lost (sdc)

Lyrics -

Tell me just where to go
I've got nowhere left to go
I feel the regret my Lord
I wish she was with me here now

2 years I still see your frown
You haunt me at random times my love

Tell me just where to go
I've got nowhere left to run now
I feel the regret my Lord
I wished she was with me here now

My Regret (prod. HELL$HOT) - Winters Devoid

Lyrics - 

Whats up shawty what it do?
Got you mad because I spoke the truth
I follow God I ain’t follow you
Now you bugging in your room

I be chilling in my mood
I look alone but The Ghost here too
Great is He that’s upon me, not you
I see the serpent around you move

Serpent on you girl, you fake
My thanks to God for clearing way
I look depressed about any day
Yet i’m still grateful for the pain
No trip i’ll still have you in pray
May God forgive you for your fakes

Watch the table extend from here
Chilling while my enemies fear
I’m chilling in my room, my thanks to God for life and truth today
I’ll seek The Lord in all the ways, I hope in narrow path I stay

I forgive you

Hear The Polar? (prod. 1kyotostarr) - Winters Devoid

Little Jerk - Disparate Youth

MIXED BY DYLAN KIM
MASTERED BY DYLAN KIM & ROMAN LUNA
ARWORK BY ROMAN LUNA

LIGHTS ON PAPER (PROD. BROBAK)

Who Really Cares: 

An album about Sex 
Or lack thereof 
And its consequences 
Or lack thereof

Music and Lyrics by Brad Petering 

Mixing and Mastering by Jason Wyman 

Additional Vocals from Amber Quintero and Maddie "Acid" Keaton 

"Cigarettes out the Window" and "For You" feature Frankie Cosmos samples, used with her permission. 

"Not Allowed" features samples from The Yeastie Girlz's "Ovary Action" 7 inch. Used with permission from the Girlz. 

The cover art is a slightly altered photograph taken by George M. Hester. Used with his permission. 

The liner note image with two people on a bed is a slightly altered photograph taken by the late M. Richard Kirstel. Used with permission from his family. 

As a friend once said: Thanks for yr ears
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Cigarettes Out The Window

prod. by @igorexz

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Years gone by Ida changed alot,
But this image in my mind is the same as how it was when I was a kid tryna make Hip-Hop,
Everybody not convinced I could make it nah,
Fuck college you probly shouldn't save a spot for me,
What if you don't make it whats your plan about to be,
Honestly I never really gave it thought,
Or had a doubt in my mind til the people surrounding me always had to comment and seem distraught,
Writing lines on a paper when the days had got to me,
Had a note pad full of things Id jot,
Anything thats on my mind tryna make it rhyme,
I remember that my father he hated how I be,
Takin all the papers and throwin em out and be loud sayin wow you think that art,
Barely knowin shit about anythin that i could be,
I don't even wanna work bitch fuck that shit,
Ima write another verse then gone scrap it,
Til im sayin all the words that I want back to back and make sense cuz you pussies can't match it,
The fact is,
Half these rappers lame,
Spit the same shit,
And they gettin paid,
Gettin plays listens everyday,
What difference does it make if Im tryna change shit and all the listeners are sayin no thanks hate it the fuck I need to do,
Shut the fuck up cuz Im gonna speak the truth,
So sick of the repetition,
Fuck flexin pics and the expensive whips and rough sex with women,
Im not convinced that thats how you livin,
Maybe I don't get it,
Maybe Im just different,
Im pessimistic,
No friends to vent to,
Just pens and writtens,
No rent to give you,
Im broke as fuck I dont trust a soul,
I don't smoke no blunts cuz I don't trust the smoke,
I don't go in public Im just up at home,
My minds so corrupted yet so are you,
So don't fuckin judge me cuz its over nothing,
But because you suck I sound so disruptive,
Yeah you jealous of all the attention I could potentially harness if Im getting farther,
Oh god oh god can you please answer my family believe we should talk,
Every time I call the machine answer Im startin to think you phone is off,
My competition is not depicted how I had pictured,
Yal got no gift and you are not the shit your just a pile of it,
So shut the fuck up cuz its time to listen up

(Chorus)
And I just wanna know if Im ever gonna make it up out this hell,
Days gettin colder on my own but I don't fuck with nobody else,
What I gotta say for you to listen fuck the gimmick that you tryna sell,
I really mean it when Im sayin that Im different from the shit that people try to tell me is fire well G someone try and help me understand it fuck it you don't gotta bother helping,
Im keepin to my own self G,
Im makin paths you couldn't follow down these

paths (prod. xerogi)

Prod. by @killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
And if theres a god what would he think about the wrongs Ive done,
And would he question the temptations when I called my plug,
Or when the times got rough,
Why the fuck did I go through all those long nights struggling over one time puffin a blunt,
It fucked me up,
I recollect the pain that seemed to manifest whenever shit would never feel okay but its straight,
You shouldn't worry bout it,
Nobody's worried bout it,
Doctors tryna throw some pill bottles in my cabinet

(Chorus)
It ain't slowin down life can pass you by,
But thinkin of the past as the time passes you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
No baby you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
And if I got nobody then I guess that I'll be fine,
But all the fuckin drama that we got past no wonder why the ties all broke, ay,
And they ain't worth your time no more, ay,

