It's gone thru a cycle need medication
Is music worth all my dedication
I said that she should, but need a vacation
Improve my condition, then I will make it

I've been thinking bout the last few days
Cause I been stuck in this mindset that I been tryna erase
And I know I been MIA
I'm sorry I been gone away
Lately I don't know what to say

(I want to improve and you know that it's true)

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while

So stay with me, let me see that smile
You're all I've wanted for a long time now
And to be quite honest oh I don't know what to say now
Cause you're so beautiful
I'm really at a loss for words now

(It all repeats and I can't even speak now)

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while

My condition's always leaving me with just a few scuffs
When it comes to texting back I think that I have had enough
I've been feeling way too careless and I'm always one to shrug
I'm forgetting way too much I need a friend to cause a nudge
And when she wants me to remember she thinks I'm the one to judge
I'm kinda done

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while
(I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while)

condition ft. JoshIGuess

@navyxower
@strivemusicau
@northshoremusic
@imperial223
@shizukesaaa

h3art_3at3r w/ NAVYXOWER, strivesad, The North Shore, imperial & shizukesa. [+ sogimura]

--wrote this in the beginning of october--

im staying up all night, i cant stop to cry
dont tell me i will get better cus i'll be gone 'fore december
she loves these fucked up eyes
in another life i might be living forever i want someone to remember
the way i felt these days when they called me crazy
give me 16 days and that bitch will hate me
its okay
yea its okay
i'll be okay, she'll be okay :)

december (hateful)

https://soundcloud.com/flowersforyoumusic
https://soundcloud.com/irby314
https://soundcloud.com/jolst

on my side ft. Flowers for You (irby x jolst)

entirely non-profit.
produced by noizz
@noizz2
@noizzbeatz

smoke blows out my face like a dragon
i always got a mf drag pen
always end up mf back here
i was always stuck inside my head  
i ask myself quite a bit
are the shadow people staring
teeth eyes glaring
i cannot be famous
looking out my window everythings fucking bafflin me
everythings scaring me
i know i fucked up so drag me down to hell where i belong
night, night.. yeah
you can bite down
dont get blood on your gown
if theres a problem in my house
i dont wanna hear the sound

night

follow noizz

everythings a little scary

whts the prblem if im dead asl
everybody tries to be me i js wish em well
everybody knows i fell so deep inside this wishing well
if you lived with what i lived with youd wish you was in hell
yeah im on my chronyc shit im smoking on my toxic shit
its hard as fuck to gts cus im paranoid
sleep on my baretta cus i mean business
dont sleep on my bayonetta i mean business  
huh i cant even love rn im on another planet
sry if im rough i really didnt plan it
its really fuckin hard to not get up and 
get up
stop settling
and, "oh yeah, i owe you"
yeah u fuckin do
last week u stole my kid like wht the fuck it do?
thought u were my bro
thought were my brother
thought u were my blood
thought u were my one 
to hold onto when everything is fucking shit
when it goes dark when the lights turn out and i cannot see the spark
when i cant lie no more
when i cant breathe no more
when i cant stand more
when i pass out and im damn near dead but i really couldnt care no more
ive given up my body's laying on your floor
do whatever you want to me cause i just cant fight no more
i feel like i should feel bad but i dont know why or how yeah
and i cant get turned on, cus..


hey, dork
posted with a toy
you be shootin bbs 
i be smoking real joints
ion even see u as a person rn
i see u as a monster and its freaking me out
ay
the voices in my 
the demons in my
like to talk, i hear tapping n scratching on the wall
i shouldnt say that
ill drive a maybach.

ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ

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ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ （ＰＲＯＤ．ＣＨＲＯＮＹＣ）

Featuring @sideviewdriveca, @neondion & @decksmusic
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
(Carlby)
Ain't got a dollar to my name but I'm so wealthy
And when I feel out of place my friends tell me
That I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But I'm afraid to open up
Don't get too close to me

No doubt
Wouldn't be here without you
Shout out to the homies
It's about you
I'm slowly finding my way
I'm hoping you do the same
Because we've got a lot to celebrate

Listen on Spotify!

Wealthy Pt. 2 w/ Sideview Drive, Neon Dion & decks (Prod. Pekarot)

new acoustic single featuring the talented sophia milone!  

my new album 'for better or worse' releases THIS MONTH! March 24th!! Can't wait to share :)

Lyrics:
I've been searching through these blank pages 
story written in hidden language
follow the signs, to a different life 
I've been looking for
open up the door
I've been waiting for this to break 
all this hurting to turn into gain
darling tell me am I really falling 
cuz looking at you is like looking at scarlet 

(hook)
savior of my youth 
come here show me why I've been missing you 
searching for truth 
but then you opened up the door 
and I'm just staring through the framing into you

(soph)
deep impressions 
where I've been laying for what feels like months 
got up cold and tired 
routine habits push and shove 
tie up my grievance with a grimace 
and a cup of tea 
it seems romantic in your eyes 
but I wasn't being me 
I was looking but not for you 
a fountain hidden away just out of view 
a voice calls my name
did I hear that right 
follow it anyway
and walk right through the open door

(bridge)
for where this heading 
I thought there was nothing 
I looked at the timing 
that I put my trust in 
am I even ready 
is this even right 
but it all doesn't matter with how I feel tonight 
can we go on? 
if we don't where to start 
take me as I am 
if you can 
and ill keep you as the

open the door (feat. soph)[prod. King Theta]

taylor swift cover
very personal 2 me
hope u enjoy
<3

august (cover)

prod. kawaiibeatz

i walk around the issue..
i really kinda miss u
im tryna be who im not, nd it hurts..
that never worked tho,
i was a jerk bro ;/
ill take back what i said!
i dont mean it at all!
and fill my head up with lead!
i hope u know that i-
mean 
this.. ;(
my mind is incompleted 
and my thoughts go one on one-
i cant see me any how else!

(popularreject)

You said you would call back
…
In a minute
… 
Girl I gave you all that 
Now we’re finished 
I’m in a Maybach now I’m sippin 
This is goodbye and good riddance 
… 
I sip Henny 
I get ready
And say good bye my vision 

Good dope all I roll up 
Bitch I’m dope I feel like Yola 
Smoke this dope and bend her over 
Got the force I feel like Yoda 
I got purple in my soda 

Duhh

I got purple in my soda 
In the range and I’m not sober
If it’s foreign rev the motor

Yuhh 
… hahahaa

jerk w/ popularreject

This is the stupid german explizit Side Kollection of 2025

condition ft. JoshIGuess

getbetter