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My 12 year relationship went down the drain after my ex had two affairs during our 5 years of marriage.....i felt that

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Wait Until I Fall

love me like how i love you (prod. slashy) *lyrics in the comments*

limitless affection (prod. slashy) *on all platforms*

i'm where you're supposed to be :/ (malloy x iof)

[LYRICS]
how can i call you
if i can't remember just my fucking name
i wanna hold you
i wanna let you feel my pain
she said i'm selfish
what the fucks your problem, i'm just trying to help
bitch i'm a no name
im not planning nothing i'm just tripping again 

and it's always the same
i've been screaming for help

Feel My Pain (prod.thersx)

memories w/slashy (prod.lucisphere)

tough love (autrioly)

phases ft. Seejayxo

mix & mastr @fleshgolem

ft @lxstboymusic 🐐

lyrics

[mæsk]
i felt planets hit and all took was a single touch
it was a smoothe sail out to nowhere so ima a bit out of touch
i hit the main land swear it wasn’t this lush
but now i seek more just a temporary rush

scattered throughout the stratosphere 
holding down the atmosphere 
let ur guard down, drop my wings and let’s get the hell outta here

avoid the snakes when they appear
a fallen angel anaware
surrounding take its toll
but this endless ether baby

how much more
more can u endure
it’s gone get hot, just don’t get torched

there’s gon be changing course
and err pushing through a force field 
my voice is hoarse 
but we can make it out no matter the power that storm yields

just follow my lead 
what is life without a dream
extrinsic value to me has never meant a thing 
i’m finding lightning from within
but there’s more behind my skin
ur over more than half of me
am i fighting just to win?
(this is endless ether baby)

[lxst boy]

(this is real life, open your eyes)
I made a pact with the devil
he told me im destined for damage
I gotta go, running away 
packing my stuff in a panic
my life aint worth the air that I breathe
but im finding a way to manage
I guess ill keep quite 

I aint got philosophise im too afraid to talk about
maybe its not 

the real man in charge is in the sky and hes just looking down
I am not worthy of the life that ive been living now

but lately ive been tired of fighting entities who live around

my brain my rules thats something they better figure out

the sun it scorched my eyes

I keep records of pain thats what this is
yeah and day 14 I really hate the wilderness
but I gotta push through coz survivals worth the risk
I guess writing all these poems aint gonna fix my loneliness

I guess its over now
we can settle down

endless ether ft lxst boy (fantompower)

prod. poppy ozu

set the clock back
look at the map
wouldnt know where youd be at
havent been texting my friends
i let down everyone, only cause stress
try my best to keep it cool
why does it feel like youre watching my moves
talk shit on the gram but still thinkin we’re cool
dont fuck with the
(shut the fuck up)
tmm on my chest
fuck all the rest
not really tho but maybe a bit
we got this shit by ourselves like a bat out of hell
we do the shit that you dont think will sell
drink on my water and work on my wealth
hit the tim hortons just outside of guelph
not gonna lie man i really need help
i wanna stop talking to myself
does it make sense?
i cannot tell
you drove me into the ground
now im just haunted by all of the sounds
dead in the ditch is how i hope im found
these are the things that i wont say out loud
now i know what goes around comes around
dead on the roof is how i hope im found
now i know what goes around, goes around

i wish there was a rhyme or reason whenever it rolls around the seasons
and all of the leaves start to turn and you start to burn in my brain.

phaedos (prod. poppy ozu)

Third song off the album.
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: @seejayxo
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x seejayxo
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

[Verse: @seejayxo]
yea you stay disapearing
fuck my life i hope she steal it
i got bottles filled with feelings
i got drugs like i be dealing

money it comes and goes
just like a lot of these hoes
im makin plays like a quarterback
LA next week and then Florida stat
i cannot fuck with the fakes bitch
i got a lot i could say shit
but i keep my head down
just like your bitch in my bed now

im with the gang on the east side
we just been smoking that tree high
i keep a hand on my gat
fuck u thought bitch all strapped
why is they talking about me
like boy u is following me
you look like a clown to me
you look like a clown to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

Where We First Met (ft. seejayxo)

Sixth song off the album.
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: HeyLee Manzeron
Produced by: Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ x HeyLee Manzeron
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
it feels like you dont want me again
kinda reminds me of the days with my ex
we fight all day, and at night i cry in bed
wondering when youll decide that its our end

as the days go on, my bones break and bend
u make make me hate myself so much, could u just quit
i still remember the day that we met
i hold it close to my heart as we near severed ends

[Verse: HeyLee Manzeron]
It is just like it seems, no, a breakups never clean
And it's always gonna break your heart
You were my final fantasy like out of an RPG
But the raid is gonna leave you charred
These empty words won't heal my scars
Look at just how cruel you are
Find new ways to tear my heart apart again
A manniquin for you to drench
In gasoline, set fire to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
it feels like you dont want me again
kinda reminds me of the days with my ex
we fight all day, and at night i cry in bed
wondering when youll decide that its our end

as the days go on, my bones break and bend
u make make me hate myself so much, could u just quit
i still remember the day that we met
i hold it close to my heart as we near severed ends

Days With My Ex (w/ HeyLee Manzeron) [Prod. Crizzy White]

Chosen

I Miss You

I Miss You w/ b9nt [Prod. Dercept]

thank you HKFIFTYONE for this feature <3
.
Every time I see your face I know
You cannot be replaced
You are my home
I feel your whispers on my skin my love
They fade away
I start to fray
Blinkers till I'm numb

What have I become?
You know who I am
This wasn't in our plans
I hope that you're a fan
I feel that I've been damned
I crave to hold your hand
Even if can't dance

Won't you hit me up for plans?
Said you like the way I stand
Bet you miss the way we talked
How we'd drink and not get caught
Send me loving and you ghost
Completely melt me when you post
Can't stop crying so you know
Taking blinkers for my soul

What have I become?
You know who I am
This wasn't in our plans
I hope that you're a fan
I feel that I've been damned
I crave to hold your hand
Even if I can't dance

HKFIFTYONE
When did things change so much?
The pain I hold deep in my gut
I'm stuck alone
I'm in a rut
I have to move before time is up
If you knew what you meant to me
You'd feel it too
You're a masterpiece
But as it stands
I'll never be
The one you want
Baby, I can't see

What have I become?
You know who I am
This wasn't in our plans
I hope that you're a fan
I feel that I've been damned
I crave to hold your hand
Even if I can't dance

What have I become?
This wasn't in our plans
I crave to hold your hand
Even if I can't dance

tough love (autrioly)

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