prod. tiedforsilver 2023

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thick and thin (GAXILLIC)

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows

i been goin through thangs that nobody fuckin knows
runnin up my debts yea im in the fuckin hole
i cant fuckin breathe feels like im in chokehold
lately you been so cold i dont wanna let this go
fuck i changed my mind i just wanna go home
and thats with you 
my hearts with you  

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i been tryna grow tryna get it on my own
i dont do well when im left on my own

i been on the road yeah 
i be getting dough now
she lays under my blanket when she comes around
i lost a ton of friends when i left my home town
it be in the morning when i come back home now

i just want the sex it's scary being in your head
i get what i deserve i can never be upset
when i see your scars i think of the blood you shed
i'll make sure you become okay

you got me obsessed yea you got me feelin upset
i dont want the sex yea just let me in your head
i been feelin depressed im just tryna get ahead
i aint my in my right mind, my heart's been broke in two but I still love you
and of course i want it to work but how can i trust you
yea you left me all alone so i put it in a song
i been on the road now i been doin shows
i dont want you now why don't you leave me alone

obsessed ft. noxiousnights (irby x pekarot)

i been stuck inside tryna make it through the night
i know you don't mean it but your words cut like a knife
and i'm so tired of this no i dont wanna go on
you just wanted a break but i had to move on
cause i cant keep on waitin for a mutherfuckin maybe
i know that in love there's no fuckin gurantees
but i promise you this i wouldve stayed to the end
but its over now cause you fuckin ruined that

i cant stay in limbo cause it hurts too much
tried to give you everything but you broke trust
now its over for us with no chance to reconcile
even so i know that i loved you for a while
woulda been forever but you couldnt make your mind
i just wanted you to be mine
you got upset and for the door you made a beeline
ever since we started yea our love's been on the decline

i been stuck inside tryna make it through the night
i know you don't mean it but your words cut like a knife
and i'm so tired of this no i dont wanna go on
you just wanted a break but i had to move on
cause i cant keep on waitin for a mutherfuckin maybe
i know that in love there's no fuckin gurantees
but i promise you this i wouldve stayed to the end
but its over now cause you fuckin ruined that

i couldnt stay with u cuz u fucked with my head
u promised u would ruin my life and then kill urself
yeah i liked the sex but you made me hate myself more
i suffered everytime you were hitting my cellphone

i don't love you anymore but i still wish you're doing well
i know how it used to burn for you cuz i used to rot in hell

i been stuck inside tryna make it through the night
i know you don't mean it but your words cut like a knife
and i'm so tired of this no i dont wanna go on
you just wanted a break but i had to move on
cause i cant keep on waitin for a mutherfuckin maybe
i know that in love there's no fuckin gurantees
but i promise you this i wouldve stayed to the end
but its over now cause you fuckin ruined that

limbo ft. noxiousnights (irby x jolst)

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
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nothin for myself

mixed/mastered by me
art by 4gettr
prod tied for silver 


Lyrics:

i hope you never find out from me, 
just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
i think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
and your decisions clearly have an effect on me
yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
i really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
and if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up

i been in my head i got some shit i cant decide now
tell me to my face baby come fuck around and find out
and if you told me sooner maybe my heart wouldnt be dried out
and baby much like you i think i'd like to be tied down

all this time's let me see
that what i thought was wrong was really comin from me
and with this space in between
if its you and i then i think i'd like to dream

i hope you never find out from me, 
just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
i think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
and your decisions clearly have an effect on me
yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
i really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
and if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up

i feel insecure about us (tied for silver)

