Vocals produced and lyrics written by jtSeiji, Yokaidreams, and Jackyb.
Beat produced by Redeyes

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歌詞w
[Chorus - jtSeiji]
What are we doing here
The future is not clear
And I fear (and I know that she just won't)
That she won't fall for me
And I fear I may not be (I fear that I may not be)
Her Destiny!

[Verse 1 - Yokai Dreams]
Oooh! 
Maybe I'm better alone
Too many sins to atone for
I've given up all of my hope
I'm all alone, This is not what you asked for!
I'll stay away for now, do you remember how?
Cuz I do! Fell in love on the back porch!
Guess we never figured it out 
Guess we never cleared up that doubt
Lost you! 

[Verse 2 - jtSeiji]
And those eyes like diamonds shine
They send chills right down my spine
And I (want you to be mine)
But if its just not fine, and the stars don't realign
Will it take more time!

[Verse 3 - Jacky B]
Do I need more time?
I don't know what I'm doing with my life
Every morning I wish you were next to me
Won't even reply to a f*cking text from me
Guess I see, where's the bottle? Set me free
All this doubt, breaking me, wanna scream
Let me go I wanna leave!

Hidden away my only option (option)
Quit sinking in, have I lost it (lost it)
Drink until I'm unconscious (conscious)
Broken again I gotta ask myself

[Chorus - jtSeiji]
What are we doing here
The future is not clear
And I fear (and I know that she just won't)
That she won't fall for me
And I fear I may not be (I fear that I may not be)
Her Destiny!

Not in Her Destiny (Feat. Yokai Dreams & Jacky B)

[prod. shade08]

[lyrics]
I met this girl
It’s been a while since the last one
I think she might
I think she might just be the one

But, boy, I’m scared
Cause when I love
I give all I got
And I don’t know
I don’t know how this will go
And oh, I hope
I hope she don’t leave me alone
And oh, I’m scared
Because that first one fuckin broke- (me)

I wonder what
I wonder what shes gonna do
If I get the courage
And ask her
What would she do?

God I’m so scared
Too many thoughts inside this head
Like would she care?
If I keep this up
I’ll end up dead
What should I do?
Cause right now
I don’t really know
If she told me to
I’d do anything
Just so you know

I’m fucking scared
To do anything
Cause that first one
Gave me fucking PTSD

But, boy, I’m scared
Cause when I love
I give all I got
And I don’t know, oh
Oh, I don’t know how this will go
And oh, I hope
I hope she don’t leave me alone
And oh, I’m scared
Because that first one fuckin broke- (me)

ptsd

[prod. wetmall]

[lyrics]
Patience
Is thin
My eyes
Opened
I hope
They see
That I’m
Losing
All the grip that I have
On this social rope
This game of tug of war
Is getting old
The pulling back and forth
As my veins run cold
I just can’t keep it up
I’m just not that bold

I had so many “friends”
And then I threw them all away
Their issues and their drama
Just kept pushing me astray
I hate every moment that I’m stuck here alone
But it’s better than being used
So I guess I’ll just go 
I tried pulling them all in
And they just left me to stay
Alone and forgotten and I’m still there to this day
Only when there was no one else
Did I ever get a call
So why am I to blame when I refuse to try at all?

No they dont care about my health
They pretend and fake it through
They say they’re always there
But never for me to turn to
So how am I so wrong?
For wanting to leave them behind
Whenever I needed someone 
They just led me awry

I need to focus on myself
And get out of this mess
I know that I got it
Just need to get them out my head
I still have some people
That I know I can turn to
Just focus on me and them
It’s hard but I’ll make it through

I had so many “friends”
And then I threw them all away
Their issues and their drama
Just kept pushing me astray
I hate every moment that I’m stuck here alone
But it’s better than being used
So I guess I’ll just go 
I tried pulling them all in
And they just left me to stay
Alone and forgotten and I’m still there to this day
Only when there was no one else
Did I ever get a call
So why am I to blame when I refuse to try at all?

