Monster/5am (dercept)

@xam @prsonprson

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7ziotsoQJ9Sc1hnBodbesL?si=d731d90e037d49d7
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/is-there-anyone/1614267269?i=1614267270
YouTube: https://youtu.be/nUXYJ86kbGo

[Verse 1]
Lately I’ve been hating everything that I’ve been making
I’ve lost the motivation for the dreams that I’ve been chasing
I know this ain’t a race, no, but all I’ve done is racing
I’m noticing how everything I’ve built is slowly fading

I’m dedicating all my time to overthinking,
Drinking & the heavy medications I’ve been taking
I’m slowing down and breaking
I’m tripping out like I’m on a vacation

[Chorus]
Is there anyone that is strong enough to save me 
If I fight for love, will it come back around to bite me?
If I fall in line, I am surely gonna break it 
Take me back in time, life is moving too fast for me now

[Verse 2]
All I want is for someone to understand who I am
Someone to sit there in the silence by my side and hold my hand
But all I have is me, myself and I and my imaginary friends
And a broken hourglass that’s running out of sand

Life is tricky, time is ticking, life’s a ticking time bomb
I’m dying slowly like the battery on my phone
I’m alone, I don’t like to be lonely
But I’m pushing away everyone that say that they love me

[Chorus]
Is there anyone that is strong enough to save me 
If I fight for love, will it come back around to bite me?
If I fall in line, I am surely gonna break it 
Take me back in time, life is moving too fast for me now

IS THERE ANYONE? (feat. PERSONPERSON)

Lyrics¬

Ohh its alright
Ive heard these words a thousand times
And it doesnt get easier
No it doesnt get easier
But i dont mind
If you lie to me tonight
just lie with me, alright?
I know its kinda sad
Thinkin about the times when 
we were alright

So hold me tight
tell me bout the things you like
And lets do this together
Ill take care of you forever i dont mind
keep you warm in stormy weather its alright
Never know how to react, when, we fight
but we always work it out by the night

And i looooooove you
and i cant help my-jealousy
But ill take care of it
if you take care of me

And i know
That of
Everyone
You know the most
I get too attached and i hurt myself 
On loving those
That care for me the most
And i still dont know how
To control
My feelings all
Emotions overflow

i cant stay afloat
heartbreak overdose
Wondering what to do 
and where to go
Only god could know

Ohh its alright
Ive heard these words a thousand times
And it doesnt get easier
No it doesnt get easier
But i dont mind
If you lie to me tonight
just lie with me, alright?
I know its kinda sad
Thinkin about the times when 
we were alright

a thousand times (iof)

noizeyy has been a fun journey, but this is a new beginning i've been needing
thank you https://soundcloud.com/tearsonmygucci for the amazing feature <3

LYRICS

dxnny ¬

Can we slow it down cos baby i been exhausted
my intentions are good im just being honest
wasnt up for loving again until our eyes met
so give me time to adjust to this and process
dont want my fragile heart-becomin a target
but the last thing i want is to disregard this
spent the last few months, guarding my conscience 
but ima try give you all of me regardless

Regardless, regardlesss

ill let myself love you and hope it doesn’t turn toxic
see your actions turn bittersweet and turn caustic
tugging on my heartstrings- human fucking guitar pick
Finally put my soul in its place but then i lost it
dont wanna rush into your life without precautions 
without precautions without precautions
Ion wanna rush into your life without precautions

tearsonmygucci ¬

thought i took precautions
everything is rushing and it's got me feeling nauseous
i still got a hole where my heart should be
coz inside of her resides a piece of me

oh i can't forget
i feel her skin when I'm touching you i guess
I'm just hopeless
i can feel it
building up inside of me 
but i still hear it in my dreams
all the things you said to me

dxnny ¬

YOU TOLD ME YOU’D PROTECT MY HEART
THATS ALL I WANTED 
BUT YOU FUCKING LIED TO ME 
THAT TIME BACK IN AUGUST
I DONT WANNA FEEL YOUR LOVE IF ITS GONNA HARM ME 
ILL GO TO BACK TO TAKING THE SUBSTANCES THAT CALM ME
AND I WONT DIE, LEAVE MY BODY BEHIND 
LEAVE ME TO ROT INSECTS EAT MY INSIDES
I DREAD TO THINK BOUT THE SCENE YOU WILL FIND
WHEN YOU COME HOME
oh ohh oh

precautions ft tearsonmygucci (cian x lavendertxwn)

