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heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
a fuckin second with you
without just playin pretend
a fuckin second with you where I’m not stuck in my head

again I fall into this hole
I hate this shit but it’s all that I know

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
another day with you, I don’t care what it takes
know I would fuck up my life throw it all away

just if I could see you today
I still know it wouldn’t change a thing
while you’re walking all over me
bitch I know you won’t get over me
I been holding on for life
I been holding onto lies
I don’t think I’m gonna make it out this time

cigarettes are cheaper when you’re blacked out drunk
passed out on the floor, in youre bed I’m waking up
like what the fuck?
seems like this happens all the time
but it’s not my fault no it’s not mine
(It’s not mine, swear you did me wrong all the time, no it was never mine, you were never mine)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend another second with you

spotify link<3

narcissist (yungspoiler)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3NJNRHxvqyIGsYfCyr3o1m?si=3d9a759484304ad9

iv bin talkin bout al nyt tings
oo im... tryna talk2u but dk how
tnite,,, imma go somwher dat i belong
cuz i... nvr seem2 b so happy where i am
ooo i, alwys feel xcluded wher im from :/
no y... gona runnit up 2 c how it gos!
ooo ahh ;* i gt muni in my rhineston jeenz
omg i swer u nvr clos ur mouf
chakra...
ooh i
juss tucc a mirror pic%
feelin fine i jus saw u n my comments(sadlyf frbro)
ooo i
feelsoalone
get da fuk up ur own
im gettin muni
imma boutta spennit rite
naym is wifi, i am gettn conektion from u
a pt frm da buttr, ur legs r my fav spread
swaggn out em jeans, why u hella mad bro??
corin in da transport, corin in da mall
lucci i aint moodi, i wus bouta hit da low(stanki)
idc if u go leav me
imma mek it blo(glogang) #ballin
gargl out my sparkl lik im nyan catbro
yahh haaa xd
iv bn feelin likka starship
ooo, cuz im zoomim hella fast, im turbooo
yaahh ahhh
im so sweggy likka gLustar
ooo, ahhh
hella foni, yeh u wnt sum,?

shift->reality

shift reality ((wndws))

radar 📡 prod by @asa @carna 007

VALORANT ft. Grabbitz - Die For You

@blackwinterwells
prod. @xxkintsugi

art by @pubgm0bile

blackwinterwells - bring me down (kintsugi)

washed away - sighsare

Im washed away, I cant stay, so many pages
I write to you, you dont understand the truth
[1963]
And I ain't far, pull the pieces out the dark, washed away, still in my heart
I know Im scarred, I know I try too hard
people I try to guard, leave my life they are a shard
wash away in a graveyard, take my hand I need your charge
I accept, I accept, I accept, I accept, I accept
but I wont do much. I know you miss my touch
you used me as your crutch
there is no one to judge, hold my hand I'll let you smudge
I hope that I wasnt that rough, I let you go with a rush <3

you're a stranger! [stranger danger] I dont know your name and you dont know yours
detach myself from the wires, take the stairs and fucking try
YOU hide as I subside, as I see myself in your fucking eyes
all this madness I confide, trolling through ur about to die
why do you look surprised? rat me out you'Re compromised :)
Im a wasteland in disguise! german roots I fossilize 
I wash away my sorrow, I feel so fucking hollow
I'll leap in faith, I follow, digest my way you swallow

-----------------im washed up-------------------

Just breathe with me, I know you're here with me
Just breathe with me, I know you're here 

washed up in an ocean and I think Im swimming
deep down to the depths, shhh im fuckin winning
and you'll catch me with this money that im fuckin printing
you won't see me again, thats why im fucking grinning
look at the steps I make, I get it im just a flake
a crystal stuck in a crate, look at my limiting state
id rather walk alone, till im skin and bone
than see your face, on your fuckin dome
I'll never be happy, my visions get fuzzy

fuck forgiveness, its a show of fucking weakness
and my brain is close to nothing, and my systems full of sickness
im still here..

follow

washed away

lyrics -

I aint rly gettin outa bed 
I been hearin screamin in my head
She aint rly hearing wut i said 
I cant rly seem to get ahead
See me kinda lookin like my dad
But mama take a look at where im at 
Yuh know i shoulda never made you mad 
But ima give you everything we never had

I aint really learn how to help myself 
Yeah i didnt think it hurt thought the drugs might help 
But it only make it worse sayin fuck oh well
Ion love her well but 
Ima show her that its real i dont guess  myself 
I dont fuck with other people i just sesh myself 
You ready to leave and i get my stuff 
Cuz our friends kinda suck

home alone (softbite)

A purposeful fate lurks on your path.