tug of war

[prod. shade08]

[lyrics]
I say hi
But feel disconnected
I speak
But its like i never said it
Say
“How are you?”
“Are you well rested?”
(no response)
“I’m good”
“Patience getting tested”
Are you real?
Put my circle
Into a question
Swear to God
My friends on some fake shit

It ain’t right that I made it
Cause my friends are all fake and
I hate how they act like
They even really care about me
Really dont wanna face it
Cause they ain’t really nice and I hate it 
I dont understand why they think that
They can do this shit to me

(i hate it)
(cant stand it)
(I’m worth more than this)
I’m worth more than this
Alone in my room and I’m pissed
They toss me to the side like I am nothing
Say I don’t really care but I’m bluffing

It ain’t right that I made it
Cause my friends are all fake and
I hate how they act like
They even really care about me
Really dont wanna face it
Cause they ain’t really nice and I hate it 
I dont understand why they think that
They can do this shit to me
 (I just need to face it)

fake

[prod. weishi]

[lyrics]
This aint fair
I been there before
This ain’t right
Now I’m longin’ for something more
I miss you
I cant lie
I need you 
In my bed tonight

I hate how you left me there
Pulling out all my hair
it’s like you never cared
Is it my fault that you didn’t care?

It all hurts inside
This pain will be immortalized
For as long as I live
No, I won’t forget about this
Cause you took all of me
Tore me wide open
Serial autopsy
Now I’m battered and hopeless

I’m sorry now
I must’ve let you down
Somewhere along our road
And now I’m all alone
Did I ruin things?
Am I why I’m bleeding?
God, please forgive me
Can you please forgive me?
What am I kidding
You said it’s done and over
I’m heading to nowhere
As my veins get colder

(is it all my fault)
(am i why im hurting?)
(maybe its all my fault?)
(i cant stop these breakdowns)


It all hurts inside
This pain will be immortalized
For as long as I live
No, I won’t forget about this
Cause you took all of me
Tore me wide open
Serial autopsy
Now I’m battered and hopeless

immortalized

[prod. shade08]

[lyrics]

Pick up my phone to see a text from you 
I’m smiling good until my texts lost blue 
I can’t believe that what I’m seeings true 
This can’t be it I cant be losing you 
I need to breathe 
My lungs collapsing 
I feel weak 
My knees are caving 
In on me
I fall to my knees 
Holding my head 
Stuck in disbelief 
This aint right 
It’s all wrong 
Tried to text back but 
You’re long gone 
What is this? 
Like what do I do? 
I can’t breathe 
My god, I need you 

Tried to get up but 
I’m stumbling 
Grabbed someone’s shoulder 
I’m just too weak 
I fell to the ground 
I can’t stop gasping 
For some air like shit 
I can’t breathe 

Pick up my phone to see a text from you 
I’m smiling good until my texts lost blue 
I can’t believe that what I’m seeings true 
This can’t be it I cant be losing you 
I need to breathe 
My lungs collapsing 
I feel weak 
My knees are caving 
In on me 
I fall to my knees 
Holding my head 
Stuck in disbelief

breathe

to my future self, her, & God

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[prod. shade808]

[lyrics]
i'm sorry that i did this to you
i know you wouldn't want me to

i was stuck on the past
did some things that i hate
always put myself last
always showed up late
n i still blame myself
for damn near everything
cause if i'd done things different
then i'd still be complete
i know i did you wrong
yeah, i lied and i lost
i did it on purpose
thought they'd be better off
yeah i knew it was wrong
so now here i stand
beaten and bruised
and it was by my own hands

does it show that im hurting?
it doesn't show if you care
stuck in this loop and its burning
pullin out all of my hair
feel like im running in circles
chasin something that aint real
when you left, you took me
now there's nothing to feel