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headphones on my head like every night
i dont have friends ive got me to fight
welcome to my life, ill help you see them, see them
i have a strange feeling that its the end, the end.

im addicted to my death and im addicted to this pattern
i realized every choice boils down to the same kind of people
and same kind of morals
and same kind of morals, so what do you believe in?
do you really think that this life has a meaning?
did you really think that id let you off easily?
oh hell fucking no ill come down on you like you did in my dreams
i know hes confused but i dont think i care
night time comes and once again you are a disgrace baby
you look entirely defaced lets rewind baby
to first base
when your place wasnt my place
ive always had shit to say but now im fucking say it 
cause ive spent too long putting up with it 
woah
 woah
  yeah i bet you got a death wish
see me in my room tied up by my necklace
you scandalously walk thru all my halls for an answer
but theres no answer
i float thru these walls as a ghost 
i see you in my grasp, getting close
imma pull you in
imma make you regret every single thing you did
no one will ever know..
what i did to you, cause i always kept my mouth closed
like you should have done about me 
keep it quiet and i wont ever fuck you up
dont worry bout it man the season calls for it
dont worry bout my plan youll know when it hits
this shit is really how i feel and theres only one
person that i wouldnt lie to
its my microphone
dont call your home
your soul will always be bound to my tomb
our stories in stone 
you took over my throne 
and now were just bones 
drink poison and enjoy it
basically my point is 
our puny love was disjointed
by you
by you
i float thru these walls as a ghost
i see you in my grasp getting close
imma pull you in
imma make you regret every single thing you did
no one will ever know 
what i did to you cause i always kept my mouth close
this is a story about all my demons 
welcome to my head, ill help you see them
when i hit 19 might as well be the end
i dont wanna die but im really not living
so stay a little longer just to make it funner
when i go under, please dont suffer

white lies lead to murder (domesticsoul)

lyrics~

Ring your line knowing damn well you’re not picking up when im calling 
feel myself grow attached to you, tryna stay up but im falling
i just cant fucking wait for the days i see your face in the morning
wrap my arms round your waist, im still in awe you’re
heaven fallen.

Can you believe it all happened so fast?
Few months back still stuck in the past
now im just eager tryn’ find out whats next
vivid dreams of me kissing your neck
uh
I dont wanna fall back
in love with our story
i dont wanna revert to,
What it was before that

Oh If you could see me..

If i told you my secret..

Would that stop you from leaving..

Or would you still go
far away from this place in the snow
Stuck in mud i cant move anymore
Say you fucked up
So am i
Oh noo

I just wanna be the best for you 
Dont know if im up to the task
i was a drug addict, it surely wont be that long till i relapse
Can you handle it ?
Cos if you can, lemme know fast
I just want that guarantee that you’ll be there for me when i crash

Ring your line knowing damn well you’re not picking up when im calling 
feel myself grow attached to you, tryna stay up but im falling
i just cant fucking wait for the days i see your face in the morning
wrap my arms round your waist, im still in awe your heaven fallen.

Can you believe it all happened so fast?
Few months back still stuck in the past
now im just eager tryn’ find out whats next
vivid dreams of me kissing your neck
uh
I dont wanna fall back
in love with our story
i dont wanna revert to,
What it was before that

angel (autrioly)

tell me to fall and i will

Artists:
@vito2300
@mookigang

Lyrics:
stayed at the gate, while we talked
'til you missed your flight
while the world fell away, we were lost in each other's eyes
how i missed that time, those days felt right
i would crawl my way back to your side, to live our lives

show me what you got left in you
i don't feel enough to continue on this lie
you tell me the cost i'll contribute
i could only watch while you tore apart your life

even after every chance to leave
you’d opt to stay and sink
i’d be jumping bridges over you
by the time i touch the ground
i’d still be falling over you
i’d still be falling

show me what you got left in you
i don't feel enough to continue on this lie
you tell me the cost i'll contribute
i could only watch while you tore apart your life