Lyrics: 

i dont wanna fight, i just wanna be by your side uhh
please don't leave me alone, won't you hold me through the night uh uhhh
cause my brain always tells me, that life's not worth living
and i can't decide whether to keep on creating
and honestly i can tell i'm the only one hating
but still i can't get it out of my mind
cause i'm lost in thought yea lately i been ruminating 
on the chance that i might end my suffering

i can't save it 
oh im finally facing
the inevitable end of our relationship
and ain't this what you wanted
don't tell me that your haunted
by the ghost of your decisions 
oh this time around was harder

cause i been feeling like im in a loop again
honestly i just think i need new friends
cause all of mine still hate me 
and the rest they tried to play me
every time i text you ain't been gettin replies lately
all these burdens i'm stressed out
i just wanna be held down
baby i'm so sorry i know it hurts you when i carve my arm now 

oh they're caught in my throat
all these words i'm tryna say
baby i'm teary eyed, and i'm fuckin terrified
i just want you to hold me
i'm so tired of always bein lonely
honestly i didn't think i'd make it this far
if i don't see you now then i'll catch you in the next form
we only text so it gets lost in translation
but i hope you know that when i check up on you it means i miss you
and baby i can't deal with all this fuckin distance
but when you don't text me all day oh it makes me worry 

cause i gotta respect myself enough to speak my mind
i can't go a day without hearin from you and just be fine
that's not how love works baby i need your attention
i need to know if you care or if you're just pretending
these thoughts are running all around inside my mind
and no matter how hard i try i just can't stop thinking 
and i don't know, oh should i give up now, or hold on until the end

i cant stop thinking (tied for silver x flesh)

Cry Once, Cry Twice

prod @tiedforsilver x @fleshgolem

i don’t show emotion till the moment i break
i don’t want u to see me in this state
give me a lifeline, give me somewhere to feel safe
up in the night time, where i can hide my face
tucked in shadows, diving head first into the shallow
off with it all into the gallows

i’m in a 6 figure truck counting digits
my foot on the gas till i get to the finish
the shit i been thru, for u i wouldn’t wish it
it taught me a ton about pain and forgiveness

hope i turned out the way u were hoping
all the love i’ve known was broken
bloody benz ripped my chest open
she said flashbacks had her soaking

making the most out the time that i have
called some others my brothers they let me down bad
now this g23 all that’s watching my back
overflowed by emotions i can’t go out sad

did this all on my own
so i don’t answer my phone
pull up in a 4 door
creep real slow
limousine tint covering my windows

been waiting patiently
but nobody’s saving me
tear off the shackles and burn down castle
i won’t let u table me

bittersweet taste in my mouth is this betrayal?
the wires crossed it’s best if u cut the cable
i’m overheating my cores becoming unstable
run far away from here but keep me in ur prayers

adoring illusions and people that tell me they mean it but acting confusing
im always pursuing the benefit of the doubt so i don’t have to lash out when i lose it
u look in my eyes and tell me we’re the same but when i look at u i see nothing congruent
cause i would still die for the people who double crossed me and they left me there laying in ruin

i need space i need distance
i need substance in my system
not from drugs but made of love
don’t come around me inconsistent

so let me know
let me know
let me know
just let me know cause i

did this all on my own
so i don’t answer my phone
pull up in a 4 door
creep real slow
limousine tint covering my windows

been waiting patiently
but nobody’s saving me
tear off the shackles and burn down castle
i won’t let u table me

bittersweet taste in my mouth is this betrayal?
the wires crossed it’s best if u cut the cable
i’m overheating my cores becoming unstable
run far away from here but keep me in ur prayers

lmk (tied for silver x flesh golem)

- ｇｕｅｓｓ ｉ'ｌｌ ｅｎｄｕｒｅ -
prod. kais
i love you guys<3 

lyrics:
where do i go from here
hm..
i miss my friends
im sick and insecure
hm..
guess i'll endure
guess things will never be how they were, no
and i'm not sure about anything anymore

i love you, i love you, i do
i'd hug you but my touch just goes right through
i told you, i told you i'm
gone, gone, gone.

where do i go from here
hm..
i miss my friends
im sick and insecure
hm..
guess i'll endure
guess things will never be how they were, nah
and i'm not sure about anything anymore

i feel insecure about us (tied for silver)

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