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𝔦 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔶𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔱𝔞𝔩𝔨 𝔞𝔟𝔬𝔲𝔱

prod by xona <3

-lyrics-
oh god
I don’t know if I feel okay
I’m well aware of everything you say
I’d love to talk but I’m out here in a daze
counting butterflies wondering my.. way
and what you need is something I would love to know
I’m burning bridges every time we grow
It’s been hours, I could f—k up where we go
there’s nothing I would do to change my tone

If I could love, I would’ve 
i got lost in your arms
and there’s nothing I can go on for
but im a mess for you
and that’s my whole truth
I don’t know what I need to… do.
I can tell you what I want now (aw f-)
it’s some security in my head 
I’ll ask you if you’re okay now?
cause I love everything she would’ve said

I don’t know if I feel okay
I’m well aware of everything you say
I’d love to talk but I’m out here in a daze
counting butterflies wondering my way
and what you need is something I would love to know
I’m burning bridges every time we grow
It’s been hours, I could f—k up where we go
there’s nothing I would do to change my tone

wonderful lives align
i love everything you talk about
am I mixed with all these signs?
but it’s worth without a doubt.
maybe I can tell you what I want now
you caught my tongue in a knot, so please..
I’d kill myself lately 
but it’s only cause you left me grief

oh I don’t know what I want...
I’m sick of lying when things go wrong
and you can’t make me feel this, push off
when she’s been better than you could’ve.

i feel okay

spotify

prod by xona <3

-lyrics-
oh i
hate when i see my
thoughts collecting signs
of everything i could’ve liked
but i can’t help but realize
I’m a stranger when i see
the mirror reflecting against me
many chapters i can’t read
and i know that’s all on me

love, we can run for days
and leave footsteps our way
your face has been engraved 
my memories this day
i don’t know why
i like 
my hatred in my eyes
maybe cause i
don’t lie
about me wanted to die

so it’s my own self
that i hate so much
that i hate so much oh~
but they don’t know what i look like
i feel scared of what they’ll hide

of, of what they hide

oh i
hate when i see my
thoughts collecting signs
of everything i could’ve liked
but I can’t help but realize
I’m a stranger when i see
the mirror reflecting against me
many chapters i can’t read
and I know that’s all on me

and I’m scared of who I’ll be
if they like on who they meet
i lost touch to me, i need
another week to feel free

so i can hide my face in the moment
i don’t think you understand what I’m holding
and it’s race of thoughts i can’t even focus
when everything feels like it’s 

broken
and i swear it eats me up
and i can’t change who I am 
when i really want that feel to go
go~
and i really know 
who you think i am?
who you think i am...

uh~ who do you think i am ?

who do you think i am ?

I’m a stranger when i see
the mirror reflecting against me
many chapters i can’t read
and i know that’s all on me

identity

produced by xona

//ep

-lyrics-
and I’ll stay inside 
where I reside 
I’ll stay and watch the night
until i die

why do we fight?
mirror what we like?
take my holy life
I’m sorry to say it’s fine..

~

I got sick of everybody who speaks
to me you’re nothing, I can’t even get a week
to be alone with someone that I wanna see
and these crevices you placed cause you know I was weak
so push back.
and I’ve been personal
so let it go
I feel like..
you don’t even have to know me
that I don’t want you to hold me

~

~I’ll cry and end... 
my life.
stay and watch when I die~

I’ll quit 
to forget that I exist
but these spiders are my only friends
are my only 
friends…

spiders II

produced by @dercept x @daks9k

featuring @kuriositylol & @x1fern

lyrics:
(claude)
do u wanna fall in love?
i can kiss on ur lungs
i don't know him well
but i bet that ur boyfriend's pretty dumb
i saw my ships set sail and then they sunk
(x2)

i want two souls colliding
i want u so bad but i'm so focused on the timing
i've been stacking gold but i can't find the silver lining

(kuriosity)
oh, i wanna go
girl i think i wanna go back
oh i wanna know
like did this ever mean somethin
to u
all that u out me through 
there's nothing else to do
you left me so confused 

and so i try my best
i did all i could 
got nothing else to give
got no way to live (x2)

(claude)
do u wanna fall in love?
i can kiss on ur lungs
i don't know him well
but i bet that ur boyfriend's pretty dumb
i saw my ships set sail and then they sunk
(x2)

i want two souls colliding
i want u so bad but i'm so focused on the timing
i've been stacking gold but i can't find the silver lining