im sorry that its all old news
just need someone to weave me anew

got rid of so many friends
if thats what you would call 'em
use me to make their boredom end
and i'd breathe them in like a toxin
i hate how i trusted
so damn easily
got lied to
so fuck it
guess i'll just stick with me
but then i hate myself
hate the way i look
hate the way that i talk
i'd cut my own heart with a hook
if im gonna be honest
i wanna kill myself
its all so damn exhausting
but got no one to tell
cause they only want me
to benefit themselves 
so who do i turn to?
there's no one in this hell
got no one by my side
God please give me strength
dont know if i'll be alright
feel like im falling again

i'm sorry that i did this to you
i know you wouldn't want me to

vent

"lucky" produced by ilyl1ght

lyrics:
so tell me i thought that we were working 
you must think that your lucky 
for god sake wont you say it
i know your hiding something
somebody wont you take away
remove me before its too late 
so tell me i thought that we were working 
you must think that your lucky 
for god sake wont you say it
i know your hiding something
forgive me if you want to 
but I'm stuck in a bad mood 
oh stop it, dont talk i can not stand you
woh oh

oh no no i guess it never ends well
for anybody like you
oh you must think your special so mental
lost in denial, your such a liar
keep playing with fire 
you'll get what you desire
oh no no I guess it never ends well
for anybody in hell
I've said this for the last time 
this is farewell so goodbye 

tell me i thought that we were working 
you must think that your lucky 
for god sake wont you say it
i know your hiding something
somebody wont you take away
remove me before its too late 
so tell me i thought that we were working 
you must think that your lucky 
for god sake wont you say it
i know your hiding something
forgive me if you want to 
but I'm stuck in a bad mood 
oh stop it, dont talk i can not stand you
woh oh
:/

spotify

lucky

INTERSTATE 80 [PROD.YUNGMEXIC$NBIH]

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❀ [prod. maysmusic]

✤ [lyrics]
I cant even try to (f--- this)
I cant even try to get up
No, I cant even try to

I don't really wanna fight anymore
Don't wanna face this life anymore
Been spending too much time at that door
I just cant seem to walk away

Lately its getting too tough
Bet you already know that I miss us
Thought I was good, that was a lie
Blew it the first and the second time
For a while I had let go
But here I am and I just don't know
Why I still love you like I do

(I know there's not another chance)
(And I just can't fully accept it)
(I'll leave anytime that she asks me)
(Just as long as she is smiling)

If I could I'd put my hands on him
Cause that past me ruined everythin' 
That stupid bitch thought he knew it all
I'm responsible for my own fall
Afraid I'll find "her" late in my thirties
And people now will be worthless to me
Because my friends rn, they're pretty dope
And my ex is so damn beautiful

(So beautiful x3)
(But sometimes I still hope)
(At least we can be friends)
(Just know that I still care)
(And I'll always be here)

I don't mean to make things awkward
I don't mean to stress you out
I'm so sorry if this pushes it
Just need to get it off my chest

chest

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❀ [prod. wetmall]

❀ cover by my friend @mapcat24455

✤ [lyrics]
I feel your warmth wrapped around my soul
and oh
I just wanna go home
oh, I just wanna go home

I feel your warmth wrapped around my soul
and I just wanna go home
but it feels so far and I don't know where to go x2
(I don't know where)

I gotta disdain for my life and everything I do in it
Sorry I don't mean to be distant
Just don't wanna talk to fake bitches
If we were close then they'd know what they're missing
Just right now I really need your touch
It's been too long, couldn't handle this much
I been struggling just tryna get up
and wondering if it'll ever be enough
so i-

(so i'll)
(grab your hand)
(things up)
(try to make it up) x2
(I'll try to make things)
(up)

I'll try to make things up
they say,
"where u been? you ain't talkin that much?"
maybe I'm just not feeling up
for small talk, please just shut your mouth
I don't even wanna be here right now
it's all a curse, you got my life in your hands
don't open up, it's all a lie in demand
so please listen when I tell you this
I'm too tired, i don't give a shit

I feel your warmth wrapped around my soul
and I just wanna go home
but it feels so far and I don't know where to go
no I don't know where x2

tug of war

wyfy ♡

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