left for nthing thought i was someone
left for nothing, thought i was someone
u left me for nothing thought i was someone
someone to u
take my heart out my chest
the circus tore us apart
u gave me my scars
im a deer can u hunt me?
ive been so fuked up lately
u ran from me am i scary?
can u burn and carve me?
yayayaya
looking at ur face 
i can tell ur lying
tell another lie im ending my life
taking so many drugs to get u out my head
i cant get rid of the thought put me in my death bed
am i just an online loser
just another deer to throw away
im a doll u can sew my cuts bae
i thought i meant something to u
why do i mean NOTHING
do u know what u mean to me

thecircusrippedusapart

look me in the eyes
tell me what u see
ima take ur eyes
put them in my jar
cutting off ur legz 
u not running far
im crying on the ground
how did i get these scars
im a psycho baby
u could never see me (coming)
wana be ur ghost
so u could never leave me

turn you inna ghost
so u wont evr go
im a murderer
baby ur a psyhco
gonna murder you
so u wont ever kno
gonan rip off ur skin
turn u into doe

i got 5 personalities
which one do u want
im a ghost of a deer
youll die if u come near
im a bunny wipe my tears

poke out my eyes
so i can never see
my brain so messy 
i need a labotomy
im so fcking crazy
lets do a blood ritaul
turn you into stone
they call me medusa
stab u in the heart 
show you what im made of
dont think im capable
well beilve it
make a stradgy
im so strategic
do whatever
for you to stay sick

ur eyez r mine ft. 2doll prod me

i dont wanna go home
i just wanna stay here
listen to your voice
and make sure your here
i dont know what to think
i dont know what to do
i cant see anything
just leave me alone

i dont trust people
thats why i dont like them
i dont wanna be with you
when you act like them
tend to stay in the dark
when i speak with you
they try to use me
but i see the clues
i cried on the phone
just trying to get you
on the hospital bed
just waiting for you

do you believe love is true
can you sense my agony
cant take it anymore
just need to die

skin turns to red
heart gets destroyed
something about you
just doesnt get lost

lets take drugs
forget about the day
me and you ugh
not okay
i just wanna crash my car on the highway
hadda delete you out of my life
just like a game

do you believe love is true

made this while drunk

prod. @sacrified

at the club snorting coke
bad bitch on me
yeah she dancing to the rave
to the sound
me and u not the same
stop it
stop that copy shit
stop that clone shit
fatass boy
you should just go to the gym
stop talking 
you sound like a bitch
idc who u is
idc who u are
im just doing me
cuz i love what i do

are you happy
are you sad
can you tell me
can you not lie
im desperate
im functioning
all these lines
cant fuck me

u cant mess wit me prod. kpw360

@oscni @xokimono

just like a deer, just like a doll
can u cut me up, can you sew me up 
ever since u left i got hella cuts
cut myself 20 times i cant get enough
if i kill myself right now would u know?
would u find out, feel it in ur soul?
just like a deer, throw me away
im just dead, who cares anyway

aprildeer ft xokimono (osani)

@vaocl

art @aviants

this paper way too thick
these beats got me too rich
she said she like my fit
im draped in bangbang bih
hear in my voice im sick
but i still make a hit
yo girl saw me in public
and she asked for a flick

im wit @y0i its rick on ricky
she kiss my lips until they sticky
raise ur hands cmon get wit me
im the best i ever will b
ritual come do it for me
would u take a bullet for me
cuz id take 1 jus fa u
its @spellscasted i jest for uuu

do u like my fit its jus for u
yea i rly fw u
yea im swaggin out for u
do u like my fit i dressed for uuu

bans n pesos
yea i can taste those
i hang my pants low
watch me do my dance ho
held a couple bans for bro
double that shit on the low
exodus on overflow
money i cant let u go

im wit @y0i its rick on ricky
she kiss my lips until they sticky
raise ur hands cmon get wit me
im the best i ever will b
ritual come do it for me
would u take a bullet for me
cuz id take 1 jus fa u
its @spellscasted i jest for uuu

do u like my fit its just for uuu
do u like my fit its just for uuu
yea im swaggin out for uuu
yea im swaggin out for uuu
do u like my fit its just for uuu
do u like my fit its just for uuu
do u like my fit its just for uuu
do u like my fit its just for uuu

i jest for uuu @vaocl

iGore Kitty @spellscasted

lyrics: 

know im kickn shit
i cant feel at all
im on top of this 
no you cant even see it all

know im kickn shit
i cant feel at all
im on top of this 
man you cant even see it all

hear the walls they talk about me
and i know my friends they doubt me
man it's not that hard 
just to let it go x2

put my whole damn crew on a pedestal
i wont talk about you it's a need to know
heard they talk about me
"hol up what's his name?"

if you ain talking to me
man dont say my name
hear them talk and block them out 
man they some lames
could give a fuck about your money or your fame

i cant wait till the whole world knows my name
still alone i think i just feel the same

let it go (zeromandia)

prod zombycare

she took my lungs away
i didnt have the guts to tell her
i would break her heart
when nights get cold again
i realize that i was fucked up
from the start

learning how to love you better
i would give you my jacket
in the cold weather
im gon never let u go
my tether
pls stick to me forever and ever
i woke up in a land i always thought was fantasy
graves all around me in the fog
hey your majesty
desolate magic wands
take control of me
i couldnt be the best for you
oh so saddening
i couldnt be the best for you x2
dont ask me what im going thru
dont nobody care
your spirits in the air
it never was fair

its been way too long since i felt touch
i just dont know why i give myself up
getting rid of pictures of us
i wish that i could say i was enough

nights spent cold

fallen angelz

ft. azykhast
prod. 6slung x azykhast x spiral boy

azy;
---

spiral;
chillin in the heaven
fallen angel w a mace cuh
i aint trynna change the pace
cuz im the one 2 win the race cuh

never slowin down
adjust my tempo 2 the workflow
ive been usin all these drugs
when i talk, shhhh, watch my thoughts glow

hidden in the mist
signs of light - thats a no go
js forget tht i exist
wearin invisible snow coat

let the rain wash down my face
melted body, sacred fate
i cant recognize this place
my destiny servd onna plate



i have fallen from the heaven
i cant tell the day today
ive been trynna hide the halo
walkin down the lightend way

i see clearly in the dark
nighttime - time 2 go outside
sparkin haze up in the fields
i aint care danger outsight

said hes armed w firearms
i js laugh nd walk away
im walkin thru the clouds
as he misses the whole spray

even if they took my vision
id still know exact positions
analysin with my ears
i tell the surface by the tears



hidden in the mist
signs of light - thats a no go
js forget tht i exist
wearin invisible snow coat

[-25db] x2

#IRIDESCENT

fallen angelz (ft. azykhast) [prod. azy x 6slung x spiral]

plaqueboymax

name is winona 
say it three times in the mirror

ur eyez r mine ft. 2doll prod me

deadaux