shoutout @ohfiv3 shoutout @mycorpsebridee

++lyrics ;p

I b thinking bout us all the time hope that u dont mind
Thought u were the one broke my heart like oh wow
Now i cant feel nothing
No i cannot face it
Run it like a faucet
Shawty asking for a lui belt she can have it
Swerve on the side lanes
Drive me insane
I think imma lose my mind again
Ur love got me in some sort of trance
Poor up got the bottle in my hand
Cuz i could never forget all the pain

Baby ur so dangerous, dangerous
We aint got much time left ahead, of us
So why u tryna run when i come back , for us
No i could never put you on the side, of us
____

🧬 #lose_my_mind +ohfive (mycorpsebride)

feat @0arid n @angelicxmei
prod @neohnq & @012207
mastered by @chriad
ty 4 1.5k im not stopping anytime soon :D #gogogo

lyrics :
@whyhaze
i’ve been off the pills n they got me losing focus
tell me is it real is it your hand that im holding
all these scars on my body i didn’t want u to notice 
girl u leave me hopeless 
toying with my feelings & you know it

almost had it right there
don’t know why im trying 
look me in my eyes i got a feeling that ur lying
i thought it was right but ig it’s bad timing 
so long.. it felt so wrong
but i had to say goodbye

ik u dont want it either i can see it in ur face
counting big bankk
but i still can’t replicate 
i was thinking ab buying u a diamond ring
i can feel my dreams dying 
i hope it’s not getting tiring

@0arid
all the words on ur fingertips
i just wanna make a final wish
to be as one
i know its harder wen ur gone
u ask me if i like that i dont even know
i dont wanna be here wanna stay home
but i dont wanna be alone
i guess ill do it on my own

@angelicxmei
i cant never get it right
i guess theres no one by my side...
i took pills like twice
what is going on idkkk
put a bullet to my heart
make it hollow
getting closer to the end
and i thought you would follow
does it all really make sense
i be going backwards
i cant never progress
never again
i think ive lost my way...

SPOTIFY

so wrong w/ arid & angelicxmei (neohn & baz)

(all platforms)

packed up
smoke a blunt
and im leaving
i got addy in my cup
and im geeking
they don wan to turn up
they just tweaking
u don even wan to show up
get deleted

u said im mad
idrc tho
they run away from the halo
i just spend my fuckn racks on u
it rly ain shit to me i get my pay up

i hate myself
n i wudn even wan me to
im in hell
take a picture i wud crop me too
i been chillin w a mac
i been chillin w a 2
i aim it at my head
i just don know wat it do

im upset 
i resent u
pissed off, out the back door he get kicked out
down bad but i flip another brick now
don understand wat ur sayn giv me lip now
im w tera n we cause a #riott
ksubi jeans on me she wan ride itt
i was screamin 'fuk class' im defiant
im jus countin dum racks, sit in silence

im with kurse we start a riot
if he talkin down
kill that boy in silence
u not goin up yo shit is trash stop trying
i cant give my trust to nobody cause they lying
but i dont mind it
i keep shit to myself yea cuz i dont really care
cant keep on takin the blame yea i dont think its fair
its a never ending cycle its like going up the stairs
always hittin up my phone u need to get up out my hair
yaaa
she said im her hero
but i dont wanna save her
cant u see im busy i be runnin up the paper
now i cant see straight all i see is vapor
i dont wanna talk so just wait ima see u laterr

packed up
smoke a blunt
and im leaving
i got addy in my cup
and im geeking
they don wan to turn up
they just tweaking
u don even wan to show up
get deleted
im w tera n we cause a #riott
ksubi jeans on me she wan ride itt
i was screamin 'fuk class' im defiant
im jus countin dum racks, sit in silence

#riott w/ tera (oiwa, okmax, surgeon)

@hartfxlt @decago
its way 2 convienent
ik its 2 perfect..
I wonder what secrets 
subside from the surface  
disturbing ur being 
it shows that ur hurting
my hearts barely beatinn 
u say im deserving of love

but idk how to reciprocate
but idk how to deal w/ the weight 
but idk how to face all my flaws
but idk how to break the facade....
(so show me how, so show me how x4)

somewhere long the line hope u find it//
'happiness' how ever u define it 
ur perfect but I fuck up the timing
chase ur dreams I wanna c u shininnn 
come w/ me ill cover u in diamonds
ur company 2 me is so priceless
ur agony I just want 2 suffice itt 
ur love I need I swear theres nothin like ittt

hartfxlt - reciprocate (decago)

with @o2solus prod @rewind214 love both yall
also im back at college now gg

lyrics:

