both of y'alls voices are heavenly holy shit

ngl i need this on spotify, i'm stuck on the replay button

This song stays on repeat still i love u and skrwd so much

prod dercept + jolst 

i feel so stupid, it never works out for me
so fuckin useless im not who i wanna be
so fuckin clueless, need u to set me free
need u to set me free

i feel so stupid, it never works out for me
i feel so useless im not who i wanna be
feel like a nuisance, yea theres no need for me
so fuckin clueless 
need u to set me free

i shouldve known it wouldnt work out
grippin my soul now
i think ur in control now
so fuckin worn out 
got a barrel to my skull now
is this how i go out 
or should i put it to my stomach watch my guts fuckin flow out 

and im not phased by what u think or your comments on my page
im fuckin done
with everything 
i swear to god i wanna run away
change my name 
change my face 
ill slowly watch my friends decay
like fuck the fame 
its all the same 
i might just fuckin blow my brains 

call me a nuisance 
tell me im stupid 
well bitch its all your fault 

tell me im useless 
tell me im clueless 
and i wont think at all

say u dont want me 
well stupid bitch sit back and watch me ball

knife in my fingers 
enter it deeper 
till i cant feel at all

i try my hardest im left with bruises 
thought itd be different but we’re both stupid 
i pour my heart out i end up losin
im only 16 so fuckin clueless 

got ripped jeans magazines cigarettes on her breath 

woaah

u never know what the fucks goin on in her head 

nooo

i dont know why im here these people want me dead

ill grant their wish ill put a bullet through my head 

theyll see me laying on the floor like they want me to
theres blood and guts on the door dont come in till im through 
this is my final fucking stand not an interlude 
before i blow my fucking brains point the gun at you

and im not phased by what u think or your comments on my page
im fuckin done
with everything 
i swear to god i wanna run away
change my name 
change my face 
ill slowly watch my friends decay
like fuck the fame 
its all the same 
i might just fuckin blow my brains 

call me a nuisance 
tell me im stupid 
well bitch its all your fault 

tell me im useless 
tell my im clueless 
and i wont think at all

say u dont want me 
well stupid bitch sit back and watch me ball

knife in my fingers 
enter it deeper 
till i cant feel at all

death (dercept + jolst)

music videos:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2RyIqxRFt4&ab_channel=Virus

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p7JNY20h8h0&ab_channel=Toxic%E3%82%A2%E3%83%8B%E3%83%A1
@killmesumday
@kennedyxoxo
@user-551713846
@prodjolst

witch hotel x kennedyxoxo x killmesumday - love story (prod. noahmadethiss x jolst)

harder than it seems w/ sace6 (noahmadethiss x sace6)

next to you (prod. eric godlow)

out everywhere. thank u 4 the support. lyrics below<3

Yeah
It's a new me but i'm still the same without you
Yeah yeah
Can you hold me
Oo whoa
It don't even matter what I do
I try and try and try and try

Yeah and I know you better than that
You're hiding your phone from me now
Girl tell me who's that on your snap whoa
I guess i'm the bad guy
Can you stop the game I need a halftime
I can't feel a thing i'm boutta flatline
She keep running round inside of my mind
Yeah whoa
In a room full of friends I still feel alone
Don't know who I am don't know where to go
And when I build you up you break me down
It's hard as fuck to keep you round
Don't know who I am anymore I don't know where to go
She tell me i'm changing
Baby I feel like i'm falling apart
Bitch I keep on breaking
You can't fix this with conversation no
Wake up it's the same shit oh
Go to bed and then i'm pissed off
I don't wanna be the bitter one but it's hard around everyone

Yeah ooo
Yeah ooo
Oh no no no
No no no no no whoa

Girl I still feel the tension
Stop saying shit you never meant then
Going one way down the wrong way
This time I think I learned my lesson oh whoa
And no I won't deny the way you looking in my eyes
You got me going crazy all night I won't lie
Oh no no no no no
No no no no no no
No no no no no no

<3

The Bitter One

spotify

the bitter one [p. king theta]

acrophobia w/ dylan lotus

feat @kennedysucks lyrics below<3

Oh yeah
I can be alone if i want
It'll only take a second i can tell you when i'm done
Shawty too conceited oh hell yeah i mean it
Can i get my heart back really i don't need it
Swear she drive me crazy til my tank on E 
Take what you want from me
Fuck it
Focused on the bigger picture large amounts
Soon as i get that bitch i swear to god i'm cashing out
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
I race to the money and i break down every obstacle
Bitch ill make you next to go
Don't play with me go play with bro
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 
Tight rope tight rope
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 
Yeah yeah oh
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 

