august

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song by conren [@ilycon] meanty [@meantyyy]
produced by [@nelsonmoneo]
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//// LYRICS ////
lyrics soon

we wished you well ft. meanty [p. moneo]

@55depths

would you give it all?

lyrics:
i'm
caught
up
in
your eyes
left me tongue tied
i'm
caught
up
in
your eyes
left me paralyzed

oh dreaming, of a time that's long gone
(just a second, for a second)
stop grieving, it's time you've moved on
nothing 2 lose, there's nothing 2 lose

don't you find it funny
where we wound up?
like i ever imagined to hear the sound of
that
voice
again
those eyes from another life
should have seen it coming how i found out
but there's something about you
i'll never drown out
angel
of
sin
your eyes
left me hypnotized

oh dreaming, of a time that's long gone
(just a second, for a second)
stop grieving, it's time you've moved on
nothing 2 lose, there's nothing 2 lose

watch where your heads at now
and you've got nothing 2 lose
she'll chew and spit you out
like it's just something to do
(she'll chew and spit you out
like it's just something to do)

oh dreaming, of a time that's long gone
(just a second, for a second)
stop grieving, it's time you've moved on
nothing 2 lose, there's nothing 2 lose

nothing 2 lose

Prod. @Atheonix
Photo: @els flora

 Lyrics:
So gone why am i stuck lost again
Lies build but collapse at the end
Take time i tend to lose my friends 
Why is this so hard to play pretend (x3)


I know u always wantt mee
But im overr uu, Fill my void please

Fill my void please (x6)


I know u always wantt mee
But im overr uu, Fill me void plez
I promise it only take a few weeks
Till I’m dead in the dirt dont love me (x2)

I guess im over uu 

So gone why am i stuck lost again
Lies build but collapse at the end
Take time i tend to lose my friends 
Why is this so hard to play pretend (x3)


I know u always wantt mee
But im overr uu, Fill my void please

Fill my void please

over uu (p. Atheonix)

Produced by mndls 
Mixed & Mastered by me + @gloomed
Lyrics by me & gloom

[gloomed]
Uh, what is just wrong with you baby?
Feels like I’ve been losing myself in this hades
Stop lying, fucking try it
I got one thing to tell you before I start dying

You meant nothing else, all them heartbreaks and panics were hell
I’m tired of living like there is nobody who could give help
I’m a psychopathic killer, baby, the way I fucking kill myself
Theres string on my heart, and you know how to play that shit so damn well
Uh, pass it all the way

[union*]
And he gon' pass the mic like he passin' me a drank
I was out all night, I was fucking up my name
She said she “Obsessed” with me, she only want the fame
I’ve been

[gloomed]
Losing myself 'cause I cant restrain
The hive mind killing and they fucked up my brain
I’ve been illin' so how could I lose my brain?
Baby been talking but she don’t understand this hate

[union*]
And she don’t understand what I’ve been through 
Hell and back because of you
And I don’t feel like you get me
And all around, I think you wanna forget

Depressions high with a fear of being alone
Fight all night for a scent of a serotone
I was tryna forget you
Nah fuck that, I was tryna reset
'Cause you’ve been acting different lately 
The bars set high and your tryna degrade me
My throne sits higher than you, ain’t that a fuckin' day dream
I know you fucking hate me 

[gloomed]
Losing myself 'cause I cant restrain
The hive mind killing and they fucked up my brain
I’ve been illin' so how could I lose my brain?
Baby been talking but she don’t-

(Mockingbird)

mockingbird (w/ gloomed) [p. mndls]

paranoia (self prod)

[prod. shade08]

[lyrics]
I met this girl
It’s been a while since the last one
I think she might
I think she might just be the one

But, boy, I’m scared
Cause when I love
I give all I got
And I don’t know
I don’t know how this will go
And oh, I hope
I hope she don’t leave me alone
And oh, I’m scared
Because that first one fuckin broke- (me)

I wonder what
I wonder what shes gonna do
If I get the courage
And ask her
What would she do?

God I’m so scared
Too many thoughts inside this head
Like would she care?
If I keep this up
I’ll end up dead
What should I do?
Cause right now
I don’t really know
If she told me to
I’d do anything
Just so you know

I’m fucking scared
To do anything
Cause that first one
Gave me fucking PTSD

But, boy, I’m scared
Cause when I love
I give all I got
And I don’t know, oh
Oh, I don’t know how this will go
And oh, I hope
I hope she don’t leave me alone
And oh, I’m scared
Because that first one fuckin broke- (me)

ptsd

[prod. wetmall]

[lyrics]
Patience
Is thin
My eyes
Opened
I hope
They see
That I’m
Losing
All the grip that I have
On this social rope
This game of tug of war
Is getting old
The pulling back and forth
As my veins run cold
I just can’t keep it up
I’m just not that bold

I had so many “friends”
And then I threw them all away
Their issues and their drama
Just kept pushing me astray
I hate every moment that I’m stuck here alone
But it’s better than being used
So I guess I’ll just go 
I tried pulling them all in
And they just left me to stay
Alone and forgotten and I’m still there to this day
Only when there was no one else
Did I ever get a call
So why am I to blame when I refuse to try at all?

