i, i cant make it right
and I'm sorry i made you cry
and I'm sorry but it's goodbye
I could never look you in the eye

run and hide
I cant decide
I don't wanna try
I cant make it right
god, get out my mind
I keep running blind
we're so intertwined
god, just leave me ur unkind

I cant run and hide
I cant decide
I don't wanna try
I cant make it right
god, get out my mind
I keep running blind
we're so intertwined
god, just leave me ur unkind

intertwined (luvnote)

Cover of "plsloveme" by @lilkiteshawty
Prod. @lilac + @maknae

!!---Thank you for making this song kite if u ever do see this cover plsloveme has been one of my favorite songs for at least two years now and it made my sophomore year of high school (when I first found it) so much better---!!

learn to love yourself more than you do now
you were there
im so blind
i change my ways im fine
am i the one i tried
every single memory will just die
wanna change it all the time
i don’t wanna cry
i wanna lie you don’t understand
you don’t love me

i try so so hard i
wanna throw everything
you stuck in my mind mixed with all these migraines
vivienne around my neck
im so scared im stuck inside this mess
im so pretty i still dress like that
number nine jeans Prada store felt that
i would do anything for my friends
hope this feeling will never ever ever end
no fear always pretend
one day i feel like a reject
cameras flashing at me
i hope this change will never interact me
these pills hope they never at me
learn to love yourself

YOU SHOULD GO LISTEN TO THE OG SONG TOO
https://soundcloud.com/lilkiteshawty/plsloveme444-prod-lilac-maknae?si=738f44c0630d4007bd079f1da9510438&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

plsloveme (cover) [lilac + maknae]

@recyclexbin @star607
@torixislost
(xternalz)
can u save me
can u set me free
take it back do the same thing
i cant stop making the same mistake
its changing me
I don't know a thing
and I got nothing to bring
its all a cycle 

cycle cycle yeah its all a cycle x4
(take me back) x4

please don't leave me now
I need u here right now
cant u hear me calling out
can u come near me now
please just come and heal me now
this feeling I'm in hell
I cant get up I fell
please don't leave me here

please don't leave me x3
I cant get up x4
I cant see

can u save me
can u set me free
take it back do the same thing
i cant stop making the same mistake
its changing me
I don't know a thing
and I got nothing to bring
its all a cycle

(torix)
stuck in a cycle
been here for a while 
think im boutta spiral
stuck in denial
now im just wishin for a life
where i dont have to try
feeling like i always gotta cry
use me up then leave me out to die

cycle w/ inari (star607 + recyclebin)

Options (O2Solus)

thx for listening :D
prod. @shatter3d and @jichuuu 

//

Memories tucked in a locket
I just wish I could stop these
All these false promises
Can you give me a second
I cant deal with this stress and
I just really need a rest man
I’m feeling less
It’s effecting me

Got this pressure in my head
I’m walking around like I’m half dead
I’m leading myself closer to my death
And I’m pleading with myself but I can’t get through my head
It’s no one’s fault but mine
This chill runs down my spine
I’m walking such a fine line
I just want to leave it all behind
Leave it all behind :/

false promises

false promises (shatter3d + jichu)

different than my usual stuff but yeah I had a lot of fun making this :D
@offsen1 @singleway
thx for listening <3
//
you can lie to my face
asking why I need space
don't deny what you state
in your eyes I see hate
cant you see I'm so done
leave me be
want to run
let me speak
just for once
let me go

(I don't care what happens anymore)
I'm so sick
what is all this for
I don't know
but I got to let it go
I cant do this anymore
can you show me
what was the point of it all
I try so hard just to fall
problems stack up to a wall
good times I just cant recall
problems stacking way too tall
slowing down to a crawl
I just want to leave it all

you can lie to my face
asking why I need space
don't deny what you state
in your eyes I see hate
cant you see I'm so done
leave me be
want to run
let me speak
just for once
let me go
x2

don't come running back to me
I'll just cut you off again that's a guarantee
all the time I lost ago was all a fantasy
look my way again and tell me what you see
I think I found myself
I found my health
its the first time I felt since then
yeah and now i can see the end
now my mind can mend

you can lie to my face
asking why I need space
don't deny what you state
in your eyes I see hate
cant you see I'm so done
leave me be
want to run
let me speak
just for once
let me go
x2

lie to my face

lie to my face (offsen1 + singleway!)