She can cross the line i swear to god there aint no happy ending
Does she love me does she love me not you really had me guessing
Was it worth it
That shit hurt a lot before i learned my lesson
No ones perfect but i'm working hard to not lose your attention
What is love
I'm just sick of always feeling broken hearted
I need to toughen up
She asked me whats wrong don't even get me started 
Suck it up
One day ill have everything i ever wanted
Run it up
For every single time i was disregarded
Cause honestly if i was superman you'd be my Lois lane
I'm constantly writing love letters to you this is so insane
A sign of Kennedy hugs and kisses
Swear one day they gonna know his name
I'll make it better we'll be together
I don't want you to go away

I can be alone if i want
It'll only take a second i can tell you when i'm done
Shawty too conceited oh hell yeah i mean it
Can i get my heart back really i don't need it
Swear she drive me crazy til my tank on E 
Take what you want from me
Fuck it
Focused on the bigger picture large amount
Soon as i get that bitch i swear to god i'm cashing out
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Bitch i'm bitch i'm bitch i'm sick as fuck I feel like oh oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Oh oh oh
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
I race to the money and i break down every obstacle

KIM POSSIBLE (feat. kennedyxoxo) [p. ayeitsnate]

prodbylxcid

https://youtube.com/@prodbylxcid

i need the beamer, i need the wagon 
and i need the porsche 
money it comes real quick 
but leaves just as fast when u take a loss
girl keep hitting my phone
she need me now
i carry a cost 
whip straight thru LC im hittin up graff 
and buyin the lot 
pinewood in my cup
i’m pourin it up
i cherry the drops 
i can’t hold shit down 
i’m sorry my girl
i travel a lot 
i got expensive tastes
i ran in the spot 
and took out the crop 
im on my elden ring
i run up on opps
and slaughter the boss 
slaughter the boss 
i 
i’m sippin on care+ high up
don’t talk shit you’re a liar
throw b’s only smoke fire 
pull up all black attire
strider, not from the shire
send 10k, hit my wire 
you’re bait don’t hit my line up
you’re bait don’t hit my line 

and i’ve been running 
to the money 
these guys try so hard  
tryna be gully
i’m pourin care+
sipping on honey 
please don’t come round me
tryna be funny 

cus i, i i, 
look back at life 
sometimes i cry
like oh my god i 
got by those many times 
i had to hustle by 
got greazy
i’m not tryin 
moncleezy 
have to buy it 
stay sleezy 
i’m not lying 
GTeezy
big supplyin
real platinum 
emerald, diamonds
switch watches 
when i’m flying 
dream big 
and u can buy it 
some man are broke and healthy 
some man are rich and dying 
45 i had to fry him
big wren otn gliding ✈️

ELDEN RING

Lyrics:

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another man

[bridge]

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another ma--

[skrwd]

I see all the shit you say
I heard about him
He seems great
Bet he lays with you all day and knows exactly what to say
Pay attention to the signs
Know his hands don’t fit like mine
Might be gone inside your mind but you’re still alive in mine
I regret how I moved
Sometimes i wanna redo
No matter how hard you try
There’s just no stopping the truth
Might have a girl in the room 
But I still wish she was you
So anytime that you want
You can come thru
I been workin OT
Posted up in OC
Shawty want Chanel 
She can get it, girl you know me
Even after all this time I feel you in the late night

[getbetter]

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another man

hold me close for just a single night
time goes by as the stars change overnight
and i dont wanna be on the receiving side
i already gave too much of my life

so dont hold me down
while i try to seek out shelter
cause this life that im living it aint the same as it was
and im tryna find some shelter from the storm i know is comin

bury it ft. skrwd (branwen)

w1th0ut 4 tr4c3
v13wf1nd3r
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@jolst & @toobears
ft. @fantasycamp
art: @ejcarrmusic
ep soon...
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lyrics:

(decks)
i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

trail of tears where i lay
set to rinse and decay
i confess what i say isn't real
my image is homemade
but baby, we’re falling out
i can’t say how
lets live for now
i'm trying to see this out
i won’t look now
we’re upside down

i don't know how i got here
one step too far ur gone
i wish i had an answer

i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

(fantasy camp)
i'm looking out
but i can't seem to find you wherever i go
where are you now?
been a wreck since the night that you left me alone
so where you at? come and stay by my side
i won't forget all the nights that you cried
but you're the one that i need and can't find
now i'm falling behind
so can you save me? be my baby
goin crazy without you lately
maybe i'll just hit your phone and try to remind you
wherever i go, I can't find you

without a trace

viewfinder (ft. fantasy camp) [jolst x toobears]

spotify & apple music!

www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

bury it ft. skrwd (branwen)

getbetter

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