This song was all thanks to one of my best friends, Remilia
He has helped me get into prod. and actually trying for music, something I've wanted to do for a long time.
Thanks much to Noya for hopping on it and giving me a first song that I like.
It is a personal song that has some good sounds.

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[HOOK - Remilia]
i dont care about the end
cause i know that i cant change it
save your tears, i dont really wanna face it
you're not a hinderance not a problem
please accept it
you caught a look the other way 
and then you chased it

falling like the snow, 
melt one day, where did you go?
weather's cleared
see you walking down this endless road
face your fears, dont think too hard
and please dont let it go
the time is fast
so lets get through it, please just take it slow

[Verse 1 - Noya]
I don't wanna see u cry again
U keep my heart, i feel so warm, I don't want this to end
Don't feel alone, im here, just hold my hand
So let's go through this together, I know that we can

Uhhhh
Boy u know i want u
Hope u know that i luv u
Uhhhh
Keep it, don't let it go
All the Times we know

There's another way
I just want u to stay
There's feeling in my heart
I Will never let you go

We have another chance
Don't want u to stay away

[Verse 2 - Tsundere.]
picked me up off the ground
when I needed it
now that I can stand
I make amends, my ego feeding it
every friend a champ 
and we are definitely seeing it
seeing eye to eye
our mind's an eye we are believing it

yeah I saw the light
all these motherfuckers, lookin to fight
now im making it right
I had faced my fears
and now I set them aside

[END - Remilia]
it's the last time i can ever try to face it
things just turn for the worst and i cant take it
no, you take another chance and,
go, to find another way
go, just take another way we,
roll, and i dont ever wanna waste anymore time
to waste another life without you

@remiliaxd
@noyaclarissa

For You w/ Remilia, Noya Clarissa (Remilia)

from da gang dat brought u da gud shi "dance wit me!"
we back again wit da sequel of dis shi fr
thx sm 2 da homies @josuanatanaell @noyaclarissa & @class_shift <3
thx 4 da god prod 2 @okmax <3

lyrics~

intro: *cool reverse ting*

jnz:
you're the only one in my mind
don't want u to leave my side
looking up high with you
forgot about the time
all these fireworks exploding up high
lookin so nice even better looking at it with u
stay by my side
don't ever leave my sight
we can be like komi n tadano yea it's alright
the sky is so bright
glowing up so high
if u don't want to look at it 
we can just look at the stars at night

dulai:
i jus want u in my arms
n i want me in ur arms
i jus wanna b together <3
run away n watch d fireworks
the fireworks, the fireworks yuh
fireworks like fireworks
fireworks, the fireworks yuh
fireworkssss 🎆

class_shift:
why you artificially blind?
i thought that you were mine
so many games, waste of time
i thought that you were mine
why you acting like it’s fine
you know that I’m dying
we playing chess just you and I
i’ve had enough, good bye

noya clarissa:
見てほしいよ
(i want to see it)
見てほしいよ
(i want to see it)
君の笑顔を見てほしいよ
(i want to see ur smile)
アイラブ・ユーってくれたね
(u said "i love you" to me, right?)
そんなことが忘れないで
(don't forget that ^^)
信じてるよ
(just believe me)
君の声が可愛いよ
(that ur voice is cute :D)
ヘルプキープだよ
(and please help me)
私のハート♡
(to keep my heart)

dulai & jnz: *repeat hook*

outro: 
oohh, lookin up high wit u wit the fireworks

thx 4 listening <3

fireworks ft. jnz, class shift & noya clarissa (okmax)

hook by me
verses by kuru and dolly
beat by taylor morgan
art by eighty

exe w/ kuru & dolly (taylor morgan)

i'm sorry sorry sorry sorry

https://open.spotify.com/track/5qWbsLol2TDVfNVFcf9025?si=dfe07ce64d784766

lover awaits 

promise i wont take another day 
i wonder oh i wonder 
are my lies so fulfilling 
they never need to see me

i promise oh i promise
my heart is living lawless
i cant tell why you sink in my words 

my heart still aches
for you it breaks

dare i talk about all the things i notice every time 
ill let you live in your bliss at my expense

lover awaits

moony