Yo XAM im a big fan i love your work .ur voice is sooo good i need to collab with u 

I love your music it's very chil ❤ keep doing it 

SAD SAS SAS

<3 
lyrics vvv
[empty]
i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
took ten steps back 
just to realize i was gone baby
every single night that i been writing
i been zoned baby
every single time that ive been dead
you were right besides me inside my head
think a little, think a little
i know that shit hurts
but you gotta be aware
if i really want everything,
ill prove it.
yeah ill prove it..

[casperrr]
i know you are loyal i know you're by my side
but my head keeps on telling lies
i'll keep my thoughts out of ur sight
i'm just trying to do what i think is right 
sorry didn't mean to cry 
dunno if this is love dunno if there's a why
hurting and bleeding baby u're like blade
if i hold you tighter i'll feel more pain
blood keeps on leaking from my veins 
blood on my shirt it's full of stains
i can't fucking think i'm killing what's left of my brain 
don't want all of my efforts to be in vain

[empty]
i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..

formula. w/ casperrr (splashgvng)

New single with Lullabyboy !

(lyrics)
Time doesn’t heal a broken heart
We only forget where the pain starts
Thats how we made it this far

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

This is the reality we chose
I remember nights where I was alone
I can't see the light
I'm glued to my phone
I do this every time
Nowhere to call home
I need to
I just need to call you
I need you
I don't mind what I lose
I want to
Tell you all I been through
Like you do
Girl just please don't love someone else

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

Codependency always gets the best of me
Cause when you said forever I really did believe
Like why would someone I love lie 
Don’t you know how hard I try 
I’ve been working
I’ve been learning
I’ve been hurting 
But in this life it’s so hard to find my purpose 
I, I just wanna find my good ending 
Reality is setting in 
It’s hard to tell where these feelings begin 
And where they end 

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

Mix by Yago X lullabyboy
Master by Kanashi
Prod by voyce

Stream on Spotify!

Reality (feat. lullabyboy)

still racing for your heart

mixed/mastered by me
-
produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodpitfall

neurotic (pitfall)

and i dont wanna be without you

spotify

and i dont wanna be without you [p. methboiswag+silver]

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNafCR19YrM&ab_channel=ghosthands

SPOTIFY + APPLE

arctic

Lyrics ⬇️

its easy for you to say that i dont care
never came true but i wish youd repair
the love that we lost cuz ever since then
No one compares
they wanna slide knives all inside of me
no i do not vibe with that energy
i really tbought you be here with me
too many nights all alone i miss ur sympathy 

ur trickin me
nonother way to explain without imagery 
Your blue eyes dont look like the sky tn
so know theyre not tempting me
in the meantime ima find the light
in the ways that this life will unwind me

can’t rewind no matter what i try all the time i dont wanna leave behind me

Cold shoulder made me make another set back
i dont wanna lie but i really had to back track
did time now im feelin all the whiplash 
couldnt cry so i came up with a big stack
tell my mama ima do all the dishes
in no time ima have a life witta mistress
want a cosign but i dknt really need the attention

just quit that 
so many nights no text back
so many fights still got back
into ur life just like that

ik that its wrong but i still be makin yhese songs
abt someone that has been gone for so long
yea j feel dumb
think i should quit it cuz i think shes done

done with the bluffs done with lies and the losing of trust
done with signs of abusing the drugs
time and time again u say its enough
why am i high again this is gettin rough
cant look back
tummy turnin thinkin boit my relapse
you dont feel bad
well i get that
i did it to myself 
now im feeling all the whiplash 

cant rewind but maybe if i could you would still be here beside me

whiplash (cxrter)

prod me<3

lyrics:

take these wings of mine
and clip the feathers
i'm alone like most the time
so it's whatever
put out all the fire
suffocate in the smoke

put my heart on ice
save it for the next
one that sets it alight
guess it's for the best
dead where i lie
so could you define hope?

i've been spending time in places i should never go
all my friends have become people that i hardly know
take me back inside there's nothing quite like this cold
kinda poetic how i am always on my own

if you ask me
don't know what it's all for
i attack me
only i can hurt me to the core
let's keep it classy
don't get blood on the decor

WHY CAN NOTHING EVER BE LIKE HOW IT WAS BEFORE?
BEFORE

smoke

Another song collab with Pulla Beats. Show your support to them 

Mission: Missing

Featuring and Prod. 904Tezzo the god.