VITO & Mookigang - as the world falls

05

not letting go isnt an option

lyrics

hung up on the worst things. we can all recall

the moment that it happens, we just like to crawl

up under the sheets. retreat. defeat. and the feeling to fall

and never touch the ground has a firm grasp on us. 

some have the worst and some have more 

/

ur not the person that i had first met  

sure i was young but the same eyes i have 

as the papers turn and reveal more than read 

the waving balance is hanging by a thread

/
in this world im still wondering 

what roll i play if i experience to sing

i loved u once and so its still fine by me

the tolls been taken theres its no suffering

/
i will take the hit

i will take the hit

ignored the signs and all

theres not a thing a fault 

we chose this path 

i approached it too fast

we live and laugh while holding our past
/

I will take the hit

/
id pray ill carry on ur name when i was older

10 stone pressure when u push it isnt over

the fierce path paves when ur trailing a boulder

u hope every day that u can move a little closer
/

face flat down now that im opening up this folder 

news to us all the temp. turned a little colder

but it all changes when u take a sec to hold her

i hadn’t felt like this before. i wasnt nowhere

/
for this soul i would take over these planets

create a home where that smile would never vanish 

id break my bones jus so i would never form th patterns 

theres still a hole but its just flooded by love rapids

new wed

new wed; layer 07 (empty roads)

follow @bradenrossmusic & @daystowaste

Intro:

‘Cause inside my head’s always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It’s so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like


Verse 1:

I notice I’ve been distant; there’s a lot that’s on my mind
(And) I know that I should fix it but I haven’t got the time
And so I’ll find another reason for my emotional decline
Because the way that I’ve been feeling has been no one’s fault but mine


Chorus 1:

‘Cause inside my head’s always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It’s so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like


Verse 2:

Just stop me like a barricade
Lay down let's both become a serenade
(Because I'm terrified)
It felt so true
Like you were everything
But never dropped the loss
And now I'm way too deep
Blood drips like cherries down my lips
Sharpen your teeth and say you miss me
Let's love unless never loved me
Say it back, or else I'll end up 6 feet


Bridge:

If I end up six feet
Don’t you try and say you miss me
Because the reason why I’m this deep
Is the way you up and left
They say that young love ain’t the real thing
Now I’m twenty something, still got that feeling
That I would fucking die to be in your arms
I guess that only time can heal a broken heart


Chorus 2:

‘Cause inside my head’s always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It’s so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like you


Outro:

Or else I’ll end up six feet
Don’t you try to say you miss me
‘Cause I remember when you kissed me
I could tell there’s nothing left
Like blood stains, you’re ingrained in my head
Your love changed, you left pains in my chest
My hearts drained, you missed out on my best
Yeah, but that’s your misfortune

🌙 loveu

like you

stream

like you (Braden Ross, Days to Waste & fawlin)

@xam

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5saAvS95N56c9cwhvkmKrv?si=moK-kNzWT-GlliDUhZPMCg
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/wake-me-up-single/1551757320
YouTube: https://youtu.be/O3NhMg7B8zw

[Chorus]
Wake me up, wake me up, please, wake me up, wake me up
‘Cos I’ve had enough, had enough, I’ve had enough, had enough
Wake me up, wake me up, please, wake me up, wake me up
‘Cos I’ve had enough, had enough, I’ve had enough, had enough

[Verse]
I spend a lot of time inside this mind of mine (yeah)
But I don’t even know (no) know the reason why
My world is worse than the world outside (yeah)
I should go outside and smile for a while before I die (yeah)
‘Cos I hate this place, this place is not a place I’d like to be in
If I could wake up I would open up my eyes and leave
It all behind me to be a normal human being

I’m feeling like I’m stuck in a world full of hate
This world is far from a wonderful place ‘cos
Everyday feels the same
I’m feeling like a lone wolf in a Zoo I just want to escape
This cage but I can't ‘cos I’ve lost the keys
And I’m hoping someone hears the screams
That I'm letting out and let's me out of here

[Chorus]
Wake me up, wake me up, please, wake me up, wake me up
‘Cos I’ve had enough, had enough, I’ve had enough, had enough
Wake me up, wake me up, please, wake me up, wake me up
‘Cos I’ve had enough, had enough, I’ve had enough, had enough

WAKE ME UP

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WAKE ME UP

XAM

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