prod by me and vee (legend also mixed everything from a rough demo I made)

lyrics

i only see u in my nightmares
and then i wake and then ur not there
i wasted time and that is not fair
cause i still see u in my nightmares
i only see u in my nightmares
i lay awake and that is not fair
i think about u and ur long hair
cause i still see u in my nightmares

every night i have the same dream
u walk up and say u miss me
and now im crying in the back seat
the world around me starts dissolving
these are just dreams ik
what do u think they mean?
im cold
keeping all the memories inside ill hold
no matter what the card in my hand ima fold
thats all im good for
2am talks when we drunk on the floor
i cannot give more
hanging my head as i walk to the door

momento mori (betweentheveinsandi x viera)

produced by hiraeth


how could my skin touch urs so comfortably
its not fair to say my bones would break
u said the world was waiting its too late
im in a war with nothing i could shake

body ache
wash away
any pain
nothing left

skin

aye, yeah
I feel like puking up the shit I drank
Yeah, these thoughts have seem to over take
I need some shit to occupy my brain
Yeah, they don't love me so I'm filled with hate

All this fucking liquor, but the thoughts remain
All of you are happy, why you still complain?
Why would I care about the shit you say?
While all of you are talking help me stay awake

I dont know what I've become
But frankly I don't give a fuck
Clouds are rolling in open air
My head stays hurting I'll go elsewhere

Waking up and now my stomach ache
I got no problems with a wake and bake
They say I'm toxic but your friends are fake
Ugly faces and some tiny waists

I'll just stay inside with my smoking space
Here with gassed lungs and some court dates
Everybody round me got some poor taste
I've been in my room feeling misplaced

fake

not home. - fake (fantom)

i gotta stop the emotion 
its getting hard just to focus
drowning my problems in various
pills from a shrink that im not really close with
torture in silence the beautiful melody 
said thats what holds me the closest
punish my body for being a headcase to people i thought id grow old with
i try my hardest but it doesnt matter when everyone tries to belittle me
im not the smartest but ive learned my lesson ill tell you how ive really seen some things
given an option ive tried all but one think its coming on time for that final thing
wandering thoughts of my life flash inside of my head i hope they could remember me
im letting them down know this isnt my year
i hate all of the shit that ive went through
therapy sessions that dont really matter
they wont understand why i left you
its getting harder to keep my sobriety 
fighting yet i tried to tell you
nothing could stop me from feeling the pain and the burden the way i was meant to
changing my life and my habits didnt switch up a thing i still feel more than less
i dont mean to pry no i dont mean to bother i guess ill just stick to the meds
remember the pain that i felt back in hell coughing blood with a tube in chest
i dont wanna feel me wish that it killed me
dont wanna write out this mess

headcase (neverforever)

lyrics:
mm they want highfiy i could not just get sober
big boss on the wifi i wont just hand it over
her man wanted a high five i told her to bring him over
mm new girl wanna to slide high 
cuz she want me to bend it the fuck over
no wonder that no one know me i like to keep it lonley
no wonder they can't get a hold of me dont keep my phone on me huh
tic tac toe the way she X an O on me yuh
no wonder they want me on the track i been snappin only yuh
big bad lone wolf but i am not no convolk mhm
but ill do whatever it takes to when this fucking convo
they wanted new sounds i told em they coming in pronto
i heard my name getting brought up _ 
i need a big bag like white trash could only get from the lotto
yuh an i need a lot mo go ahead an study all my studders up on the track
wasting my time wasting yours 2
i been to high to give a fuck about you
mm i been on that kill the competition type a energy
mm i been on that magician type a shit they cant copy my energy
funny as fuck if you think that i care that you hate
you should hear the shit talk i get from the inner me
mm i hate on myself enough ugh i dont need no damn enemies
she lookin up xelfiy on the wifi
whole grey fit gang listenin to suicide boys

TIC TAC TOE (PROD. ROLLIE)

lyrics:

vails:
i feel stupid baby that i lost you
on my own now, nobody to talk to
but do you care at all? i havent even had a call
its a shame because i think there was something hidden in the walls
a message with you on the other side
but i bury my face against my pillow every night
so was it a dream? or can i intervene? 
cause theres nothing more i need 
than you in front of me

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

he4vy:
oh oh, do you care at all?
i dont think you do
i only hope im wrong

get me out i just cant compress all my thoughts
of giving every chance ? recreate what was lost
im cutting all of my friends and family off
the simple structure of a broken man inside of my coffin

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

rip. 3.7:
ive been in my head for a minute now
ive been lost i cant find a way out
life aint fair, at all, at all

yeah i wonder if you ever, ever fucking cared
baby ive been in my head, im scared
i was standing here, but im really not there
yeah, i wasnt prepared at all

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

do you care at all? (feat. Vails x Rip.3.7 x He4vy)

waste it (hollowprpl)

Idle hands W.MisFiiT(emory x stingerbeats)

0 to 100 [Prod. Yugen + Sixzino]

Cashly - Raq (prod. 1kamui) [DJ Estefan Exclusive]

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