(Verse 2)
I have a tendency to ask my friends if they enemies,
Cuz I met alot of people who pretend to be chill with me,
Then eventually depression would have let to them dippin,
But when they see Im comin up they tellin me we should kick it,
I copped a whip its offical,
I drive to dip from the system,
I can't fit in with the people around forget it continue to put my thoughts into verses,
Who woulda thought that the person they hated on for no reasons the one that harnessed a purpose

(Chorus)
It ain't slowin down life can pass you by,
But thinkin of the past as the time passes you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
No baby you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
And if I got nobody then I guess that I'll be fine,
But all the fuckin drama that we got past no wonder why the ties all broke, ay,
And they ain't worth your time no more, ay,

flowers. (prod. killedmyself)

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BclLM1rVqPM

prod. by @notclipped

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Im like damn,
I never really thought nothin of what I could do until this music really sparked something songwriting,
Make you realize that through the dark times its alright,
You not the only one who gotta hard life you gone be fine,
Thats what we told aren't we,
Used to kick it in the woods when summer would approach only,
Couple homies that I got but college was they road so Im back up on my own fuck it,
Rappings what Im gone run with

(Chorus)
Yeah Im still young but I think I learned alot about me and the people who be livin in this world that I be they don't like us,
Cuz we aint like them,
And if I don't fit in oh well I'll be keepin to myself if you feel the same way maybe we can kick it for a little while,
Talk until the nights done

(Verse 2)
Its like some people tryna talk to me,
But sometimes I don't reply cuz Ida fuckin lost trust,
And locals from before gone get to thinkin that you owe em somethin,
You ain't never done none for me but just talk garbage,
Thats some shit I don't fuck with,
I just really wish the people round me would have took the fuckin time to learn about the person that I really am,
Instead they formulate an opinion thats solely based on the ignorance of our differences but now that shits slowly changing amazing,

Maybe one day I'll make it, ay,
Maybe one day I'll make it, ay,
Sit alone got my head in the clouds Im thinkin out loud baby maybe one day ill make it

(Chorus)
Yeah Im still young but I think I learned alot about me and the people who be livin in this world that I be they don't like us,
Cuz we aint like them,
And if I don't fit in oh well I'll be keepin to myself if you feel the same way maybe we can kick it for a little while,
Talk until the nights done,
I made accouple hits but I ain't rich I still be hangin by the crib in a world tryin not to give a fuck about shit they dont like us,
Cuz we ain't like them,
I made a little name for myself so Im anxious as hell I don't really want the fame I just wonder if there's anyone like us,
Cuz they dont like us

they dont like us (prod. clipped) *Official Music Video in Description*

prod. @killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Green leaves growin on the trees,
Something like the green leaves I order when I eat,
Clean water that I drink,
Needa keep with the alkalinity,
I could sleep in the forest for a week peaceful and never leave,
I think I found my center,
Im hoping my depression ain't around for the winter,
I try to counter it better,
In fact Im bound to get better,
Its been around me forever,
I think its time that I enter into the place I been free in,
Maybe one day Ima live like a vegan,
Crazy with the beats always something to be speakin,
I think they asleep you could get a couple Zs in,
But know that I ain't waitin on you,
Know that I create this for myself and not the fame I knock the fake shit out the way its only me and who I came with,
All your time get wasted at a job while I created my own lane so just remember this before you tryna say shit

(Chorus)
Baby will you vibe with me,
The universe is us and I just thought that I would let you know

(Verse 2)
Baby you are the purest soul I met up on this earth just know,
If I don't pick it up it don't mean you should take it personal,
Been workin on myself alone,
And still I find Im worrisome,
Depression yeah it come and go,
Anxieties the worst fosho,
But everyday we learn and grow,
And your the universe engulfed,
Inside this body that you host which making you so beautiful,
Deserve the most you special so fuck all of the rest,
Im workin hard i hope you get it,
Come and vibe feel alive, yeah

you are the universe (prod. killedmyself)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVDwCMny8n4

prod. @plurbs

Lyrics:
I been waiting for a longer day inside it's cold out
The snow wont melt
And you know that I don't talk a lot I rather let a song speak for itself
Show what I felt
I could feel her essence every single motha fucking time she come around
Aura so gold now
I get the impression that she may just be the one that my heart was bound to find let our souls melt

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

I been waiting for a longer day inside it's cold out
The snow wont melt
And you know that I don't talk a lot I rather let a song speak for itself
Show what I felt
I could feel her essence every single motha fucking time she come around
Aura so gold now
I get the impression that she may just be the one that my heart was bound to find let our souls melt

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

Well
Step out from the background
Yeah
Live a little never in my head
Feel like we don't ever talk too much it sparks a bunch of motha fuckin arguments I know
Smile frown when we act out
Yeah
In a minute you'll be in my bed
All we ever do is fuck a bunch the condoms flushed wake up sippin coffee cups and go
Same house in the same town
Yeah
I remember we would hit my friends
We would meet up and get lunch and stuff it's nothin but a thought though cuz they all just stuck up now
Think about a little lake house
Yeah
We could live a little inside it
It the summer we would love it such
I wonder whatcha up to we don't talk enough at all

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

All I Am (prod. PLURBS) *Official Music Video Link in Description*

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