scream

The Upload

hurting

wstd

zellyocho - apologies (prod captaincrunch + bighead)

@blackwinterwells

lyrics:

[wstdyth]
hit my phone and u wanna fuck w me 
i stay in my dreams 
pop a pill and im on 3 
iced tea 
make it dirty 
ice me 
i see u tryna slide 
u can’t find me 
i run this shit u see 
bitch i’m everything u see
fire pack on me 
when we walk around we smell like weed
i think i’m moving right 
i can’t get outside my mind 
walking with a knife 
u just wanna take my life 

u just wanna take my life 
when we goin out alway need my team by my side 
hanging with me getting high 
dirty nike on me 
baby i been  walking in the light 

i just pulled up 
say that she don’t want me 
but i know i’m boutta glow up 
bitch get out my face 
u been acting like u know us 
ur not on my wave 
but u pull up to my shows huh? 
and u think that i don't know 

[blackwinterwells]
i don't wanna fuck with u anymore
please don't knock at my door with some roses
my hearts too sore
u hurt me so much in the summer
i cant forgive u just yet
cuz i'm not healed yet
give me some time just to reconnect 
cuz girl rn i don't have much left
to love u with
i'll be back next year

[wstdyth]
hit my phone and u wanna fuck w me 
i stay in my dreams 
pop a pill and im on 3 
iced tea 
make it dirty 
ice me 
i see u tryna slide 
u can’t find me 
i run this shit u see 
bitch i’m everything u see
fire pack on me 
when we walk around we smell like weed
i think i’m moving right 
i can’t get outside my mind 
walking with a knife 
u just wanna take my life

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lyrics:

bad things on my mind 
doesn’t matter 
now it’s fine 
im a waste of time 
she goes out she’s doin lines 

sitting next to me 
i’m losing touch with what i cannot see 
hiding in my sheets 
i can’t face it i stay in my dreams 

what u want from me 
just tell me i’ll make that reality 
what u want from me 
baby tell what we need 

bout time
im down for the night 
smoked out all alone 
ya i’m alright 
one sided 
i’m trying
i see u in the light 
bout time 
im down for the night 
smoked out all alone 
ya i’m alright 
unsighted 
go silent 
u text me hi 

rolling up weed in the dark 
im blazed with my friends in the car 
would u wish upon star 
cast a spell it’s from afar 

on my mind 
it’s atrophy
on the pack 
now i can’t see 
call the plug he’s down the street 
i just don’t know what i need 
they be keeping tabs on me 
i get all these drugs for free 
dropped a band that's on my feet 
im so faded 
make scene 

i’m so sick of feeling down again 
i just play pretend 
its like u got price up on my head 
why u want me dead 
 moncler and nine up to my neck 
make me break a sweat
 this winter's got me stalling 
i’m so fucked up
damn i’m fallin 

bad things on my mind 
doesn’t matter 
now it’s fine 
im a waste of time 
she goes out she’s doin lines 
x2

bout time
im down for the night 
smoked out all alone 
ya i’m alright 
one sided 
i’m trying
i see u in the light 
bout time 
im down for the night 
smoked out all alone 
ya i’m alright 
unsighted 
go silent 
u text me hi 

got ur text i’m in my room 
that’s way too from u 
save me from what i would do
u know that i would too

bad things on my mind 
doesn’t matter 
now it’s fine 
im a waste of time 
she goes out she’s doin lines 

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special thanks to: @mvnvnight <3

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wallflower

lyrics:

shadows in my mind 
baby i’ve been going blind 
see it written in the sky
i don’t care this life is mine 
colored light up in my eyes 
stainless on me shine 
saw the light it made me cry 
saw the light it made me cry 

u still want me to say why
black and red in number nine 
need some water for my eyes 
i’m so faded off the dry 
smoking weed up in my ride 
she’s stay by my side 
baby i’m so high 
be my queen until i die 

spend a rack all on my body 
shawty love it when i’m wasted 
sometimes i be down but i’m okay it’s complicated 
i like getting faded 
ounce up in the air and i’m sedated 
i can’t deal with the tension that i created 