(fern)
don't even know what i'm saying
like everything feeling so lame ya
i know that i said that i hate ya
i'm out of touch and out of focus

ur the worst thing i never had
u always been treating me bad
sit alone as i'm counting my bag
u never noticed this life is bogus

emporium ft. kuriosity & 1fern (dercept x daks9k)

prod by me^-^
Enjoy :D

Slowly turns to waste, time flies by the day
Constantly bruising up every time u say my name
Evil forms in ur eyes, it’s time to say goodbye
I hope u listens to my songs and experience all the pain and lies

Was it worth it? cuz ur gone now
I feel worthless, it’s been awhile now
So what do i do now? do i stand here?
Or do i make a move, and complete my life 

Getting cuts and bruises, i swear i’m bout to lose it
They all laugh and stare when i say “i make some music”
They expected me to rap, they expected me to quit 
Leave me alone and stop being a dick
I’m doing me so stop throwing a fit

(omg stezzy)

Was it worth it? cuz ur gone now
I feel worthless, it’s been awhile now
So what do i do now? do i stand here?
Or do i make a move, and complete my life 
Was it worth it? cuz ur gone now
I feel worthless, it’s been awhile now
So what do i do now? do i stand here?
Or do i make a move, and complete my life

life

produced by xona <3

[impersonation, to belong, panorama]

-lyrics-

I wouldn’t like me too
my aspirations for you
oh no, oh no, oh no
oh I couldn’t be you…

oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you
oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you (2x)

~

do you see the silhouettes?
as they carve your head
no phantom, no puede ser 
no, oh my god
hold on 
I’m trying to help but you seem lost 

it’s a beauty that you take in
but I’m so reckless Ima break it 
yeah 
fall down, I embrace this
as everything looks painted 

~

"I feel so sick when you test my patience."
okay but I’ve been desolated, wonder why you’d take it?
the time I’m weak, I’ll let it leak
for more I’d tear through all your means
for me, it’s for me 


oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you
oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you (x2)

epigone

come around (goodbyex2002)

prod. @claudesdiary and @assperrr

--------

i took that photograph of us on the couch
said things were perfect, took the words from my mouth
we got too close and then you told me about 
all the guys in your mind, but i'm not one of them
told me come over, cause you miss when he's there
get lost and try to find my way through your stare
i’d give you everything you wanted, i swear 
worth a try? never mind, overstepping again 

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
fast asleep, do you think maybe there could be a glimpse?
i have dreams of hoping i could be him 
your namesake, walking over me again 
split between someone you love and a friend 
i'd let you know, but i'm worried that you and me would end

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my heart's yours to take 

girl i don't think these feelings'll ever change
but if i gotta i’d suppress it away 
so if you'd let me, i could be something great 
not a guy that'll lie, swear i'm not one of them 
love where we are, but we could be so much more 
i’d make you mine if you'd just open the door
i apologize, baby it's something i can't ignore 
over time, hope it's fine, and we'll keep being friends

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
i’d say it all but i'm worried that things wouldn't make sense

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my hearts your's to take

chase

chase (prod. claude & asperr)

produced by xona

short song <3

-lyrics-
ill walk it back home and leave your love roam
your bitter tongue holds to find another one

home
(make it)
home

im not here for you no-uh cause im just tired of what you've done
you could call up all on my fuss but i'd ignore all of your calls
uh, yeah and im a side for you and you know that too
home is where i knew where im safe from the truth

ill walk it back home and leave your love roam
your bitter tongue holds to find another one

home
(make it)
home

home.

eyelids (drma x yunny)

𝘪𝘮𝘢 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦
additional production by me
https://open.spotify.com/album/1Q2ggA8q5zizowN7b2AJat?si=_dkJHWDjSz6JXoDPz9XwNw
visualizer: https://youtu.be/ELC3oCwdewU

(I’ma say sorry then I do again)
(I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends)
(Now you live in my head, now I play pretend)
(I don’t wanna die, but I think about it)
(Swear I wanna die when I think about it)
(Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded)
(And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded)

You’ve been outta touch for a minute, I know
You been outta reach, you’ve been trying to grow
And it’s hard to breathe when you think about it
Hard to say sorry when it don’t mean shit

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

i feel okay

xona

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