self- produced

Lyrics: 
[Oh well.]
Either way
I'm unreal and afraid
Oh please don't tell me
Oh please don't tell me
Don't tell me how to breathe
You had your chance and you lost it
And I held out my hand and you mauled it
And I held out my hand and you mauled it
Now you don't even exist
I mean honestly
What you standing for
Act like you love yourself but 
You don't do it anymore
You put yourself in poor conditions 
That you can't afford
We're both part of the problem
I'm wondering just why you bottle me

I can't even handle the heat 
But yet I'm burning here
Just let me help you
And I can't take the blame for the heat
But yet I'm burning here
Why won't you let me help you
Tell me tell me
Am I just a ghost or am I asleep
Cause I feel like I'm running in a dream
Stand in front of you 
But you see right through me
I'm just fucking invisible 
Like how'd I get this miserable
Tell me tell me
Can you hear this conversation
Cause in my head I'm slowly breaking
And all the events that led me here replaying
I'm trying my best but I can't stop from

[thrml]

[Oh well.]
I can't even handle the heat 
But yet I'm burning here
Just let me help you
And I can't take the blame for the heat
But yet I'm burning here
Why won't you let me help you
Tell me tell me
Am I just a ghost or am I asleep
Cause I feel like I'm running in a dream
Stand in front of you 
But you see right through me
I'm just fucking invisible 
Like how'd I get this miserable
Tell me tell me
Can you hear this conversation
Cause in my head I'm slowly breaking
And all the events that led me here replaying
I'm trying my best but I can't stop from

Fading away into black 
Where you go and you know that
You'll never come back
Need to stop degrading myself
Stop berating myself
Since the 9th grade I learned 
How to hate on myself
But I need to let go 
All the weight off my chest
Makes me hypochondriacal
Shaking my breath
I'm afraid for my health
And I know I need help
But I'm part of the problem 
I won't let you help me let go
Let me help you
Why won't you let me help you

ghost or am i asleep (feat. thrml)

prod by @stonesowavy
lyrics:
I wish I skipped my late night plans
Oh I wish I had like 1 more chance
To tell you what you really meant to me
I’m not sure what to say or how to say it differently

I Hope we see each other another time
Maybe soon cause I've been crying every single night
Or maybe in a different life
Feels like everytime you hit me up
I'm out of time


(hold on)
(hold on)
(hold on)
(hold on)

But now I’m writing out your eulogy
Im tryna find the words
That say how much u meant to me
And I wish it ended differently 
I know it's not your fault 
But look at what u did to me

Another life gone by
Another goddamn night
Paralyzed 

I’m just tryna
(hold on)
And I’ve been tryna 
(hold on)
Baby I can't 
(hold on)
Lately I can't
(hold on)

But now I’m writing out your eulogy
Im tryna find the words
That say how much u meant to me
And I wish it ended differently 
I know it's not your fault 
But look at what u did to me

Another life gone by
Another long damn night
Paralyzed

eulogy (outro)

song on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7v0N0hN7EDjNodbTpRw7Qk?si=3ddbc206dade426b

produced by @1wayza
mixed by xyra + 1bear
featuring @1bearr

--- lyrics ---
@7xyra7
you talk all this fuckin shit
acting like this hvh
bitch this fucking 5v5
so why the fuck you gotta hate
shooting blanks into your face
drilled your team i got a ace
if you talk to me you catch a case

hvh, why the fuck you bitches do this
pushing mid with a scar
bitch your fucking useless
we leave your body toothless
fmj rounds are so ruthless
why the fuck you gotta do this
your more than fucking useless

used to run this shit with fenta
seein bullet through your dome
rocking all black forces
shine that shit up with some chrome
bullets fill yo mouth with foam
eyes gon roll back 20' times then doa squad call yo home

got your '6 i need your '20
always wanted fucking money
drop your shit bitch you aint funny
you so dumb now

me and bear we got scav rounds
better not talk down
talking shit you get gunned down

metal to your dome (what the fuck)
you so funny
talking all that shit, we fill yo pockets with money

talking shit we sending bullets to your dome
like i said before we gonna fill you up with chrome

talking all that shit, you know we gonna murder you
riding on the ##SILKROADD feeling like im fucking @prkrblu
i just cannot fucking choose
what im gonna do with you
wrap him up, throw him in a freezer make him @ice-cube

@1bearr
bullets from my g38 
yeah we clawing at your face 
all my boys are @evilcuh
ask him what’s the eta? 
ak leave you dead bruh 
face bloody on a slate 
hitting no scopes yuh 
no you just can’t relate 

hit you with a moli 
get these bitches off me 
don’t peak like a bot g
bring smokes n take site properly 

peak him with a nova
shoot him til it’s over 
losing 1v1s u a real round choker 

right through ur kevlar 
rounds where ur heads are 
soviet aks yeah we rocking with the red stars

nades on my chest rig 
step out and we press trigs
556 split ur fucking wig 
keep talking all this shit 
but I know u ain’t even with it 
clock counting down don’t forget you have a time limit 
imma keep sinning 
yeah we just beginning 
revolver keep spinning

hvh w/ 1bear (wayza)

in this twilight we see gold

Production: Myoso, QuiKksand
Coverart: Thompson

head in two (myoso, quikksand)