baby look at me 
i’m a different breed 
i be off the tree 
why don’t u leave ? 
am i what u need? 
burnout VIP 
all this greed 
they just want my steez 
promise that i’ll change 
if not for me 
i’ll do that for u 
i’ll do anything 

i just waste my time
but it’s alright
off the gas shawty i be smokin all night
x2

wake me 
wake me 
i’m on saturn in a daydream 
looking hazy 
i get sadder when the day leaves 
i’m wasting 
on my way 
to embracing 
the dead leaves 

smell like dolce and gabbana 
i’m tryna deal with the trauma 
from a year ago 
i don’t know why i cared about the drama 
need an antidote
i’ll make a lot of money 
n spend it all on some prada
i just wanna see nirvana 
feeling closer on the marijuana 

new designer shades 
keep the ghosts away 
please get out my place 
just get out my place

don’t know what to say 
feel it goin grey 
wish that it was day 
wish that it was day 

shadows in my mind 
baby i’ve been going blind 
see it written in the sky
i don’t care this life is mine 
colored light up in my eyes 
stainless on me shine 
saw the light it made me cry 
saw the light it made me cry 

u still want me to say why
black and red in number nine 
need some water for my eyes 
i’m so faded off the dry 
smoking weed up in my ride 
she’s stay by my side 
baby i’m so high 
be my queen until i die 

i just waste my time
but it’s all right 
wake me
wake me 
i’m on saturn in a-

i just waste my time
but it’s all right 

wake me
wake me 

(prod wstdyth)

wake me

now i’m feeling blessed cuz she love me back 
cold winds in the night 
i don’t fuck with that 
with my shawty rolling out 
prada on my back
high grade baby i be smoking up a sack 

half sleep 
catch me 
in the undertow 
baby im not with the change 
know i gotta take it slow 
i remember in the summer i was in my glo 
now i don’t be feeling shit yeah it fucking blows 

in the gore-tex 
don’t know what’s important 
looking at the world thru a lens 
it’s distorted
oh i’m dormant
posted in the jordans  
i just wanna get away 
let’s go back to portland 

u know i’m in love with the way u put ur head on my arm 
while we hanging out at night 
under eve stars 
baby we can do it 
smoking up in your car 
imma help u thru it 
u can have my black heart

mind unobstructed 
used to be corrupted 
i’m a little better i just needed readjustment 
still unproductive 
undercover tucked in 
smoking pack baby now i feel like i’m abducted 

now i’m feeling blessed cuz she love me back 
cold winds in the night 
i don’t fuck with that 
with my shawty rolling out 
prada on my back
high grade baby i be smoking up a sack 

half sleep 
catch me 
in the undertow 
baby im not with the change 
know i gotta take it slow 
i remember in the summer i was in my glo 
now i don’t be feeling shit yeah it fucking blows 


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HALFSLEEP

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shinigami - triple a [LEAK]

I Feel Like I Never Left

i need smth 2 believe in [prod 4evr]

-featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
-produced by: https://soundcloud.com/everythingmackk

last goodbye (feat. hazenova)(prod. mackk)

I been smokin on the blunt while my memory fades 
I hate myself I hate my life can’t pray for better days
I hate the feelings that I get where I can’t mask my pain
I feel the rotting deep inside it’s deep inside of my brain
I hate the way I fucking talk like I think I’ll be okay
enjoy
But deep inside I really lose my mind like everyday
Cant stand the way I fuckin treat you how I push you away 
I wouldn’t blame you if you left me know you don’t wanna stay
Epiphany of you inside of his car I’ll just break another line, life shouldnt be this hard
I used to take those bars had dreams of bein a star but all that shit got cut right down soon as I gave you my heart

Crowded places 
Thought I saw you on the street 
Just the other day
Memories fading 
If we sat and talked 
I’m sure we’d catch them all 

