dead inside

2025

Everydayis A Blessing

rtk #101 etc

july

Bitch my heart turned to stone,
Imma always be alone,
Bitch my heart turned to stone,
Imma always be alone,
Imma always be alone,
Imma always be alone,
Imma always be alone,
Imma always be alone,
Imma always-

I done fell from the sky,
I'm a demon in disguise,
I done fell from the sky,
I'm a demon in disguise,
I done fell from the sky,
I'm a demon in disguise,
I done fell from the sky,
I'm a demon in disguise,
I done fell from the sky,
I done fell from the sky,
I done fell from the sky,
I done fell from the sky,
I done fell from the sky,
why do niggas always lie,
why do bitches always lie,
223 a get em fried,
223 a get em fried,
Imma always be alone,
Bitch I'm dying in my head,
Bitch my heart turned to stone,
Bitch my heart turned to stone,
Imma always be alone,
Bitch my heart turned to stone,
Imma always be alone,
Imma always be alone,
Imma always be alone,
Imma always be alone,
Imma always be alone,
Imma always be alone,

Imma always be alone.

Eternally Alone (prod. OGWSIN)

wht it do [PROD. AIZEKS]

nothing matters so do what you want prod virus

kms prod me n mimicsgate

white girl

care prod me n mocha

Holter Monitor During Visitation Dream

zombie hoe huh yh n she goin stupid
bih im in the trap n im cookin up w putrid
yuh why u fckn on a dumb ran thru bitch
yahhh bitch where ur head go
bands in my ksubi jeans i got too much dough
ima go insane when i take dis fckn perk tho
glock gonna rip his skin he like “where my face go”

zombie hoe huh yh n she goin stupid
bih im in the trap n im cookin up w putrid
yuh why u fckn on a dumb ran thru bitch

all u do is copy me cant een follow the rubric
lil bitch tryna have my kids then u gon need a cupid
bitch i been moving all of these bricks like its the cubic
she mean like veronica but bitch i am i rug rat

yea im getting green w zan
moving like a zombie when im off the xans
i be in that field she wave to me in the stands
put a blade on that chopper edward scissorhands x2
dump yo body in the swamp pussy wetlands
wasnt having no bread watch that shit expand
i dont even fw u why would i shake ur hand
i be serving all these junkies i got high demand
@putridpuke @zanxoxo @zatru

edward scissorhands w zan @zatru

Coven - howl 2

wit that steel ft @ss3bby prod ss3bby

lyrics:

shi get bloody like lollipop chainsaw
shorty give me good head till she get lockjaw 

bitches on my dick yea she got the skin tights
raf simmy and you know they flashin lights
yea flashin out they lights


ya I keep that steel yea yea like a squire 
if he talking hot yea yea I up that fire
pussc talkin down spin his block like a tire
but 9 times outta 10 I keep the blade like michael myers
shi get bloody like lollipop chainsaw
shorty give me good head till she get lockjaw
oh you hate me now -oh you hate me now yea wait till im ballin
aint talking about the court aint talking about that spalding
dont tell me that you love me unless you really fuckin all in 
cause yea when I love yea I really put my all in 
yea I moved on but yea she still hauntin

yuh im with my bros and you know we keep it tight
in this bitch going up im reaching heights
yea im in this bitch going up im taking flights
got yo bitch up on my dick and you know she wanna
bitches on my dick yea she got the skin tights
raf simmy and you know they flashin lights
yea flashin out they lights

wit that steel ⚔️ ft ss3bby *prod ss3bby*

siouxxie - ogun guides me prod @zatru @kuro

Coven - Klumzier

tattoo my bodyyy prod 1xenn

https://soundcloud.com/defficile/3v1
not shit quality 

bleood - what is your purpose

Dj BLUE x DJ FROST- trav parking lot.mp3

u still on some lame shit n im like wtf x 2
u a lick u keep the backdoor unlocked
im so tired of getting fucked over
oh my god

bitches act fake
while these niggas on my jock
yeah i don’t trip
cus i always tie my knot
do you love me
or do you love me not
imma go hard
cus this really all i got

niggas act famous x 2
and niggas be pretentious
so that they get benefits
fuck elon musk nigga
kill a white supremacist
this nigga saw god 
thought he was a fundamentalist
man theres so much hate up in the air
its rlly no love
and theres so much pain
that i cant ever take control of
i got way too high
bitch im too geeked
throwing up
pussy niggas will not drop the addy
cus im showing up
you still on some lame shit
n im like wtf
you a lick you keep the backdoor unlocked
im so tired of getting fucked over
oh my god
now i know you put that front up
for the law

bitches act fake
while these niggas on my jock
yeah i don’t trip
cus i always tie my knot
do you love me
or do you love me not
imma go hard
cus this really all i got