(xternalz)
everything that i could do
u best believe that
i would lay it all for u
i hope u see that
no matter what we go through
it wont impede that
i could leave u
i never could

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

(o2solus)
dont give up
on me yet
im running on bad luck
and u can see that
i cant find a reason
its losing meaning
im barely breathing
(woah, oh)
havent you done enough
cause I dont know what im waiting on
guide me off
if its what you wanted all along

(xternalz)
everything that i could do
u best believe that
i would lay it all for u
i hope u see that
no matter what we go through
it wont impede that
i could leave u
i never could

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

until i fall apart

until i fall apart w/ o2solus (rewind)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7r8IJ6CkpSgxKPoTHKXAUk?si=fb6d520607ad44be

@owtiss + @coldspades
prod. @yashio20k + @decago

[owtiss]
i think i've had enough, i never even loved you 
everything at once, all the problems piling up 
but you never seem to care, i need someone to talk to 
cause you were never there, i'm not running cause i want to

i think i've had enough, i never even loved you 
everything at once, all the problems piling up 
but you never seem to care, i need someone to talk to 
cause you were never there, i'm not running cause i want tooooo

[coldspades]
when i'm not around, do you think of me? 
cause it's been so hard just to fall asleep 
my heart was locked, but you brought the key 
can you stay tonight? please don't leave 

but does it even matter? 
if i gave my heart, would you break it, watch it shatter?
i can try to change, but keep falling into patterns 
every step i take, it feels like i'm moving backwards 

and i'll try to be the one for you 
you're the one thing i can't afford to lose 
if you knew how i felt from my point of view 
maybe i'm the one that you'd wanna choose

all at once - owtiss + coldspades

@victxrw @ihateukidu <3

the silence is scaring me
its getting too loud
i lost a person thats close to me
i miss u around
i know ur miles away
this shit keeps me up awake
pls dont forget me
im begging
keep me in ur mind

cus im terrified, dont know where we'll be
cus im terrified please stick close to me
need a piece of mind, tell me that ur safe
so ill close my eyes and ill do what it takes

someone tell me that its all in my head
all these haunted memories cant forget
took a piece of me the day that we met
i dont wanna live this life with regrets

i keep falling for ur lies
this happens everytime
its that look thats in ur eyes
it keeps me so deprived
baby i live in my mind
it keeps me up at night
so ill stop chasing the high
and leave our love behind

@victxrw
woah, yea i'll leave it all behind me
if u dont then i know what ur hiding
the everfrost upon my fingers just wont let me let go
u tell me all the different wrongs i did i already know

i cant lie i cant help but think of u
tell me all the things i couldnt do
the catacombs of my mind are filled with u
u ruined me u never thought it through
can u blame me
cant save me
going crazy trynna not go crazy
can u blame me
cant save me

akura:
someone tell me that its all in my head
all these haunted memories cant forget
took a piece of me the day that we met
i dont wanna live this life with regrets

(cant save meeee)

what it takes +victxrw (kidu)

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love 

from strangers to lovers to strangers again
no I couldnt hate her she let me in 
hope u see this song and u listen 
where did it all go wrong, whats different? 
fall asleep at day break 
dream all day, then at night im awake 
u “fall for me” but still push me away 
I shouldve never expect you to stay 

stayyyy, stayyy (i shouldve never, no no no)  

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love

as if nothings changed at all (rewind + hartfxlt)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @moz-103259352, @owtiss 

yo!
>the song is up on spotify now!

i take it ur fine?
u havent said a thing
im living my life
its never kind to me ;-;
but its alright
its nothing new to me!
wish i had more time
wish u would talk to me..

left it out of mind
i think im starting to believe
every time i try
im better off if i leave
its way too easy to lie!
how hard could it rly be-
to say whats on ur mind?
is that what ur rly like..?

cuz i honestly dont know
i see it all the time!
could i do it on my own?
i dont rly wna try...
while ur blowing up my phone
i just cant enjoy my time ;-;
why r u always so cold?
im just tryna live my life