I’m losing I’m losing 
Losing my fucking mind 
I’m wasting I’m wasting 
Wasting my fucking time 
I’m so sad still so sad 
They think I’ll be just fine
While I’m left yeah I’m left 
Here all alone to die
I hate the way I’m never right when it comes to all the nights 
Sitting alone inside my mind I hate the way I live my life 
I hate the way I make them happy, but cant even maintain mine 
I hate the way I act okay when I’m rotting deep inside 
I hate the way way I hate myself 
I hate the way I want the wealth 
I hate the way I had these dreams and I’ve just put em on a shelf 
It’s like I’m stuck inside a hell I call depression can you tell 
It’s eating me away so slowly suicide just rings my bell ://
I’m losing I’m losing 
Losing my fucking mind 
I’m wasting I’m wasting 
Wasting my fucking time 
I’m so sad still so sad 
They think I’ll be just fine
While I’m left yeah I’m left 
Here all alone to die

stop talking, ill be dead by next week anyways (Prod. CapsCtrl)

The Lowest Form Of Life On Earth

fuck

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Trechor Boy:
i rode a rocket ship 
flew up on that shit
way way up 
beyond the stars
haven’t looked back since
i had my first out of body experience 
nothing has looked the same 
and that’s on periodt

Dead Broke:
Saying that I changed again, must be the acid,
I don't wanna die alone, if I don't have to,
drugs are my only friends.

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Outer body (w/ trechor boy)

𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐑ø𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐏𝐨𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭: 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐲
@lovelessgroup

a brief conversation w/ Loveless (S3:E6)

Lyrics:
the sun has just set and im looking at lights
on top of a hill while i sip on this vice
the darkness is closing in i say im fine
just give me some space while i pour up this wine

im sending this letter hope it finds you well
im not doing great that's if you couldnt tell
i know that you're fine so this is my farewell
was good while it lasted fell under your spell

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
and now im climbing into bed i wanna have that dream
where im happy only reason that i go to sleep

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
you used to say that you believe in all i could achieve
but now its nothing more than just a memory to be grieved

im a ghost now
im a ghost now
got no host now
i do the most now

and I remember used to talk about just cruisin to the coast
but you always hated water so we never took a boat
and im drowning in my feelings like the ocean i cant float
you could catch me at the bottom cause i sink just like a stone

i dont know, where to go, cause i drift, like the snow
now im out, in the cold, got no love, got no soul
got no heart, jus a flow, pay the bills, you dont know
how im dead, now you know, that im done, so ill go

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
and now im climbing into bed i wanna have that dream
where im happy only reason that i go to sleep

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
you used to say that you believe in all i could achieve
but now its nothing more than just a memory to be grieved

im a ghost now
im a ghost now
got no host now
i do the most now

Leaving

leaving

Soulspeed Vip

Guitar by @sorrow_bringer
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Cut Me

Cut Me (Prod Splashgvng & Sorrow Bringer)

there she goes again (prod. 4lexf)

Original: https://soundcloud.com/kides/kid-es-turntimeback
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Artist: https://soundcloud.com/kides
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Artist's Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCA8d-y2-M2qYCDit4afgh9w
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Slowed By Me (Theo)

KID E$S - TurnTimeBack (Slowed)

Lyrics

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

Can't take it I might just go meet satan
Not faking, I think I might need saving
Life I hate it, not what I meant to create it
I'm so sick of fucking waiting like when the fuck will I make it?

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

I don't feel like myself

I don't feel like myself at all
I miss the nights when you would call
You made me take down all my walls
Just to make me build more walls

I'm tired singing the same song about the same bitch
It's like taking pics of pain just to frame it
I made an album shit I might as well of hanged it
Every tear that I drop I should paint with

The way I'm going, I might as well live to be hurt
Cause I make songs about pain just to be heard
I'm not right in my brain, I'm a loose screw
Hate me or love me whichever one suits you

I can't feel neither, I'm numb anesthesia
Hate that I need her, I'm dumb, I'm no teacher
I spent my time when in school on a bleacher
Thoughts in my mind really making me weaker

I need a...
I don't know what I need in my life to believe
That I'm all that I need in this life to be pleased
I hate this place, I just wish I could leave

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

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SOBER! | Produced by ERLAX

don't think that you miss me...

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wstd!!!ᴉ