u never disappoint ever this is incredible

❣️

prod by xona<3 this beat sucks im sorry(,:

thank you to all the ppl that help me make this ily (all in order)
@reesoo
@heylog
@hovis
@moodyriley
@quannnic
-comet
@1vil
@uglysneaker
@valerii

avoid

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avoid w/ reesoo, heylog, hovis, moodyriley, comet, vil, uglysneaker & valerii

produced by xona ♡

-lyrics-
things that I do, you’ll place my on traits 
were you wrong too or was I the change?
will of my truth or am I testing fate?
nothing but clues it’s just twisting my brain
all of my friends that just spit on face
drag me in mud while they whisper I’m safe
these spiders that crawl through my walls still decay
and off of the things that you could’ve have said

so I crash
and it’s a rush to my veins I can’t deny
I’m blacking out but these images arise
smoke screen, I can’t see what you hide
Im nothing over you, why’d I have to lie?
yeah yeah
I’LL CRY AND END MY LIFE
It’s all blur that I can’t pass by
and so these spiders that stay and reside
they stay and watch till the day I die

yeah, uh, maybe if I told you what I like
I’ll set aside all the pills, I can’t suffice 
and all the words that you say is kinda right
I’m ‘nothing worth’ I can feel it through their eyes
and I’ve been losing my head
I feel the stress
I can’t body anymore, there’s someone I regret 
she marked me till I’m red
flowers that we carry
right into our bed
we’re fixing all amends

~there is spiders crawling in my room~

so I crash
and it’s a rush to my veins I can’t deny
I’m blacking out but these images arise
smoke screen, I can’t see what you hide
Im nothing over you, why’d I have to lie?
yeah yeah
I’LL CRY AND END MY LIFE
It’s all blur that I can’t pass by
and so these spiders that stay and reside
they stay and watch till the day I die

yeah 
I’ve carved my life in two
other days that I flow flawed through
all the spiders that crawl in my room
takes toll and it kills my mood

everything falls apart
everything falls apart…
and I don’t know what to do
but go back to the start.

I got
SPIDERS 
CRAWLING ON MY SKIN (x2) ~

I’LL CRY AND END MY LIFE
ITS ALL A BLUR THAT I CANT PASS BY
AND SO THESE SPIDERS THAT STAY AND RESIDE
THEY STAY AND WATCH TILL THE DAY THAT I 
die…

spiders

eos (ft. heylog)

produced by xona

-lyrics-
im worried on what i do 
battleground where i fought for you
betting steps on my life, I’m tuned
to the harmonies that ensued

new year, who’s me.. huh?
nothing’s different, knowing me… no-
you’d pull the trigger in front of me, god
within these trenches where we meet “love”

~

you would KILL ME in a sec lose track of your senses
deep end- WITHIN MY ROOTS
you would LEAVE ME IN A SEC UNDER PRETENSES
you’re so NERVOUS UNDER THIS PRESSURE

feeling awful to my stomach (oh)
you make me sad and you love it (oh you love)
i suppose i feel off it (so off)
but it’s the same since of august

mm oh i don’t want you now
we don’t even click and that’s something profound 
Ill keep my mouth shut, no attempt to make a sound-
but i can’t keep still when you’re killing me around

~

you know when you talk to me
we can’t be tight or we fall by piece
and ember’s all through my chest
it’s the weight of me that kills the rest-

god..

velvet

produced by xona

@caspywaspy

-lyrics-

I hate when you crash, I’m sorry you have felt like that
you idolize everything I am 
but you don’t care where I’ve been -at-
I hate who I am
you don’t seem to understand 
do you see me just like that?
but do you know that I just can’t..?

fighting against myself until the party ends
it’s not good for my health but it makes me understand 
tell me am I dying? cause I don’t feel alive 
baby I’ve been gone and I’ve been working 9-5
crying in my bedroom I don’t wanna lose my life but I keep wasting it away and it’s going by so fast

I hate when you crash, I’m sorry you have felt like that
you idolize everything I am 
but you don’t care where I’ve been -at-
I hate who I am
you don’t seem to understand 
do you see me just like that?
but do you know that I just can’t..?

take any more of this 
a new season and a new best friend 
I feel so bad, I don’t want to lose this
cause I’m in love with who she is
I’ll push everything that grew
on my chest and let you through 
and no i don’t feel deja vu
when I know I love you

forever w/ casperrr

winter

via @universalchill
prod jolst x viera
music video: https://youtu.be/J9w6bF2pk90

go home,
go home 
out the cold
i feel so cold 
so cold
i just wanna keep you warm
but you lay in the dirt
in the dirt

n jus go home 
go home 
out the heat 
i am so hot 
so hot
i need your helping hand but u just let me burn
let me burn 

and this happens like every fucking autumn 
baby let the leaves fall down on my coffin 
i’ll make u a coffee when i leave in the morning 
the morning 

im fuckin geeked up when u be callin
i’m sorry that i slur i know u just don’t want it
i can’t help myself bein sober 2 boring 2 boring 

ima sleep in a little bit don’t hit my phone up
it’s not like i’m hurting anybody out here

i cancel all my plans and just cut the cord cus i need two 20’s for my head to feel clear

talkin bout 20’s i jus pop and pop them 
i know it’s not cool but im already here

i need a pretty girl to just cock her shotgun
and evaporate my heart 
i don’t wanna be here 

n i can’t make the music if the energy ain’t right 

n i can’t focus up unless there TR in my sprite 

i pour the pinewood till my chest don’t feel so tight 

2 fucked up u can’t kill me twice

think my heart just caved in 
i’m thinking bout all the time that i jus wasted
texting u but i don’t get a reply
like no way

i’m just a waste of space and
even with this music i don’t think i’ll make it
i’m spilling all my guts on this stupid
fucking iphone notes page 
x2

tarnished (jolst x viera)

music video:
https://youtu.be/DyWl0tQbD9Q

don’t go
please don't go I need you
you’re a fever dream and I'm sick of you
i can't find a reason you'd wanna be here with me
i adore you
you keep breathing yeah I'm in ecstasy
i won't stop
i’m driving all night just to have this for a second and

