[notes:// YOOO WHY THE FUCK IS THERE AN 11 SECOND TAIL AT THE END WHAT THE FUCKCKKKCKK.]

@ogpichu

lyrics:

i never thought,
itll be so hard 2 be alone...
im scarred 
i jus wanna be someone
nd hold my own
i tried 2 reason w u but u jus give me shit
(thru all the tears)
tell me u remember my love, my lips on ur lips
(thru all the fears)

a living nightmare
(trying not 2 fall asleep zzz)
y arent u right here?
(where were u for me)
maybe u dont care
(dont try and disagree)
wish u were right there
(clearing this debris)

i never thought itll be like this
throwing up broken my ribs...
we said we'll never be like this
then tell me what the fuck is this

tell me what the fuck i did :/

tell me, please tell me
cuz im lost again i cant explain
getting used 2 feeling pain
i see faces in the rain
ill talk 2 them 
ill share my pain
open old wounds scars on my veins
feeling weighed down 
ball and a chain
no matter how hard i try the pain remains,
the pain remains...

i never thought,
itll be so hard 2 be alone...
im scarred 
i jus wanna be someone
nd hold my own
i tried 2 reason w u but u jus give me shit
(thru all the tears)
tell me u remember my love, my lips on ur lips
(thru all the fears)

i tried 2 reason w u but u just gave me shit
tell me u remember my love, ur lips on my lips...

remember u (pichu)

prod by. @prodiann @prod_pk @ripwarheart
(Out on Spotify) https://open.spotify.com/album/7taVEteyJfG50UgbJ4OcCH?si=kOslvfdsSz2Kd67Og22CVg
emo plug redize phase >:((

dky were always fighting
i'm fucking tired of it
just try to act like I stopped cryin
but they never seem to buy it

ur bringing me down 
like I won't do it again
then I wonder was this all a game?
I won't take back what I said
just because ur stuck in check with me
but I would do it all again
I have no regrets except her
I feel like this is the end
this was my worst attempt 
I'm damn sure

can you stop picking sides 
this is not a chessboard
walking by
yeah this tension can't be ignored
i'm tryna better myself I can't keep this up
I put it up on the shelf and let it gather dust
I try to put it aside and not think of us
and all that comes to mind is u betraying my trust

checkmate [kirian + pk + ripwarheart]

Prod. @fum1ko + @prod_permafrost

Lyrics:
--------------
Can you tell me everything
Was it worth it
I might get a diamond ring
Cuz she deserves it
Getting lost in the evergreen
Back when you were 19
I just wish we could go back
To all the times when we said fuck that
Leave all our problems at the door mat

Hang in there it’s not too late
Not too late to run back now
I think we’re in too deep now
Pack your bags we’re leaving town

Forced to bite your tongue
Now smoke fils your lungs
Asking if I really want this I don’t know though
I think we should take a photo
And I got all the drugs you wanna try
It’ll make the bad days fly by
You should look up to the sky
Maybe close your eyes do you remember all the times when we were

Too Late (+Fumiko)

14/06/23
he askin me for bands \( ᐖ)/
shoutout @swagtastic666 for tha cuwl glo beat yaya

lyrics:

(yea, so i do it all again
talkin down bitch you ain’t my friend
dat boy say he got dem bands bitch no he don’t
he askin me for bands im like bitch no i won’t)

(oh, oh my god!)
(she’s got that swag)
(so silly, I’m so silly!)
(this is an april showers exclusive)
(let’s goooo!)

i’ve been servin up the squad with the good shit
he try and walk up on the gang, wish he could shit
i got me that bag with the gang, yea im with the crew
he tryna front, with the set, yea they shoot at chu 

i’ve been servin up the squad with the good shit
he try and walk up on the gang, wish he could shit
i got me that bag with the gang, yea im with the crew
he tryna front, with the set, yea they shoot at chu 

yea, that boy he a lame he ain’t part of our clique
yea he acting like he tough, yea that boy he ain’t slick
yea, i be eatin good he eatin bad, yea he sad
yea they be on my name yea all these hoes mad

wtf, dat boy on, yea he call himself a don
but we posted at the bank, we got a bag, then we gone
we got the pay, he gotta pay, we’ve be counting up dem racks
we got the pay, he gotta pay, yea we count it up in stacks

yea, so i do it all again
talkin down bitch you ain’t my friend
dat boy say he got dem bands bitch no he don’t
he askin me for bands im like bitch no i won’t 

yea, so i do it all again
talkin down bitch you ain’t my friend
dat boy say he got dem bands bitch no he don’t
he askin me for bands im like bitch no i won’t 

(yea, so i do it all again
talkin down bitch you ain’t my friend
dat boy say he got dem bands bitch no he don’t
he askin me for bands im like bitch no i won’t)

i’ve been servin up the squad with the good shit
he try and walk up on the gang, wish he could shit
i got me that bag with the gang, yea im with the crew
he tryna front, with the set, yea they shoot at chu 

i’ve been servin up the squad with the good shit
he try and walk up on the gang, wish he could shit
i got me that bag with the gang, yea im with the crew
he tryna front, with the set, yea they shoot at chu