loves me, loves me not prod 1sadboii

Eye Contact

Coven - zigzag (prod. woelign)

look me in the eyes
tell me what u see
ima take ur eyes
put them in my jar
cutting off ur legz 
u not running far
im crying on the ground
how did i get these scars
im a psycho baby
u could never see me (coming)
wana be ur ghost
so u could never leave me

turn you inna ghost
so u wont evr go
im a murderer
baby ur a psyhco
gonna murder you
so u wont ever kno
gonan rip off ur skin
turn u into doe

i got 5 personalities
which one do u want
im a ghost of a deer
youll die if u come near
im a bunny wipe my tears

poke out my eyes
so i can never see
my brain so messy 
i need a labotomy
im so fcking crazy
lets do a blood ritaul
turn you into stone
they call me medusa
stab u in the heart 
show you what im made of
dont think im capable
well beilve it
make a stradgy
im so strategic
do whatever
for you to stay sick

ur eyez r mine ft. 2doll prod me

Coven - say coven (prod. n3tryflow)

Jonatan

Jonatan Intro

a song to curse the fascists with

https://ffm.to/carnivorous__

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9Bq5KYyxPc

@tsvsvnami

carnivorous (feat. susu laroche)

https://youtu.be/fglgUc6FHxs?si=WkkO5hNTh2Hp6HkG
S/o apx for mixing / mastering❤️
When I'm off it
When I'll get up
When I'm
When I'll get up
When I'm off it

Plasma & Apx - When I’ll get up

You hang your head so very low
Everythings a mess The leaves have grown
I cant forget deep down I know
Deep down I know
I just wanna go
I just wanna go

I just wanna send u bless bless bless
I just wanna give you Kisses kiss
I just wanna give you bless bless bless

Yea I know
Yea I know its up & done...
Strayed so far from the sun
How could we ever Fix?
I just wanna go

You hang your head so very low
You hang your head I just wanna go
You hang your head so very low
You hang your head so very low

Plasma & Apx - Wanna Go

bleood - putahoeon prod over

Tell me what you're waiting for. 
Left me here, and my heart feels so sore. 
Do you care about the shit you said before? 
Is it like that? 
I don't want to be the one you cry on. 
You're so selfish. 
And you say you can't help it. 
That's bullshit. 
You know right from wrong. 
I swear you know just what to say when you come home. 
No, I'm never ever picking up the phone again. 
Fake laughs with your friends. 
I'd shoot myself in front of y'all if I hear that bullshit again. 
Could you shut the fuck up talking to me? 
Who you think you talking to? 
I'm done with your lying and deceiving, all the shit you put me through. 
Tell me what you're waiting for. 
Left me here, and my heart feels so sore.
Do you care about the shit you said before? 
Is it like that? 
I don't want to be the one you cry on. 
You're so selfish. 
And you say you can't help it. 
((monologue))
That's bullshit. 
You know right from wrong. 
I swear you know just what to say when you come home. 
No, I'm never ever picking up the phone again. 
Fake laughs with your friends. 
I'd shoot myself in front of y'all if I hear that bullshit again.

Heartsore

Plasma & Apx - Have me here

FOLLOW THE SYMBOLS...AND GOD REVEALS ITSELF
PROD
EGOBREAK - GREAT BRITISH
JAGUARCLAW - RINGWORM & FOSSIL FUELS
NYLI - KEEBLER
DOWNTIME - SPILLED MILK
SHAQFRANCE & MAYCRY - QUIDDITCH

SPILLED MILK

BRUTUS

PARANORMAL BOYS

produced by onexhule and chriswiddak 

@onexhule 
@chriswiddak 
@frozhn

frozhn - money and drugs (xhule & chriswiddak)

cannibal #FREEBLEOOD

gaf abt the heat prod me@kne

Light Innocence
Nothings been the same since
Night calls, been in it
Always call your name it gets
So hard I'm still that kid
Who ran away and always hid
I'm so lost
Over it
It's nothing now, its never been
No way

Do you remember life before
Saw your bones sink to the floor
It's nothing anymore
Do you remember life before

Light innocence
Nothing's been the same since
Night calls, been in it
Always call ur name it gets
So hard I'm still that kid
Who ran away and always hid
I'm so lost
Over it
It's nothing now its never been

Souls gone, never rest
Spring 1 with apx
My screen on I'm bouta text
I'm blinged out, got ice on neck
I'm fien now you'll never guess
Our hands touch they reconnect
Got bad luck I'm not so blessed
I fell again I missed the step
Like magnets touch we reconnect

Plasma & Apx - Life Fell

bleood - 999 prod yoi

disgusting twitter user prod xlo

name is winona 
say it three times in the mirror

ur eyez r mine ft. 2doll prod me

deadaux