No they dont care about my health
They pretend and fake it through
They say they’re always there
But never for me to turn to
So how am I so wrong?
For wanting to leave them behind
Whenever I needed someone 
They just led me awry

I need to focus on myself
And get out of this mess
I know that I got it
Just need to get them out my head
I still have some people
That I know I can turn to
Just focus on me and them
It’s hard but I’ll make it through

I had so many “friends”
And then I threw them all away
Their issues and their drama
Just kept pushing me astray
I hate every moment that I’m stuck here alone
But it’s better than being used
So I guess I’ll just go 
I tried pulling them all in
And they just left me to stay
Alone and forgotten and I’m still there to this day
Only when there was no one else
Did I ever get a call
So why am I to blame when I refuse to try at all?

tug of war

[prod. shade08]

[lyrics]
I say hi
But feel disconnected
I speak
But its like i never said it
Say
“How are you?”
“Are you well rested?”
(no response)
“I’m good”
“Patience getting tested”
Are you real?
Put my circle
Into a question
Swear to God
My friends on some fake shit

It ain’t right that I made it
Cause my friends are all fake and
I hate how they act like
They even really care about me
Really dont wanna face it
Cause they ain’t really nice and I hate it 
I dont understand why they think that
They can do this shit to me

(i hate it)
(cant stand it)
(I’m worth more than this)
I’m worth more than this
Alone in my room and I’m pissed
They toss me to the side like I am nothing
Say I don’t really care but I’m bluffing

It ain’t right that I made it
Cause my friends are all fake and
I hate how they act like
They even really care about me
Really dont wanna face it
Cause they ain’t really nice and I hate it 
I dont understand why they think that
They can do this shit to me
 (I just need to face it)

fake

[prod. weishi]

[lyrics]
This aint fair
I been there before
This ain’t right
Now I’m longin’ for something more
I miss you
I cant lie
I need you 
In my bed tonight

I hate how you left me there
Pulling out all my hair
it’s like you never cared
Is it my fault that you didn’t care?

It all hurts inside
This pain will be immortalized
For as long as I live
No, I won’t forget about this
Cause you took all of me
Tore me wide open
Serial autopsy
Now I’m battered and hopeless

I’m sorry now
I must’ve let you down
Somewhere along our road
And now I’m all alone
Did I ruin things?
Am I why I’m bleeding?
God, please forgive me
Can you please forgive me?
What am I kidding
You said it’s done and over
I’m heading to nowhere
As my veins get colder

(is it all my fault)
(am i why im hurting?)
(maybe its all my fault?)
(i cant stop these breakdowns)


It all hurts inside
This pain will be immortalized
For as long as I live
No, I won’t forget about this
Cause you took all of me
Tore me wide open
Serial autopsy
Now I’m battered and hopeless

immortalized

to my future self, her, & God

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/wyfy/vent

[prod. shade808]

[lyrics]
i'm sorry that i did this to you
i know you wouldn't want me to

i was stuck on the past
did some things that i hate
always put myself last
always showed up late
n i still blame myself
for damn near everything
cause if i'd done things different
then i'd still be complete
i know i did you wrong
yeah, i lied and i lost
i did it on purpose
thought they'd be better off
yeah i knew it was wrong
so now here i stand
beaten and bruised
and it was by my own hands

does it show that im hurting?
it doesn't show if you care
stuck in this loop and its burning
pullin out all of my hair
feel like im running in circles
chasin something that aint real
when you left, you took me
now there's nothing to feel

im sorry that its all old news
just need someone to weave me anew

got rid of so many friends
if thats what you would call 'em
use me to make their boredom end
and i'd breathe them in like a toxin
i hate how i trusted
so damn easily
got lied to
so fuck it
guess i'll just stick with me
but then i hate myself
hate the way i look
hate the way that i talk
i'd cut my own heart with a hook
if im gonna be honest
i wanna kill myself
its all so damn exhausting
but got no one to tell
cause they only want me
to benefit themselves 
so who do i turn to?
there's no one in this hell
got no one by my side
God please give me strength
dont know if i'll be alright
feel like im falling again

i'm sorry that i did this to you
i know you wouldn't want me to

immortalized

wyfy ♡

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