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The Hardest Battles, Come At The Worst Times(Alternative/Indie Rock Songs)

Lonely Cloud

Lonely Cloud (prod. Yung Spoiler)

Pissed Me Off

Kilometer x Force x Displacement
(prod by michael hare and yunny goldz)
id rather kmfs then not be with you tbh.

Lyrics:
you know theres problems in my head
i cant sleep inside my bed
all my days just end with stress
i feel like im a fucking mess

take what you want
the skin from my bones
break me apart
all i think is i cant feel right now
baby would you talk to me right now
before i lose myself, myself

oh, i cant bare to lose you now
id rather kill my fuckin self
id rather cut my heart out
put the gun inside my mouth

Kmfs (michael hare)

amv:
https://youtu.be/EXp_f4BctHg

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/imgeist
https://soundcloud.com/anthonysidoti

producer:
https://soundcloud.com/tnvr555

lyrics:
// intro
welcome to another night of fucking torture
when I thought that it was over 
but she just wants to tease me
you told me all you saw was red
i think of all the blood you'd shed
if this keeps going on I think ill end up dead!

// verse 
ghosts chasing me, 
i swear to god I’ve been running my whole life :/ 
so karmas close i guess i’ll let her bite me, just one last time :p
oh now she’s speeding
hands around my neck, i’m screaming 
few more seconds I’ll stop breathing 
put her lips on mine and kiss me goodnight 
<3 

don’t stay close 

// chorus 
cause I think that I’m hexed
she took the blood from my neck 
said i got what I deserved, ripped my heart 
snapped a nerve, it’s the end
losing myself
now a ghost cast to hell 
said I’m leaving this earth, that’s a gift
so goodbye my friends!!!!

// anthony
will I die?
say my last goodbyes
rest in piece what's left of me 
so here we go another chapter laid to rest
took my heart from my own chest 
and now I’m your eternal guest 

put me out of my misery
lay me down let me rip 
i gave it all, to be deceived 
i took the fall just for relief 
you always loved me on my knee 
so go ahead and set me free
i know you wanted more than me 
so pull my soul right out tonight 
cant see the light 

// chorus 
cause I think that I’m hexed
she took the blood from my neck 
said i got what I deserved, ripped my heart 
snapped a nerve, it’s the end
losing myself
now a ghost cast to hell 
said I’m leaving this earth, that’s a gift
so goodbye my friends!!!!

// outro
so say goodbye my friends 
so say goodbye my friends
say goodbye my friends
i swear that this is the end

she cut my neck cast her hex
watch your back cause you’re next!!!!

hexed

i'm geist & anthony sidoti - hexed (prod. tnvr)

live to die part 2 lol pls share this song my goal is 5k

all plats - https://fanlink.to/kt3lly1000lives

w @ulovely
prod. @johnnyfriend

lyrics:

pre hook - 
stay up all night
wake up no sunlight
they say get over it i wonder why
cause i already died a 1000 times

hook - 
live to die
i already lived 1000 lives
broken ties
pick up pieces just to feel alive
fucked up don't worry about it
on my own on another planet
X2

verse - (ulovely)
so fucking out of touch
and i been out of my mind
i can not take everyday
i contemplate suicide
i wasted my life wasted all my damn time
you know i'm not fine but i think you'll be alright
fuck it imma freak out
might as well leave now
turning me to senile
i know that its been awhile
fuck you i won't run a mile
or take a step for you
cause all the shit that you said and that you didnt do

prehook

hook X2

1000 lives (ft. ulovely)

indifferent

with @0noahh my broda
cover by @lovekhaed on instagram

produced by me
stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/4fB4h9hSnQluUXqDjdxnfr?si=0P2hE9Z8SCa6TViCxZUDAQ

lyrics: 

Woke up at the party and everyone is dead on the floor
was it my fault or should i just let it go
try to walk out but someone fucking closed the door
stuck in my head cant fucking let it go
x2

noahh
idk dumbass didnt write em down

dead on the floor ft. Noahh

prod me and @johnnyfriend

lyrics:

intro - I don't wanna admit that you wont ever change
Stuck inside my head again wish I could runaway
Sometimes I forget the rain wont go away
Lets make it all pretend wake up another day

hook - Walking down a path to my end I might regret it
Remember all the words that you said I cant reset it
You know that I would never intend to make you jealous
Come with me and waste some time lets forget it
Walking down a path to my end I might regret it
Remember all the words that you said I cant reset it
You know that I would never intend to make you jealous
Come with me and waste some time lets forget it
X2

verse - Fall in the abyss
I forgot everything I miss
Tell me your final wish
Cause I don't want it all to end like this
So wake up there telling me that its time
I see through your facade and all your lies
I miss the fake love how come your still on my mind
Is it true that you wanna meet your demise
I been

(hook x2)

forget it

pacing, aimlessly in circles unable to recognize myself. w/ sace6

It's gone thru a cycle need medication
Is music worth all my dedication
I said that she should, but need a vacation
Improve my condition, then I will make it

I've been thinking bout the last few days
Cause I been stuck in this mindset that I been tryna erase
And I know I been MIA
I'm sorry I been gone away
Lately I don't know what to say

(I want to improve and you know that it's true)

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while

So stay with me, let me see that smile
You're all I've wanted for a long time now
And to be quite honest oh I don't know what to say now
Cause you're so beautiful
I'm really at a loss for words now

(It all repeats and I can't even speak now)

