mastered by @nokerbforever <3

im too broken
im too faded
deaths a notion
drugs im taking
i cant be fixed im a disgrace to the earth
burn my body burn my carcass 
wanna rot in the dirt [2x]

its all my fault
im always to blame
all this trauma in my life
i will never be the same
but u changed me i dont deserve u

i dont wanna talk
i-i-i dont wanna talk
got a knife in my hand
im making drawings on my arm
oh lord dont save ne
i know for a fact that they hate me
i know for a fact that theyd break me
i just needa go away

im too broken
im too faded
deaths a notion
drugs im taking
i cant be fixed im a disgrace to the earth
burn my body burn my carcass 
wanna rot in the dirt [2x]

broken

broken (what?boy + favour)

i, i cant make it right
and I'm sorry i made you cry
and I'm sorry but it's goodbye
I could never look you in the eye

run and hide
I cant decide
I don't wanna try
I cant make it right
god, get out my mind
I keep running blind
we're so intertwined
god, just leave me ur unkind

I cant run and hide
I cant decide
I don't wanna try
I cant make it right
god, get out my mind
I keep running blind
we're so intertwined
god, just leave me ur unkind

intertwined (luvnote)

Cover of "plsloveme" by @lilkiteshawty
Prod. @lilac + @maknae

!!---Thank you for making this song kite if u ever do see this cover plsloveme has been one of my favorite songs for at least two years now and it made my sophomore year of high school (when I first found it) so much better---!!

learn to love yourself more than you do now
you were there
im so blind
i change my ways im fine
am i the one i tried
every single memory will just die
wanna change it all the time
i don’t wanna cry
i wanna lie you don’t understand
you don’t love me

i try so so hard i
wanna throw everything
you stuck in my mind mixed with all these migraines
vivienne around my neck
im so scared im stuck inside this mess
im so pretty i still dress like that
number nine jeans Prada store felt that
i would do anything for my friends
hope this feeling will never ever ever end
no fear always pretend
one day i feel like a reject
cameras flashing at me
i hope this change will never interact me
these pills hope they never at me
learn to love yourself

YOU SHOULD GO LISTEN TO THE OG SONG TOO
https://soundcloud.com/lilkiteshawty/plsloveme444-prod-lilac-maknae?si=738f44c0630d4007bd079f1da9510438&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

plsloveme (cover) [lilac + maknae]

@recyclexbin @star607
@torixislost
(xternalz)
can u save me
can u set me free
take it back do the same thing
i cant stop making the same mistake
its changing me
I don't know a thing
and I got nothing to bring
its all a cycle 

cycle cycle yeah its all a cycle x4
(take me back) x4

please don't leave me now
I need u here right now
cant u hear me calling out
can u come near me now
please just come and heal me now
this feeling I'm in hell
I cant get up I fell
please don't leave me here

please don't leave me x3
I cant get up x4
I cant see

can u save me
can u set me free
take it back do the same thing
i cant stop making the same mistake
its changing me
I don't know a thing
and I got nothing to bring
its all a cycle

(torix)
stuck in a cycle
been here for a while 
think im boutta spiral
stuck in denial
now im just wishin for a life
where i dont have to try
feeling like i always gotta cry
use me up then leave me out to die

cycle w/ inari (star607 + recyclebin)

thx for listening :D
prod. @shatter3d and @jichuuu 

//

Memories tucked in a locket
I just wish I could stop these
All these false promises
Can you give me a second
I cant deal with this stress and
I just really need a rest man
I’m feeling less
It’s effecting me

Got this pressure in my head
I’m walking around like I’m half dead
I’m leading myself closer to my death
And I’m pleading with myself but I can’t get through my head
It’s no one’s fault but mine
This chill runs down my spine
I’m walking such a fine line
I just want to leave it all behind
Leave it all behind :/

false promises

false promises (shatter3d + jichu)

different than my usual stuff but yeah I had a lot of fun making this :D
@offsen1 @singleway
thx for listening <3
//
you can lie to my face
asking why I need space
don't deny what you state
in your eyes I see hate
cant you see I'm so done
leave me be
want to run
let me speak
just for once
let me go

