credit:
me -mix (:
@heavenindaclouds -feature - prod
@neoprada54 -mastering

lyrics:

just stop
yeah weve been talkin for a minute
but its rough
and it wont help unless i sing it
cause im stuck
and im still hopin to pickup
where we left off
im talkin bout catchup and heres why

you promised it wouldnt be like that
you stuck to your word
and i know that i turned my back
away from the world
you promised it wouldnt be like that
you stuck to your word
and i know that i turned my back
away from the world

you promised that itd be all good
but it rly wasnt
every thought i had of u
is left alone in a coffin
and all the people that i missed
like ever since they been stalking

talking w/ heavn

prod. by S.J Beatz

mixing+mastering @koro4

(grace)
all the days that we wasted our time
steady thinkin bout whats on my mind
even when i know its not right
hand on the breaks can we take it slow
and i know that you want your control because thats all that you know
red lights look green i dont know what i see in this toxicity
how can i be set free
im tired of the screaming
your answers repeating
dont worry i was just leaving...
leaving you

the hardest thing i have to do is leaving you
when you see me on the street will you recognize me?
i dont know what to do
cause somewhere there is you
i just cant see through
cause i would recognize you

(koro)
full send, my ends
burning
time bends...
it all depends, do you really just wanna be friends
and all the lies just start to blend
lines were crossed lets not pretend
just leave me to the deep end... x2

all the days that we wasted our time
studying me, whats even on my mind?
we taking dark rides...
feet on the breaks, push it steady
you can tell me when your ready

you don't stop at red lights you don't read the signs
intoxicated driving, with some issues on my mind
are you tired of the screaming, are you tired of wasting time?

when you see me across the street, i hope that u say hi...🖤

the hardest thing i have to do is leaving you
when you see me on the street will you recognize me?
i dont know what to do
cause somewhere there is you
i just cant see through
cause i would recognize you

leaving you w/ koro (S.J Beatz)

prod. me
ft. @lawliet2k
cover art by me and @aidanjewell

(me)
at the lot hear you say shit
i can't take it
swerving cross lanes making faces
doing 50 down the lane going places
spent a 50 at the shop buyin raisins
you ain't safe im just patient
at your home catch me waiting
broke out now im pacing
this shits mine for the taking
can't find no peace yeah its vacant

yeah its vacant
lost my mind crashed down at the station
i can't hear all the shit you're saying
everything on my mind is weighing
but imma drown it out
one more night spend it on the town
by the end of this fight youll be goin down
by the end of this fight ill hold the crown

at the lot hear you say shit
i can't take it
swerving cross lanes making faces
doing 50 down the lane going places
spent a 50 at the shop buyin raisins
you ain't safe im just patient
at your home catch me waiting
broke out now im pacing
this shits mine for the taking
can't find no peace yeah its vacant

(@lawliet2k)
aye, yea my brother hit my phone and asked me 
“what we gon do?”
i put the crosshair on your back like God abandoning you
yeah we hit the block and spin it back, like its a dance that we do
and all my money need compression, multi bands in the booth
got all these vans on the move
my --- staking out your house
we outback
shit, i guess your only chance is the roof
and i don’t really like to talk
i got no answers for you
and the money gon make em walk cuz that’s what money can do
yeah we put the ch-ch-ch-ch-chopper to his chest he feel the blow back
(reload)
iont got the heart to send his soul back
i am not a monster, for these --- i can’t hold back
yeah i just do it for the tone, these pussyboys they be so wack

(me)
at the lot hear you say shit
i can't take it
swerving cross lanes making faces
doing 50 down the lane going places
spent a 50 at the shop buyin raisins
you ain't safe im just patient
at your home catch me waiting
broke out now im pacing
this shits mine for the taking
can't find no peace yeah its vacant

hazard + lawliet2k (stckshift)

prod me
drum mix by @prodkbl 



lyrics
I took a shot in the dark just to see if it would miss
I put a knife in my heart just to see if i would die 
why do you think i would know i cant read your fucking mind
and how come everybodys problems are eventually mine

if they wanna lay down in the snow let em freeze
you said that i stabbed you all in the back let it bleed
why do you think i would know i cant read your fucking mind

I took a shot in the dark just to see if it would miss
I put a knife in my heart just to see if i would die 
why do you think i would know i cant read your fucking mind
and tell me how you got so good at wasting all of my time

I tried to go for a walk but it just made me feel worse
i wish that no one could talk so i wouldnt have to listen
im sick of brushing it off
it must be some kinda curse
and i put up with it all
but it just made me feel worse

I dont know what you mean
when you say you want more
Instead of falling asleep
ill be staring at my door

and you know that i love poison but
i guess ive got no choice in it
youre killing me faster than i thought 
did you know that you cant smell borax

BORAX

i miss my grandma

when u said
that i'd see
you again
didn't think
that it'd be
this long
but i hope
you look down
on me
with a smile
you can see
just how much
ive grown

but i hope
that you're proud
of me
and you smile
once you've seen
just how much
i've grown

smile

i'm sorry sorry sorry sorry

https://open.spotify.com/track/5qWbsLol2TDVfNVFcf9025?si=dfe07ce64d784766

lover awaits 

promise i wont take another day 
i wonder oh i wonder 
are my lies so fulfilling 
they never need to see me

i promise oh i promise
my heart is living lawless
i cant tell why you sink in my words 

my heart still aches
for you it breaks

dare i talk about all the things i notice every time 
ill let you live in your bliss at my expense

lover awaits

anemia

prod by me

https://soundcloud.com/deadman

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6GvIvgLWiViZggmS2VLvmr?si=AH-7sMQDR2m_KyfuqNry2A

lyrics:

yonklolz:
i didn't know she was dangerous
playing both sides will get you nowhere and ruin my trust
i think we play these games enough
sick of all the times you've given up
im tired of this love

ones and zeros
love is evil
what do we know
running from the spotlight, i dont wanna be known
(x2)

deadman:
you went and tore my heart to pieces
who would've known you're so conceited?
only care 'bout yourself and nobody else
it's tragic, the way you are
said you wanted love, should've known what was up
when i looked you in your eyes
threw away all my trust, just for "one little fuck"
why am i even surprised
that you did that shit?
guess it's all my fault that i fed into your lies
know i played my part
i should just act smart and move on with my life
im so disgusted
you went and threw me away like i was nothing
sick to my stomach
feels like im stuck on the edge and about to plummet

yonklolz:
ones and zeros
love is evil
what do we know
running from the spotlight, i dont wanna be known
(x2)

dangerous (ft. deadman 死人)

saturdays in november

listen on spotify
https://open.spotify.com/album/7DXqKZcxgZPiaU7tJ411nk?si=AY4i_mKATDOt3_5wGeoghA

soon it’s december 1st
and we haven’t spoken in a month
i just can’t sleep no more
in the silence of losing your trust
running back and then forth
between hands i could clutch

(how pathetic of me
i'm sorry it had to be)

it doesn’t make sense
the foul emptiness
of remembering the laugh in your breath
oh, i wish it was a rash kind of feeling
one where i’m just clawing for the image of you

but i’m so done with sensibility
i need you more than god needs me
and i’ve started to miss all the times
where you didn’t understand me completely

yeah i know it's ironic
but atleast, yeah i'm honest

and i wasn't lying when i said i was on my own

in the end i’m left with two
and the only true one left now is just you

lover awaits

moony