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while

My condition's always leaving me with just a few scuffs
When it comes to texting back I think that I have had enough
I've been feeling way too careless and I'm always one to shrug
I'm forgetting way too much I need a friend to cause a nudge
And when she wants me to remember she thinks I'm the one to judge
I'm kinda done

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while
(I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while)

condition ft. JoshIGuess

the instrumental for this track was done by Brandon Hammond please give him a follow :) <3
YouTube channel Link: https://www.youtube.com/@TheDjentistXIII/featured
Instagram Link:
https://www.instagram.com/thedjentist/

cover art done by my lovely gf :)

LYRICS

a runaway lost in a memory
with no escape trapped inside a maze
nothing short of a reflection of what is me

so the glass it shatters all around me 
i cant find a way out
surrounded by the shards disguised as winter 
breathe in the dust as it overtakes me 
i haven’t a single doubt 
this path i’ve followed has led to my end

now i’ll see my fate unravel before my eyes
i threw away my disguise 
not knowing the lies would swallow me up
god knows that i should’ve gave up 
long before i had the chance to feel again

a memory stuck in the back of my head soon to be dead

I WILL FORGET YOU
FORGET YOU
BLEGH

now i’ll see my fate unravel before my eyes
i threw away my disguise 
not knowing the lies swallow me up
god knows i should’ve gave up
long before i had the chance to feel again

My Disguise

I'm Not Myself

PROD MOUTHGUARD
GUITAR BY MOUTHGUARD
MIXED BY MOUTHGUARD + NINA EXE
MASTERED BY NINA EXE

Mouthguard - FREAKS (ft. 6arelyhuman, JoshIGuess, D34D)

Written by: Reapers Shadow & JoshIGuess
Produced by: Papapedro Beats
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: PixAi
Artwork edited by: Reapers Shadow

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line

[Verse 1: Reapers Shadow]
Yeah it's Christmas morning 
Fuck up on the fucking rain pouring 
Just wanna get my presents fuck yo presence 
Don't want no one but myself bitch 
It's Christmas so do your best 
To give instead of take 
Like it's thanksgiving 
Nobody wanna be themselves nowadays 
Just wanna get paid then steal from the weak

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line
But just know you'll find your way

[Bridge: JoshIGuess]
You'll find your way, you'll find your way
I pull up in Santa's sleigh 
The way you gon treat me today
Better watch my fucking weight

[Verse 2: JoshIGuess]
Sweetie making sweets that's so sweet
Then the sweet in the sheets i'm complete
Hehe, eat the pussy
Sitting through the night like it's milk and cookies
Binging all of these christmas movies once again

The laptop i'm making this with 
It's getting more fucked up by the day
Got it for Christmas 9 years ago ayy
I'm lucky that it's actually working 
Song in process for a year you fans are deserving this

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line

Holidays W/ JoshIGuess  (Prod. Papapedro Beats)

Featuring: @joshiguess & @akiradoves
Written by: Phantom Eclipse, JoshIGuess, AkiraDoves 
Produced by: Grayskies 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Mengo Yokoyari
Artwork edited by: Phantom Eclipse 
 
[Intro: Phantom Eclipse]
Putting my emotions on display
I survey the coming storm
To the vultures I'm just prey 
Wish this regret would go away 

[Bridge: Phantom Eclipse]
But somehow
I will find my way

[Verse 1: JoshIGuess]
I've been lost and I've been trapped
And I've been gone it's on your behalf
And all of your friends try to follow your steps
But that couldn't be any more incorrect
I feel like I'm on a time lapse
You act too cold and I get sidetracked

[Chorus: Phantom Eclipse]
Life passes in slow motion 
Losing focus on my goals 
This shits getting real old 
I know I've become cold 
But at least I never sold my soul 
So many things I still don't know 
About myself 
But I'm still walking through the snow 
(I know you miss me but I'm gone)

[Verse 2: AkiraDoves]
But i'm gone wasting your time
It's always gotta be you
& now you're always coming back
When will you
Just let me go

[Chorus: Phantom Eclipse]
Life passes in slow motion 
Losing focus on my goals 
This shits getting real old 
I know I've become cold 
But at least I never sold my soul 
So many things I still don't know 
About myself 
But I'm still walking through the snow 
(SNOW!!!!)

I've Become Cold W/ JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves (Prod. Grayskies)

Snowstorm JoshIguess Ft HoosWrld

mixed and mastered by @JoshIGuess
cover by me (D34D)
produced by Artixan

Lyrics:
D34D:
beauty in the chaos that surrounds me
i see the flames even when im sleeping soundly
when we all die i know it would not astound me
ill destroy the world, not a care for those around me

Josh:
I'm destroying the whole universe
Cus I already rule this world
Matter fact I am out of it
Just like yo girl, she dance and twirl
And she always getting turnt
But I'm always feeling burnt
Cus she always want things the same
But who am I to blame?
When all of my verses always turn into flames
Bitch I'm insane
Bitch this is a rave not a dance ball
Bitch this a fireball no alcohol
Let's get fucked up to the sounds hitting off the walls
Pin you against the wall I know you like that
Call from your homegirls I'll hit em right back
Stay on hold cus I got you on the irl ima be hitting it like

D34D:
beauty in the chaos that surrounds me
i see the flames even when im sleeping soundly
when we all die i know it would not astound me
ill destroy the world, not a care for those around me

condition ft. JoshIGuess

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