produced by @prod_pk

featuring @ownerscloset

2MAN w/ closet

mane kids these days always putting the word hyper in front of everything smh

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oxidize1/fishing

shoutout to @niko_ix for the dope guitar solo

out on all plats now :)




lyrics:

woke up in the middle of the ocean

lungs feel sore and my chest feels tight (yea)

been feelin like i'm going thru the motions

body's waterlogged and i'm too scared to go outside (yea)

and i'm too scared to talk 

i'll just tell em that my hands are tied

and they'll let me off

tell em everything will be alright

no reason to stalk

but i'm stuck inside my bed and i can barely even walk

(wake up)

i've been staring at the ceiling just blinkin

letting every single negative emotion just sink in

always feelin like i'll throw up off whatever i'm drinkin

its got me going fucking crazy in the middle of the night i'm thinkin

	
WHY!?

DO I TERRORIZE MYSELF WITH ALL OF THESE

LIES!?

FIRING FLARES BUT THEY CAN NEVER SEE THE 

LIGHT!?

FUCK THE ODDS I'M ALWAYS DOWN TO ROLL THE DICE!?

BUT I ALWAYS SEEM TO RUN WHEN I'M HAVING TO PAY THE PRICE!?

PATHOLOGICAL SO I TELL MYSELF IM 

FINE!?

EVEN WHEN THE TRUTH IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES!?

A PAINFUL FEELING THATS LINGERING EVERYDAY I TRY TO FIGHT!?

BUT THERES NO POINT IN TRYING WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!?

 
when it's all just wasted life

every single day and every night
  
it's all just wasted life 

WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!? 


EVERY SINGLE DAY BLEEDS INTO THE SAME

THE ONLY WAY OUT IS TO POISON MY BRAIN

SO PULL UP EVERY SCREEN AND CLOSE EVERY ESCAPE

AND HOOK THAT FUCKING DOPAMINE STRAIGHT TO MY VEINS

Fishing

ALL PLATS (spotify, too lazy to put in the others just look it up fr):
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/wyfy/scared

[prod. drmabeats]

[lyrics]

stuck in place
with this hate i cant subside
i fell short 
of the goals i kept in mind
my limbs torn
carrying these burdens locked inside
thoughts racing
while im staring at the coastline

i grip my throat trying to find some words to muster up
but all i can get out is how you fucking suck
oh could you even tell how i was fucking scared?
bet you couldn't, cause no one was ever fucking there (triple "fuck" streak)
OH IM SCARED
I WANTED YOU THERE
OH CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW?
ITS ALL BEEN BURNED TO THE GROUND
NO, IM NOT ALRIGHT
I NEEDED YOU TONIGHT
BUT NO ONE WAS THERE
WHY SHOULD I EVEN TRY

Can you tell me now if I should try,
Or turn my back
and leave it all behind?
The wind still leaves
A chill down my spine
Reminds me of when 
I used to call you mine
Can you tell me now,
If this is it?
This summer sun
Just doesn’t seem to fit
What’s been up
In the air lately
It’s way too humid,
It's getting hard to breathe

(Can you just leave?)

(Just go ahead and leave)
(Please, just leave)

I want you out of my mind
I’m still wasting too much time
Phone’s still on 89
Not surprised that shit’s still dry

OH IM SCARED
I WANTED YOU THERE
OH CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW?
ITS ALL BEEN BURNED TO THE GROUND
NO, IM NOT ALRIGHT
I NEEDED YOU TONIGHT
BUT NO ONE WAS THERE
WHY SHOULD I EVEN TRY

(Why do I even try?)
(Should I even try?)

scared

Produced by @deflect888 & jibaorockin
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

Yeah, yeah
Oh, oh-oh, oh-woah
Ugh, yeah ooh-woah

My fucked up state of mind
Oh darling, I don’t wanna try
When you’ve got tear drops in your eyes 
Oh darling, I’m damn near terrified 
The process of hypnosis
Gets me nauseous, I guess
I wonder if you’re honest, do you promise?
Oh my darling, I’m dead

You said “I wish you well”
I hope you rot in hell
I never gave a fuck about you, but you couldn’t tell 
I made it obvious, you brought an audience 
A public suicide, oh girl, I love your cockiness 
You said “I wish you well”
I hope you rot in hell
I never gave a fuck about you, but you couldn’t tell 
I made it obvious, you brought an audience 
A public suicide, oh girl, I love your cockiness 

(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
Yeah, yeah, oh-woah
Yeah, yeah, oh-woah

I don’t wanna fuck this up
Obvious, I’m still in love
And I really hate to say this, but I fucked things up
Shot in my chest, I don’t wanna get up 
I gave up now I don’t really miss you 
Personal issues, a therapist, you need one
I don’t wanna be one for you, darling 
Your fucking hypnosis, shit got me falling

You said “I wish you well”
I hope you rot in hell
I never gave a fuck about you, but you couldn’t tell 
I made it obvious, you brought an audience 
A public suicide, oh girl, I love your cockiness 
You said “I wish you well”
I hope you rot in hell
I never gave a fuck about you, but you couldn’t tell 
I made it obvious, you brought an audience 
A public suicide, oh girl, I love your cockiness 

(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
Yeah, yeah, oh-woah
Yeah, yeah, oh-woah

scared

wyfy ♡

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