love this I'm about to cry to this song u two are amazing

This was dope but became an absolute banger at the end

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

Listen on Spotify!

Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

cardigan ft KcChalk (irby x jolst)

coverart by wetbirthdaycard <3


blood on my desk like oh my god
you call back but i dont pick up
lungs are black, yea my body fucked
i should see a doc but i call my plug
pain in my chest put it in a song
rain turnin red i should quit the drugs
fake my death so i know who loves me to the bones and who does not

i see faces in the rain
i think i'll go insane
i kinda like the pain
blood is drippin of my blade
dont care about the fame
just wanna be okay
im waiting on the rails while im screaming out your name

suicide - i almost did it
but i didn't fucking drown
mama wanna see me winning
and im tryna make her proud
i dont wanna keep on living
i just do it for her now
only see me fucking grinning
when my head is in the clouds


@epitomeoffailure
it easy to forget my name when i’m with you
completely driven insane even though i was being used
addicted to the pain but what am i supposed to do
when the pictures not in frame you have so much to lose

just look at the clues
i’ve already tied the noose
i’m escaping this horrid abuse
and i don’t even know how it makes me feel
knowing that this all wasn’t real

it easy to forget my name when i’m with you
completely driven insane even though i was being used
addicted to the pain but what am i supposed to do
when the pictures not in frame you have so much to lose

amv <3

faces in the rain w/epitomeoffailure (puhf)

new purpose ft. epitomeoffailure

SoundCloud struck the original and denied my claim even though i own a lease. so here's the song unmonetized. sorry for the delay.
"lifefuckinhatesme" track 1.
prod. metlast and 5head

lyrics:
i been tryin my whole life
to figure sumn out
but nothin ever goes right
and i thought i was gonna be okay
when you came into my life
but now you're gone
and im pretty sure its my fault
guess you couldnt handle me after all?
and i swear to god this is the last time
cuz all this bullshit weighing down on my mind

its weighing down and its been so fucking long
since i felt okay
im running out of things to say
feelin so fucked up every day

and it never seems like i can ever figure out
wtf is going on inside my mind
but im trying, believe me im trying
but i swear to god it seems like
they're always lyin
so idk why i keep on tryin
i just wanna let it go
and ion really know
why nowhere feels like home

i just wanna go, but nowhere feels like home
i been feelin so fucked up
feelin so alone
i just wish that there was somewhere that i could fuckin go
guess ill just settle for another night stoned...

Spotify

myfault. [+metlast & 5head]

lyrics
-------
was it all okay?
i put you in my place
feelin like a disgrace
cant get you out of my head

love you;dream
its not at all what it seemed
feels like a movie, im on set, and im stuck in my dreams

put it all on pause
hit it on restart
its better to keep moving, than to get where i been lost

i wish, you the best 
feeling my life, keep on coming to end
standing and staring, ur knife in my back
your a asshole from head to ur toes once again

its a shame no one knows
ripped up ur letters and notes
i hate ur guts and it shows!
the scars that you left me alone!

with
put me in the ditch
why are you such a, bitch
a stupid little snitch
ill say i love you till it, ends

20 and i fuckin hate it!
i dont have any patience
i wish that i could fucking take it
cant make it!

love you;dream

lyrics:

you separate me from the rest
in my crematorium
i feel the burning in my chest
im still awake

but why the fuck am i still trippin up on time?
i panic on a dime
cuz my existence is terminal
driving edge of knives into my skin
im fine
you wont believe my lies
yea
yea
i wish i wasn’t discernible

i tried to drown my brain in Everclear until the damage that appeared finally killed me
i used to push the limits i was given ‘til they broke, and that decision came back to haunt me
i signed my own death warrant, my application
you be the judge, and i’ll be deprivation
abused my lungs from toxic inhalation 
need peace of mind, don’t need your medication

clotting; my blood
evolving; i’m not 
resolving; no thoughts
yea
yea
i feel invisible

so why the fuck am i still trippin up on time?
i panic on a dime
cuz my existence is terminal
driving edge of knives into my skin
im fine
you wont believe my lies
yea
yea
i wish i wasn’t discernible

Molotov Cocktail

SPOTIFY

molotov cocktail

anyways...

https://linktr.ee/P33_fyb

Mixed and Mastered by my dude Ari!

* https://twitter.com/arivegamusic
* https://www.instagram.com/_arivegamusic_/
* https://soundcloud.com/arimusicofficial
* https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbLVd8pLRrQqM6p1NgWJd9g
* https://linktr.ee/AriVegaMusic

Shout out sorrow bringer the GOAT producer!!

* twitter.com/sorrow_bringer
* www.instagram.com/sorrow_bringer/
* https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer
* traktrain.com/sorrow_bringer
* www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ

Go support my man Mel he did all the spoken word <3

* https://twitter.com/melmige_
* https://www.instagram.com/melmige/
* https://soundcloud.com/melmige

Strangers In Common (2020)

Strangers In Common (2020) (prod. sorrow bringer)

i think that its time to change my ways.........

Change My Ways (prod. NICKISGONENOW)

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instagram.com/kanashisadface
mixed by instagram.com/deadphenex

new purpose ft. epitomeoffailure

getbetter

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