Best Country Song since Nelly.

music video link :https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eeV5Uwp6oUI

Listen on Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/4FEYxFbm8468EMMbFNGcNi?si=9PeHpfhS

buy on iTunes
Sad N***a Hours (feat. 904 Tezzo) - Single by Lil Boom
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/sad-n-a-hours-feat-904-tezzo-single/id1288092299

Listen on Spotify

Sad Nigga Hours (Prod. 904TEZZO)

Passion & Confusion by timmies and shiloh

bandcamp: https://timmies.bandcamp.com/album/passion-confusion
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7dhqyOcnFR9o9SfUhhxqbs
itunes:  https://itunes.apple.com/ru/album/passion-confusion-feat-shiloh-ep/id1288535787
other: https://passionandconfusion.fanlink.to/passionandconfusion

Spotify

tell me why i'm waiting (ft. shiloh)

Passion & Confusion by timmies and shiloh

bandcamp: https://timmies.bandcamp.com/album/passion-confusion
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7dhqyOcnFR9o9SfUhhxqbs
itunes:  https://itunes.apple.com/album/passion-confusion-feat-shiloh-ep/id1288535787
other: https://passionandconfusion.fanlink.to/passionandconfusion

loosing interest (ft. shiloh)

Sad nigga hours - flvckoz

@xam @itsyungvan @lilrodger

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1c9HI3TRRmxnR0nafNgs6i
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/im-sorry-feat-yung-van-single/1464245907
YouTube: https://youtu.be/gcre0V8UAhU

[Intro]
I’ve been thinking why i keep waking up
I wanna sleep i’ve had enough
I don’t wanna do this anymore

[Verse 1: XAM]
Stuck inside this mind of mine
There is no escaping this
Am I wasting my time?
What do I live for, why am I alive?

I’m lonely but I’m not alone
Don’t worry when I’m on my own
I’m not gonna lock the door
I don’t do that no more
One day I wanna grow old

I’m sorry
From the bottom of heart
I should kill myself today
And come back to life
And start again

[Chorus: XAM] x2
I’m sorry for the choices that I’ve made
I hate myself and I’m ashamed
I’m sorry for the things that I have said
It wasn't me, it was the voices in my head

[Bridge]
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry

[Verse 2: Yung Van]
You've got me feeling like a lost cause
For everything I said
I'd rather hang inside my living room
Because I'm better off dead

And now I know why
You had to leave me all alone again
Because I didn't know how
To treat you like a queen and not a friend

[Chorus: XAM] x2
I’m sorry for the choices that I’ve made
I hate myself and I’m ashamed
I’m sorry for the things that I have said
It wasn't me, it was the voices in my head

I'M SORRY (feat. Yung Van) [Prod. RODGER]

Pxzvc - in luv w u feat. Shiloh Dynasty

🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙
Prod. @diamoonofnhg

Lyrics:
I be in a dark lil room
Lil baby come through 
Lemme kiss you on your thighs

I just sing sad tunes
Underneath the moon
Pretty demon by my side

Why you always want my knife hoe
Run it down her neck slow
Drugs inside my black coat

Yeah

Said she wanna get high
Baby we could just die
Im good at wasting time
Be in my sad life
X2

Be in my sad life
X4


We both sad, we both sad
Said she love me but its cap
I can see right through your mask
Wanna fuck me, simply ask 

Bleeding black, hurt me bad
Smoking from the demon pack
I get high enter the past
I get high with her and crash



I be in a dark lil room
Lil baby come through 
Lemme kiss you on your thighs

I just sing sad tunes
Underneath the moon
Pretty demon by my side

Why you always want my knife hoe
Run it down her neck slow
Drugs inside my black coat

Yeah

Said she wanna get high
Baby we could just die
Im good at wasting time
Be in my sad life
X2

Sad Life (Prod. Diamoon)

1/2 of @prsonprson

EMAIL: XAM.MGMT@GMAIL.COM

I'M SORRY (feat. Yung Van) [Prod. RODGER]

XAM

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