(oh, oh my god!)
(she’s got that swag)
(yea, that boy he a lame he ain’t part of our clique
yea he acting like he tough, yea that boy he ain’t slick
yea, i be eatin good he eatin bad, yea he sad
yea they be on my name yea all these hoes mad)

with the crew

with the crew (swag)

i love u all
prod @prodarisu
TYSM FOR LISTENING
//
lyrics:
ive been feeling like im falling
i know that ur watching
dont know what to do right now
got me stalling
running out of time right now
its been knocking
i could lose my mind right now
yeah its dropping
you can hear me coughing now
hear it knocking now
finding pieces of myself when i look around
lost it all by now
in my eyes right now
you can see me lose it in my life right now

(you can see me lose it in my life right now)

everything falls apart straight through my hands
i cant go far watch my mind disband
just another thing that i cant withstand
cut me, cut me in two
dont know, what else to do
i dont know, what else to lose
i dont know, cant ever choose

guess i cant change it either way
all the pieces never could stay
falling into an ashtray
i cant see myself now
drowning in this haze
cant make it through this maze
i cant just change my ways

falling
i know that ur watching
dont know what to do right now
got me stalling
running out of time right now
its been knocking
i could lose my mind right now
yeah its dropping
you can hear me coughing now
hear it knocking now
finding pieces of myself when i look around
lost it all by now
in my eyes right now
you can see me lose it in my life by now

falling to pieces

falling to pieces (arisu)

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

Spotify

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

@scrufff
@brknglss
https://www.instagram.com/p/CwVx5c0IlYu/?img_index=1

robot w/ scruff (brknglss)

@owtiss
@domerrz
@neohnq

instagram.com/owtiss1
instagram.com/01domerz
instagram.com/neohnq

2/4 yea yea ;)

[@owtiss]
i just rly cant be honest
ill keep my mouth shut
when the time comes think ill find out what the cost is
will it be worth it
i cant take the burden
when i fell in love i thought this is what ive wanted
i cant be honest..
ill keep my mouth shut
when the time comes think ill find out what the cost is
will it be worth it
i cant take the burden
when i fell in love i thought this is what ive wanted

i cant be honest..
im feeling nautious
will i ever stop i cant tell how far the fall is
so is it curtains
did i deserve this
im sorry i was never good at being perfect ;/

[@domerrz]
you do this again again again
it seems i never win, i never win
and the thoughts they fade inside my head
dont want to think of the past ill just regress(regress)
and i had enough of this for a lifetime
girl id only care if ur mine
and i spend my whole life trying to hide
if u ask me ill tell you im fine

honest w/ dom (neohn)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@mental
art by @tsubakinoniwa on twiter

every single second 
every single moment 
u kno that i’ll always be there for u 
and if ur ever crying and u need somebody u kno that i’ll always make time for u 
and i had my heart on lock 
but u grab the key and u twist it 
the feeling of being in love think i miss it
replay it over again 
bc ur stuck in my head 
since the day that we first met 

on and on inside my mind 
a concept i can’t find it 
a feeling i js fight with 
to no end 

its okay to cry 
look me in eyes 
tell me what u find
cuz i can’t see the light 
i js need answer 
i js need a why 
yeahh 
js give me some time 

im falling wait floating 
tell me how u feel in the moment 
i dont wna fall can’t look down
head held high im up in the clouds 

when u left me that one time 
know it was the worst time 
cried all night last night 
wait until the sunrise 
x2

spotify

every single second (mental)

Out on spotify: https://spotify.link/d2trWpbOJDb
prod by. @decago + @makemeapromise
w/ @O2solus

/redize
your the only thing I wanted
your the only one I ever had
now I'm forced to wake up
in a world where your still not there

I won't runaway this time 
if u say its all right I'm sure things will b fine
imma try to not look behind
two beings that are intertwined
these days I just mess up everything
guess it's my fault that I won't be anything
ahhh why can't you? make it stop

please babe don't look back
I couldn't see this any other way 
was it that bad? I'm afraid I'll never know
I hate when I miss you to me ur the best
I'm grabbing these tissues to hide I'm a mess
oh yeah don't look back
I don't think I'm feeling right

/o2solus
I thought, we could
work out, but i was wrong
yeah all along, its just another
mistake i made
now i
wake up, can't feel
stay up, yeah I can't hear you
I won't make it in time, it was all in my mind
I can't feel its all my fault

/redize
please babe don't look back
I couldn't see this any other way 
was it that bad? I'm afraid I'll never know
it's getting worse I'm so tired of it all
watch me fall 
I don't think I'm feeling right

don't look back w/o2solus [decago + surgeon] (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

1st clips ive done ^_^ ty to @hartfxlt2k @decago 

0:00 - 0:50 w/ @hartfxlt2k
0:50 - 1:37 w/ @hartfxlt2k
1:37 - 2:46 solo
2:46 - 3:53  solo
3:53 - 4:44  w/ @decago
4:44 - 5:55 solo
5:55 - 7:03 w/ @prodbygeam
7:03 - 8:29 w/ @hartfxlt2k (old)

sept 23 clips

discord: xternalzog
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alt: @staywithmenow <--beats/instrumentals and stuff
@souls0ciety
@seraphimcollective
@kess0kuband

falling to pieces (arisu)

xternalz

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