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
you the only one I can't see myself getting over

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over

i really wanna be fine
i’m sorry I can't be that all of the time
you understand I'd do anything to make you smile
i don’t even wanna save you from yourself
i just wanna make you someone you like
i was lost and taking it slow I thought i’d do this right
got on i-95 and drove all night
when you're all alone I can't stand it
call me back when you hear this

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
you the only one I can't see myself getting over

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over

fever dream (p. tennis player)

Well the world don't seem so small
When you're so far away from me
Tried to call you late last night 
But I hung up before the second ring 
Tried to follow my heart
But I would rather just fucking scream
Nothing makes no fucking sense
I need to wake up from this dream 

But I can't 
No I won't yeah I'm the problem
Shaky hands on cigarettes or on the bottle baby
I don't wanna see you anymore I hope I die tomorrow yeah yeah yeah
'Cause if I don't it's just another one to live without you
I'd wait every day and all the nights to save this
You cut me deep enough I don't think I'll fucking make it baby
After all this time away
I thought I'd finally be okay
But every marker on the highway just makes me feel the fucking same 
I'd wait every day and all the nights to save this
You cut me deep enough I don't think I'll fucking make it baby
After all this time away
I thought I'd finally be okay
But every marker on the highway just makes me feel the fucking same
But I can't 
No I won't yeah I'm the problem
Shaky hands on cigarettes or on the bottle baby
I don't wanna see you anymore I hope I die tomorrow yeah yeah
'Cause if I don't it's just another one to fucking live without you 
Without you

the problem [bonus track] (p. shiki xo)

prod by me :)

lyrics:

smokin brick in my free time, 
if he wanna test me we gon show him how the lights shine
i think you should ask him if it's brighter on the other side
don't be talkin shit if you can't back it boy it'll save your life

don't be takin shit from people I don't even understand
that's why you'll stay in my dm's actin like some fucking fan
you should really grow a pair and say it with your chest man
actin so pussy but you never even seen that

I know if I keep on talking shit things will get bad
but you hurt me and I won't forget that
If I go to hell you're gonna have to come with me


[[retaliation & hesitance]]

clone

Prod by me :l


"Fuck-Society."

I see blood red, keep a [?]
kissing on my bruises, she might cause an omen
I see blood red, keep a [?] 
kissing on my bruises, she might cause an omen


I got attached now I know I should have closed you, 
your virus spread quicker than some ordinary flu, 
infecting all my cells, somethings with you
I could have sworn that I would only trust you
I came to find the things you say aren't right
I see your face and it gives me fight or flight
My circle is small because I like it being tight
I never talk so don't expect an invite 


I see blood red, keep a [?]
kissing on my bruises, she might cause an omen
I see blood red, keep a [?]
kissing on my bruises, she might cause an omen


[bitter-sweet short term re-acquaintance]

epicure

teach me what i did wrong
and this silence, fucking broke it fore it had a start
you can take the things you said and shove them up your arse
found a picture of your face and now its battle-scarred

id do anything for you to just pick up the line
so i can call you a bitch at least another time
you should tell your man to get a fucking life
stop being such a pussy and following mine

turn to my own enemy 
dont care no more dont ask for me
i just wanted sympathy
is that to much to ask for me

havent talked to you in like 5 days
you stare too much at my face
acting like you werent fake
i could do this all day
her teeth grip the back of my necklace
no one cares for the shit that you rented
2k for a feat ur demented 
pussy still stalking my mentions 

uh

liar
should've punched you right on your chin
should've broke your jaw
should've put you where you belonged
i put trust to set aside
but it wasn't useful
now i know it's better
we can't be friends ever

we're all alone in my backseat
i shoulda called in a taxi
her clothes off, got a head start
nails stuck in my chrome hearts
said she love my ambition
my mental state diminished
toxic time, a waste of breath
i feel the blood drip off my chest

battle scarred w/ heylog & pvrk

prod by skylin ✧ and @grasior

lyrics:

"I'm only hard on you because I know you can take it"
"because I want you to win"

(grasior ✾) - [prod grasior ✾]

tell me everything i thought was a lie
gave control to everything in my life

what did i do, to deserve you
DiD took me out of who i knew

but
you got me lost in denial
cry in the night what a liar

thought lost in love i held
but it was him not me so i fled

but i dont like what you hold me too
drives me crazy just the thought of you

tell everything is all my fault
when you lost the shit

(skylin & grasior) [prod skylin ✧]

you said you wanted me but I guess those were lies to me 
you turned your back and say I'm throwin all these blasphemies
I cut you off because I found out you're bad for me 
too many snakes in the grass think oughta cut the weeds

(skylin)

got DiD I guess there really are two parts to me
I black out then I don't know what the fuck is happening
got a protector, I don't know if he looks out for me
with time, I learned I was another personality 
in light of these events I guess it's kinda bitter sweet
to learn within of me that there are three whole parts to me 
I put the pieces together after you dumped me on the streets
I lay there lonely with no shoes up on my fucking feet


[prod skylin 0:00 - 1:00]
[prod graysior 1:00 - 1:14]
[prod skylin 1:14 - 2:35]

[[betrayal & mental health]]

snake

snake w/grasior

Released by:
stommy international
Release date:
1 May 2025
P-line:
℗ Under exclusive license to Stommy International, ℗ 2025 stommy Inc.
C-line:
© 2025 stommy international
Explicit

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