Anxiety lockin' up my fuckin' bones now
I feel so distant let me come home
the boy in me scared, but I'm fuckin' grown now
All I do is smoke 'til I zone out, yeah
things are different, I don't feel important
I need someone to listen cuz I can't find enjoyment
set out on missions, but I just abort them 
think that my systems are getting distorted

But on a side note 
I get low, I sing highnotes
back in high school they used to ask me
"why the fuck do you rhyme for?"
answer is, I can't hide soul 
& I'm pushin' on for my throne 
so I can sit higher than the grindstone 
I'm the right storm, to get caught up in if you like those 
ima sharp sword you could go to war wit' 
then ignore in peace (piece) 
ima white floor you could wipe down with all o' your demons
ask me why the fuck I fight for? 
I gotta son I gotta raise, so I gotta kill this feelin'

I gotta raise myself up
mentality way fucked  
hope it stay tucked 
after I hide it, anti-midas 
everything I touch turn to ash 
think that I might just, 
have become the fire that consumed my past 
how long do the flames burn?
how long do the pain last?
cuz I don't know, no I don't know 

ima drug addict fuckin' piece of shit
a stain in your mind so you can't forget 
does anything ever make sense?
thoughts & actions never align
man fuck this, man fuck this shit

Side Note (prod. remghost)

Fight the system, Fuck the system, We will be Heard.

Surviving in the Struggle. 
Striving for Success. 

Side Note (prod. remghost)

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