@prodkirian @makemeapromise i love this beat so much <3
- this a new era for me I cant wait to show what I got in store :D
// TYSM FOR LISTENING \\

when we talk i just want to leave
what you say I can't believe
and I cant live on like this
its not how all this should be
I'm done now you wont sway me
I'm finished I'm not waiting
all you do is just degrade me
now there's nothing remaining

if you want to try me you'll see
I guess ill show the real me
Im gonna let it all free
i guess we couldn't agree
ill leave this all behind
i see it chasing after me
i just hope it doesnt find
i hope it doesn't find me

I hope it doesn't find me
I'm so done with all this fighting
ill leave it behind me
I think I'm done trying

thinking too hard and I might just lose it
feelings so scarred and I cant improve it
I cant put down my guard cause I know you'll abuse it
lost all regard for you, ill lose it

I've been walking so blind
and I don't know why
I cant look in your eyes
and I think we might die
you can cut me in two
now I'm looking see-through
I wish I never knew
what I'd be put through

sitting here I cant no
longer here I don't owe
nothing now let me go
was it worth it now I don't know
too much in my head it'll overflow
you want me dead I already know
can we look ahead it was long ago

it was long ago

if you want to try me you'll see
I guess ill show the real me
Im gonna let it all free
i guess we couldn't agree
ill leave this all behind
i see it chasing after me
i just hope it doesnt find
i hope it doesn't find me

I hope it doesn't find me
I'm so done with all this fighting
ill leave it behind me
I think I'm done trying

i'm done trying

i'm done trying (kirian + surgeon)

prod @shatter3d @jichuuu
+ with @xokragz :D
TYSM FOR LISTENING

lyrics:
(me)
I cant pretend that it’s fine
I’ll lose it I cant live my life
It terrifies me feeling confined
I keep fighting cant escape my mind

I watch it all turn to dust
All I have is broken trust
None of this is feeling just
I fade away as I am crushed

(44everlast)
i gave a chance to you now
don't want to talk tryna find a way out
can't you see all the pain you been putting me through
all the promises made that i was never enough

fly away don't want to talk just
go away don't want to try
i fade away
theres something in the air right now
you played with me
now you pray for me

(me)
I cant pretend that it’s fine
I’ll lose it I cant live my life
It terrifies me feeling confined
I keep fighting cant escape my mind

I watch it all turn to dust
All I have is broken trust
None of this is feeling just
I fade away as I am crushed

I swear I swear I’m trying
I cant stop what is already dying
Turn me off I’m not surviving
Hear me cough you know I’m not lying

I watch it all turn to dust
All I have is broken trust
None of this is feeling just
I fade away as I am crushed

As I am crushed

i watched it turn to dust

i watched it turn to dust w/ kragz (shatter3d + jichu)

@akayaiog
@chrxmey
I wanna be in her life
but i know i'm gonna die
i can't look in your eyes
i don't wanna say goodbye
i can feel my wings grow its time to fly
i'll heal your pain just please don't cry
please don't cry
please don't cry
please don't cry
please don't cry

i keep a hole in my chest and i can't keep it out
i put a pillow over my face and then i scream out loud
scream out loud
scream out loud
scream out loud
its like even if i try
i fuck it up
i know i mess it up
so i'm gonna hang it up

I wanna be in her life
but i know i'm gonna die
i can't look in your eyes
i don't wanna say goodbye
i can feel my wings grow its time to fly
i'll heal your pain just please don't cry
please don't cry
please don't cry
please don't cry
please don't cry x2

heavenly goodbyes

akayai - heavenly goodbyes (chromey)

@redizesux
(me)
nothing can save me, i can see the bottom 
i hope u know im sorry, cuz ive been breaking apart
is it safe to say yet
nothing can save me, i can see the bottom 
i hope u know im sorry, cuz ive been breaking apart
(redize)
I feel bad but it's not my fault
leave it in the past try to cover up
am I the one that is wrong
but I won't take you back I know what you want
I fell again, yeah I never win
but you never cared for what i said 
or seemed to get the message

nothing can save me + redize

FREE DL

Still Here

discord: xternalzog
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alt: @staywithmenow <--beats/instrumentals and stuff
@souls0ciety
@seraphimcollective
@kess0kuband

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