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@akasukii

君 が 恋しい よ
ここ に いて ほしい
なぜ さった の か
永遠を約束したのに
なぜ 私 の 信頼 を かわした の か
遠くへ行く

君 が 恋しい よ
ここ に いて ほしい
なぜ さった の か
かわした の か

@haunted_sad
je suis je suis désolé 
Je t'aime tellement 
le chermin the way to my heart 
looking 2 my life ya to restart
tour les jours everyday without u
i cant help but wanna be around u
je regarde i look into ur eyes
they made they made me feel alright
baby i love everything abt u
every night i jus wanna be around u
je pleure dans ma chambre 
je ne peux pas i cant save myself
Je te veux Je te veux dans ma vie
i been sinking i want u to help me
la mort la mort m'emportera
I REALLY THINK THAT DEATH WILL TAKE MEE

je suis desole *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧w/akasuki (shikai)

@akasukii x @glogirls x @remiliaxd x @clay0127
@yuikase

blessing

@me
ya you sweet 
ya u sweet like mochii yaaaa
and i miss when i feel ur love
like mochii its mochi yaaa
ya ya sweet like yaaa y aya a and it hurts and
it hurts ya ya

@tores 
baby just grab my hand and let's just walk away
so far away, we can't even see the land at all
so alone, baby i need you here right now omg
was it all dream?, we weren't meant to be 
i cannot still believe that you left me alone
i had enough so i tried my best to forget 
but i can't let you go

@mental
I've been stuck ina daydream since we met
idk what to say gotta empty head
bad thoughts inside got me stuck in bed
dont know why its happening again
i pretend that we never met
ima mess everyday upset..
i feel sick 
dont know what u said
out of breathe 
i jus try my best.

spotify

sweet like mochi w/ tores + mental  (xtasane)

a mental image
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@m2monroe @clay0127

lyrics:

yeah i got it
you dont really want to be honest
take our trust every time you thought it
is this the end for us?

tell me now is this alright
standing right here by your side
i dont know why i still try
should have known i cant heal my wounds from you

waiting, im hating that you're not changing
im breaking whats left thats blaming and shaming my frame of mind
my frame of mind

im tired of trading everything
just to stay here decaying
its the same thing
ill leave it all behind
leave it all behind

leave it all behind
keep you on my mind
i feel the love
that i lost out on
im cold as ice

baby im so sick of waiting
for our time
when that loves just right
when that loves just right
honey i dont wanna waste
it on goodbyes
i wanna call you mine
i wanna call you mine
write out all the pain
that i cant hide
two stars in the sky
our fates intertwined
dont wanna make you a promise
cause id never wanna lie
i think i need a new perspective
or new frame of mind

uh no i dont wanna go
and leave you all alone
you said write me a song
i cant believe you didnt know
that everything ive written's
just a letter never spoke
had a hard time just admitting
now im shouting from the soul
take my hand and keep me close
i wish that we met sooner
because i think you make me whole
wrong place right time
right person false hope
i wonder why the gods
treat me like im just a joke

painting the pain with tears thats raining
unchanging fate that breaks this heart of mine
breaks this heart of mine
breaks this heart of mine
(now im still)

still im searching
and my head is burning
i just wonder if its the same for you
is it the same for you?

cause im tired of trading everything
just to stay here decaying
its the same thing
ill leave it all behind

waiting, im hating that you're not changing
im breaking whats left thats blaming and shaming my frame of mind
my frame of mind

frame of mind

frame of mind w/ clay (me + monroe)

a mental image
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@yuikase

lyrics:

i know this time
ill think it through
when my head lies
ill think of you
thats what i'll do

sometimes i cant control it
lying down, losing focus
i cant exist without you here

when i lose control
all i do is stay cold
a heart of stone 
attempts to break the mold

im so
alone
in my own
empty throne
so i go
to the only place i know
to my empty throne

blown away what i know
push it all away
bringing this to a close
i dont care what you say
theres no other way to handle this
just leave me alone, dont bother it

cant get my mind off now
spiral until i can figure out how
i could do without 
without this crown

when i lose control
all i do is stay cold
a heart of stone 
attempts to break the mold

im so
alone
in my own
empty throne
so i go
to the only place i know
to my empty throne

empty throne

empty throne (me + asagao)

@hartfxlt @decago
its way 2 convienent
ik its 2 perfect..
I wonder what secrets 
subside from the surface  
disturbing ur being 
it shows that ur hurting
my hearts barely beatinn 
u say im deserving of love

but idk how to reciprocate
but idk how to deal w/ the weight 
but idk how to face all my flaws
but idk how to break the facade....
(so show me how, so show me how x4)

somewhere long the line hope u find it//
'happiness' how ever u define it 
ur perfect but I fuck up the timing
chase ur dreams I wanna c u shininnn 
come w/ me ill cover u in diamonds
ur company 2 me is so priceless
ur agony I just want 2 suffice itt 
ur love I need I swear theres nothin like ittt

hartfxlt - reciprocate (decago)

a mental image
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@rewind214

lyrics:

I can see us failing
I can’t do this
Now we’re falling
Color is fading
This masquerade that we’re in
It won’t last us till the end

I’m tired
Of blaming
Myself for
You not staying
And I don’t know
As I’m chasing my wish
Are you something that I can even get

this masquerade

this masquerade (me + rewind)

soundcloud.com/remiliaxd x soundcloud.com/clay0127 x soundcloud.com/xternalz
soundcloud.com/wintress13

soul

i miss making music...
@prod_promise <3

lyrics:

after everything you've told
i dont know what it means to me now
let me look past
that shield that
you put up
let me just ask
whats the hold up
you dont need to hide from it all

cause its getting old now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

let me ask why
i thought there was meaning in all of this time
fading visage barely forms
of your face in the storm
ill find my way through the rain
but you dont want to talk
and i cant ever walk away
i just want it all okay?
would you hear what i have to say?
you're all i know
ill lose myself if you go
if you go

after everything you've told
i dont know what it means to me now
let me look past
that shield that
you put up
let me just ask
whats the hold up
you dont need to hide from it all

cause its getting old now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

give me a reason

give me a reason (promise)

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love 

from strangers to lovers to strangers again
no I couldnt hate her she let me in 
hope u see this song and u listen 
where did it all go wrong, whats different? 
fall asleep at day break 
dream all day, then at night im awake 
u “fall for me” but still push me away 
I shouldve never expect you to stay 

stayyyy, stayyy (i shouldve never, no no no)  

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love

as if nothings changed at all (rewind + hartfxlt)

@1akura @kyoakyo
<3

lyrics:

i saw your face there
in a place it didnt belong
have you seen what you've done?
is this all enough?

dont you care about yourself?
you know you're tearing up your health
all for the attention?
oh, whats your intention now?

i dont got anything to lose now
left that in the past with you
got no more chance to tear me down
i dont care how much you're breaking down

think it through
you can't touch my heart
i left it hidden in the dark
you know its over for you
its over for you

feeling is over
i know ur so hurt
but i wont get closer
no, i wont get closer

so tell me one thing
cant you tell ur running from what you owe to yourself
you never wanted help
you never wanted help

i saw your face there
in a place it didnt belong
have you seen what you've done?
is this all enough?

dont you care about yourself?
you know you're tearing up your health
all for the attention?
oh, whats your intention now?

i dont got anything to lose now
left that in the past with you
got no more chance to tear me down
i dont care how much you're breaking down

think it through
you can't touch my heart
i left it hidden in the dark
you know its over for you
its over for you

over

over (akura + kyoa)

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frame of mind w/ clay (me + monroe)

xternalz

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