cant be what i wanna

i'm sorry sorry sorry sorry

https://open.spotify.com/track/5qWbsLol2TDVfNVFcf9025?si=dfe07ce64d784766

lover awaits 

promise i wont take another day 
i wonder oh i wonder 
are my lies so fulfilling 
they never need to see me

i promise oh i promise
my heart is living lawless
i cant tell why you sink in my words 

my heart still aches
for you it breaks

dare i talk about all the things i notice every time 
ill let you live in your bliss at my expense

lover awaits

everything by me, thanks for listening x
special thanks to @yehon

yes i reuploaded it unpitched <3

(lyrics)
i cut a line for a spot down by the creek 
i signed a waiver, broke a deal 
but now i’m working by the beach 
& i never learned just how to swim, didnt read the fine print
but i'm teaching myself how to stay afloat on my own
on my own

and ever since i took off it's been such a scandal,
you're saying i'm “just a woman," and i don't know what to handle
sat laughing with your teeth in my neck 
and you broke all the bones in my spine as i slept
babe, it takes one to know one, as you're slamming the door shut
at the back of the tour bus, you're packing your bags up
so i watch you, cause you think that i'm bad luck
spoiling your plans, for walking out for another man

starved to death and late on rent
woke up face down tied by the limbs
bending over your bathroom sink, you caught me swimming through amphetamines
you don't know how much this means to me
holding my hair while i'm on my knees,
retching the rest of my guts like it feels so free
i broke down sobbing on the tile floor, when i finished you were out the door

feet in the sand, head in your hands 
terminal two to take off or land
drive you out next to john wayne, you'll fly out now, on the next plane
picking fights with a force that you can't blame,
no you can't blame, no you can't blame, no you can't blame

woke up from the rubble of a crushed-up semi truck 
crawling out from the wheel and i couldn’t help but think, like, fuck
has it been six weeks? was it just six months?
being touched in the wrong way, and you’re no fun on a bad day, 
with your hands on my waist, it's a sad thing
slamming hard on the brakes in the fast lane, in the fast lane

caught over the county line, you know what to take if it was mine
it's all your proper possession, you'll always get what you mention
so when i'm coming on back, be the first at my pension
chasing god on the wrong train, guess i'm no fun on a bad day
carving scars in a girl that you can't change, 
but i know, babe it takes one to know one, to know one

it takes one to know one

make ends meet + yves

cattles2cadillacs (kayohbeats x joe leytrick)

mithra cove

(chorus)
woah,
what's your deal?
go and take steps back
taking pills like i take tic tacs
turn around and you stab me in the back
I can't tell
is it real or fake?
get out my face
get out my way
i can't talk
ive been going through a rough patch
scratch that i don't ever wanna go back

@polkadot

(bridge)

(chorus)

(bridge)

Im like Aristotle
can't control this throttle
ice up on my neck
i can't smoke this back
i be running back
i be running back
i be running back
i be running back

te1e

endreceiver

prod @subvxrt
feat. @whyhaze + @theockyway
mastered by @chriad

lyrics:

(f43)
throw my headphones on
getting 2 hazy got me feeling lost
copped it real quick don’t care about the cost
but life’s a bitch, i ain’t gon lose, ya i ain’t wrong

bitch nigga don’t want no smoke with us
talk stupid, i’ll leave your chest open bruh
no shots and i’ll leave your ass hung
now she hit me up, she calling me tha 1

subtract that nigga, i’m fucked, don’t add in
i’m tripping off these tablets like an addict
hot in dc ya i’m up like static
i feel like funny, pass the ball john madden

(haze)
Idgaf im runnin up
im w 43 we countin bands non stop
talkin on my bros i guarantee you fucked up
i got ur bitch on my jock.. i think that she in love
btch im w 00 yea i swear thats the squad
the whole gang on top n my money count up
i remember last year they use to doubt us
now i got my bands up had 2 make em shut up

(f43)
touch down in chicago with my bros
yea we going fucking crazy counting hella dough
i love to see the fucking doubt, yea they'll never know
gon be on top soon, yea i stay with double 0

(oxxy)
and i say (lets go) i keep a shooter by my side
he in the way (oh fuck) he been dodging with precision
and i got 2020 vision, cause my year fuckin sucked
bet it all on 23, cause that's the year that we all going up
or i'm going up atleast, buy a fuckin lease
all you niggas gonna leech, cause now i'm rolling in my cheddar
pick a different side, and you'll wonder why, 20 years
when you still work your 9-5, i'm still with my boys drinkin beer

(f43)
bitch nigga don’t want no smoke with us
talk stupid, i’ll leave your chest open bruh
no shots and i’ll leave your ass hung
now she hit me up, she calling me tha 1

subtract that nigga, i’m fucked, don’t add in
i’m tripping off these tablets like an addict
hot in dc ya i’m up like static
i feel like funny, pass the ball john madden

static

static w/ whyhaze + oxxy (subvxrt)

//boy who caught fire

rics:

traxee you're a hypocrite
and she's a liar
you're the boy who's catching fire

but you want you all to yourself
limb by limb i cut them off until i crawl

you're the boy who's on fire
you're the only one i trust
and i got pockets full of desires
something tells me it's not about us
(it's not!)

sonder, what the hell was i thinking for?
eye to eye i do not envy
face to face i just see me
if you couldn't tell 
i've been struggling to remain
intentional thoughts inside my lap
stars on my shoulders i need to remap


always try to play me like a god damn game
fools gold, baby im not that lame
$150 to my name
let's hitchhike to the moon again
nothing matters anymore
if i get what i deserve 
that's my faith restored.
tell me how i can fail again

treat me like a hypocrite
i didn't mean what i said
i can't fathom who you are 
sonder
grey matter inside my head

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sonder

prod by (drmabeats)
@pdktp
@loveywill

mix and mastered by me :D

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