aye!

could be worthless
can it mean something more?

Acid Ghost - Sandy Kim (cover by beach sleep)

lyrics: 
we were at a gas station when you told me you were dead inside your head
and I cried every single night after that
last night I was up overthinking again
about that thing I did a couple months back

now it's raining at the gas station where we met
there are still ghosts inside my head
and I can feel my limbs slowly breaking down
and my heart, deeply fall apart

so I'm sorry for the times I didn't grow up for you
I still wish you'd feel the same (about me)
two years in and I'm still a fucking mess
but I could tell what was good for me in the end

and I cry because I can't breathe when I'm without you

we were at a gas station when you told me you were dead inside your head
and your ghost is still inside my head

ghosts inside my head (gas station)

12-1-18
everything is going to hell by teen suicide

everything is going to hell

i relapsed 4-7-19
no matter what you believe in, or who u are, i hope ur doing ok. 
head up, always.
matthews sc: https://soundcloud.com/user-837822460

lyrics:
if god watches over well
why do angels kill themselves
i know im in fucking hell
i know i am in hell

if heaven does exist
why do children slit their wrists
i won’t take ur bullshit
someone help these fucking kids

hang in there. ft mthw.b

inconsequential, im letting go tonight.

8-23-19
i dont care
i dont care
i dont care
i dont care
i dont care
i dont care
i dont care
i dont care
i dont care
i dont care
i dont care
i dont care
i dont care
i dont carei dont care

tear me apart, ill be gone

None of this was your fault (demo)

i think a 
little bit too much,
i know
i havent been the best.

but ill try
to cure
the demons in my brain

and im tired
cause everydays the same


sometimes 
i feel like im no good

and your heart
i wish i understood

and my dreams
always follow me around

so i try
to block out all the sounds

night saudade 02 - girl

Plastic Mars

You said how does it feel to be above the open world
I said it always feels like the end when ever I decide to fly
I've taken time to realize why
I'd rather die then to be like them
Unaware of what controls the subconscious mind
I'd rather run then to live a lie
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Why is it that all of you always want what you cant have
Do you ever think about whats behind the dreaded fall
I know but I wont say 
You'll have to find out your own way 
I've been forced to take space that I thought I wouldn't need
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But now I've been able to see the shattered crystals that lay beneath my feat
The cuts are deep but they'll heal quick and they'll scare clean
I could be everything
I'm just still patiently waiting for the switch to click in my mind
But for now I'll be fine

Carmen Angilletta's Album

The open world

film editor, i make music as an emotional outlet/therapy, luv u all

hang in there. ft mthw.b

wulvz