(I don't care what happens anymore)
I'm so sick
what is all this for
I don't know
but I got to let it go
I cant do this anymore
can you show me
what was the point of it all
I try so hard just to fall
problems stack up to a wall
good times I just cant recall
problems stacking way too tall
slowing down to a crawl
I just want to leave it all

you can lie to my face
asking why I need space
don't deny what you state
in your eyes I see hate
cant you see I'm so done
leave me be
want to run
let me speak
just for once
let me go
x2

don't come running back to me
I'll just cut you off again that's a guarantee
all the time I lost ago was all a fantasy
look my way again and tell me what you see
I think I found myself
I found my health
its the first time I felt since then
yeah and now i can see the end
now my mind can mend

you can lie to my face
asking why I need space
don't deny what you state
in your eyes I see hate
cant you see I'm so done
leave me be
want to run
let me speak
just for once
let me go
x2

lie to my face

lie to my face (offsen1 + singleway!)

burrrp w/ j4nuxry (phreyla)

tysm for listening :D
@makemeapromise @pw4prez

\\ lyrics //
I just woke up I don’t want to do this not again
I think I’ll choke up don’t know when this will end
Just leave me alone
Cause I know how this ends
I just want to go
I know that you’re not my friend

I don’t like it when you’re near me
You were never kind
This is all getting clear to me
Every time I’m near you make me weary
Yeah you never treated me sincerely

I don’t want to lose myself
My mind is numb and I can’t feel a thing
Don’t ask me to come
You know I’m not dumb
I won’t succumb
I won’t let you see me

I just want to throw it all away
Throw it all away
I won’t fall today
When you look my way
When you look my way

You never look at me kindly
I don’t want to see you beside me
And if you see me don’t mind me
I know that you never really liked me

pls don't come near me

pls don't come near me (surgeon + sochi)

it has been way 2 long i missed u guys; i hope u like

SPOTIFY LINK: https://open.spotify.com/track/56pWgk0iJjGwzpkUMzyZ0L?si=c2ee4bdd17ef4395

prod @saiwai

lyrics:
wocky got me purple when im p'in
that boy love 2 talk, but that chop finna delete em
she call me ghostface, the way i got her screamin
smack talk, shit talk, you know im the meanest

turn that boy to some apparel
that boy gonna touch some kitty once and he go feral
betta pipe down ya name darrell
and he wont talk the same, once that boy acquainted w my barrel
------------
and im stuck in wonderland like alice
but ill still put you on the news, im connected
aint no losers up inside this palace
and you outside boy, thats super fuckin tragic

and we on top of the world, we jumpin mountains
doin what i can, always gon respect ur boundries
and all my love for you, it means a ton when you account it
cuz i love you, and im always gonna shout it

i been walkin down my road, and you been walkin down your own
and i know that you miss me so, but please do not hit up my phone
cuz i got everything all by myself, ion need nobody else
cuz i got everything all by myself, ion need nobody help
------------
wocky got me purple when im p'in
that boy love 2 talk, but that chop finna delete em
she call me ghostface, the way i got her screamin
smack talk, shit talk, you know im the meanest

turn that boy to some apparel
that boy gonna touch some kitty once and he go feral
betta pipe down ya name darrell
and he wont talk the same, once that boy acquainted w my barrel (2x)

you know i'm the meanest (sai)

"this love isn't the same" produced by @prod-kiv

Performed/Written by @counterxo

this love isn't what it was

this love isn't the same (kiv)

@prodjayysoul
@gr4il
@prodmelik

[hook]
bitch i got my swag up
old bitch she got sadder
i get what i want
so my new bitch she got badder
yeah i got my bag up
foreign brand on the tag ah-ah
if you want my time
i need a band ah-ah

yeah i spent it
but i'll make it back
high for like a month
and my mind is slowly going blank
i did too much
i'm losing my touch
with reality
i do what i want while 
you wither for your salary

[verse]
oh
i cannot stand you
asking if i'd take you back
but girl i do not plan to
nothing i do works so
i'm moving on to plan two
say you got hope
but i just can't get attached to you

i don't need a lease
i'm gon' buy it so i own it
i used to be broke
i won't apologize for boasting
need a bigger wallet for
my cash i can't close it
used to wear adidas now
i step in raf and owens

SPOTIFY

plan two (jayysoul + grail + melik)

discord: xternalzog
19
alt: @staywithmenow <--beats/instrumentals and stuff
@souls0ciety
@seraphimcollective
@kess0kuband

intertwined (luvnote)

xternalz

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singleway!

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