VELVETEARS (Prod. Dutchman)

prod. by @igorexz

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Years gone by Ida changed alot,
But this image in my mind is the same as how it was when I was a kid tryna make Hip-Hop,
Everybody not convinced I could make it nah,
Fuck college you probly shouldn't save a spot for me,
What if you don't make it whats your plan about to be,
Honestly I never really gave it thought,
Or had a doubt in my mind til the people surrounding me always had to comment and seem distraught,
Writing lines on a paper when the days had got to me,
Had a note pad full of things Id jot,
Anything thats on my mind tryna make it rhyme,
I remember that my father he hated how I be,
Takin all the papers and throwin em out and be loud sayin wow you think that art,
Barely knowin shit about anythin that i could be,
I don't even wanna work bitch fuck that shit,
Ima write another verse then gone scrap it,
Til im sayin all the words that I want back to back and make sense cuz you pussies can't match it,
The fact is,
Half these rappers lame,
Spit the same shit,
And they gettin paid,
Gettin plays listens everyday,
What difference does it make if Im tryna change shit and all the listeners are sayin no thanks hate it the fuck I need to do,
Shut the fuck up cuz Im gonna speak the truth,
So sick of the repetition,
Fuck flexin pics and the expensive whips and rough sex with women,
Im not convinced that thats how you livin,
Maybe I don't get it,
Maybe Im just different,
Im pessimistic,
No friends to vent to,
Just pens and writtens,
No rent to give you,
Im broke as fuck I dont trust a soul,
I don't smoke no blunts cuz I don't trust the smoke,
I don't go in public Im just up at home,
My minds so corrupted yet so are you,
So don't fuckin judge me cuz its over nothing,
But because you suck I sound so disruptive,
Yeah you jealous of all the attention I could potentially harness if Im getting farther,
Oh god oh god can you please answer my family believe we should talk,
Every time I call the machine answer Im startin to think you phone is off,
My competition is not depicted how I had pictured,
Yal got no gift and you are not the shit your just a pile of it,
So shut the fuck up cuz its time to listen up

(Chorus)
And I just wanna know if Im ever gonna make it up out this hell,
Days gettin colder on my own but I don't fuck with nobody else,
What I gotta say for you to listen fuck the gimmick that you tryna sell,
I really mean it when Im sayin that Im different from the shit that people try to tell me is fire well G someone try and help me understand it fuck it you don't gotta bother helping,
Im keepin to my own self G,
Im makin paths you couldn't follow down these

paths (prod. xerogi)

prod. @iamrellim

Lyrics:

(Verse)
I been fed lies so I can sleep at night,
They tell me shits fine we gonna be alright,
While you fantasize about a better life,
Im out here tryin to get it right,
Fuck the conversations I aint tryna pretend I know the meanin of this life once we die in the end,
It seems that everybody blinded by material things,
So take the money and the fame and leave us dying in peace

(Chorus)
You
I never thought about you
Im tryna live it up
You
You got some problems know oh,
You
And I dont give a fuck

(Verse 2)
I been fed lies so I can sleep at night,
They tell me shits fine we gonna be alright,
While you fantasize about a better life,
Im out here tryin to get it right,
Wonder where these songs be spawnin layin in bed,
Its like a pen up in my mental always writing a script,
I got a hunnid million reasons I aint tryin to quit,
But I dont got the time to say em by resightin the list

wasting time (prod. RELLIM)

prod. @c-ldrose_o

Lyrics:

Times rollin can I get a grip on it,
Sick of this anxiety keeping me alone to think,
Minds always thinkin in the crib fuck it we can get outside and get away the way its suppose to be,
Walk through the woods and all the valleys Im passin by the flowers that formin so you know its spring,
Drop of the motha fuckin grid get away from this society that they ain't never gonna leave,
Ride by with my hoodie up bumpin shit dont five a fuck if somebody gona notice me,
While you fuckas goin to your job I been tryna heal my mind and my soul through this poetry,
Fucked up back when I was young no one thought that I would make my own lane but I told you G,
Tryna do this shit the way I want but for now I'll probly kick it on my own where the forest be

spring (prod. coldrose)

OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://youtu.be/EcaMzUUhFs4

Written and performed by Fifty Grand
Produced by @Kellbender and Fifty Grand

"You got your back to me baby it's finished
Eyes wide shut and I'm going the distance
Our love is a river
Drift down slowly and you're at the beginning

If I dry my eyes
Whole world materialize
I let go of light
It felt right

If it happens when the daytime dies
You're on your own
You're looking pale in the blue twilight
Rejoice the moon

Laboratory between city and sea
Jasmine and mirrors and towering trees
Why are you draining the life out of me?"

daytime dies (prod kellbender)

Prod. @arthrn

Mixed/mastered: @yvncc

Lyrics:
Dark days coming through 
Change face in the mood
Fresh cut then the drug 
Now this bitch got no love 
Yeah this heart wants to heal
It’s a burning desire that I cannot feel
I can’t shelter myself from the devil that keeps me awake 
Im the angel in hell that was made as a fucking mistake 
You can say what you want to I won’t agree 
Wont give a fuck for the world to believe 
They be holding they tongue 
But I be pulling they teeth 
I’m as cold as the night 
I’m the sky and the sea 
I been wearing da mask 
That disguised what I am 
But I’ll blend 
With the magic and blood they will see how it burns and it ends 

I don’t wanna feel no
I don’t wanna feel no
I don’t wanna feel no more
I don’t wanna feel no
I don’t wanna feel no
I don’t wanna feel no more 



Ride out in a mini van 
Cloud 9 with my little hand 
Shovel down for my tomb to drag
Smoking on a quarter half of weed
So I don’t feel no more 
One out of a million 
I bend and break at a billion
In my head I can see the end 
Roses on my name with Hennessy that’s when I feel no more 
Stay big in the small street
Don’t talk if you cold feet
I stay straight so I won’t cheat 
Kill them off I don’t feed
I don’t wanna feel no more
Blame them for my reason
They miss you when you leaving 
But I don’t give what they needing 
Never gave a meaning 
I don’t wanna feel no more

Feel No More (Prod. Arthrn)

propositions
soft collision
everyone just keeps on switchin up 
i'm living
barely living
keep on filling every single cup
it hurts when 
hard times don't quit 
can't stop sinking in my own 
destructive ways
i know that i hurt you babe 
hate that look that's on your face
every time i make mistakes
i promised you i wouldn't make 
can't stop thinking back on beginnings
blunt yeah i'll hit it 
smoke then forget it 
i wont forget it 
i cant forget this
a pain that seems endless
fucking relentless
fuck i can't stand it 
people's demands that 
i can't be handed 
i won't do it 
i can't do this 
i won't do it 
i can't do this 
i won't forget it 
i can't forget this 
a pain that seems endless 
fucking relentless 
fuck i can't stand it 
people's demands that
i can't be handed
i won't do it 
i can't do this 
i won't do it 
i can't do this

paths (prod. xerogi)

whxami

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