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emotional blowout extended

NeverShoutNever - Your Biggest Fan - Lyrics

Sky High Standard

Nevershoutnever! - lovers love, liars lie

[+] i know well what i am fleeing from, but not what i am in search of
* featuring @steadysuffer * prod by @bornhero *
(artwork created by @scottysplash)

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LYRICS:

[hook:]
i remember days they were laughing at my shit
but now im coming up, so they all want a pic
catch me in the crib, chillin with a new bitch
they tell me that i'm nice, now they tell me that im sick

[verse:]
hate be alone, but i still drive slow
when im by myself and my mind froze
she just took my heart, she a dark rose
i still hate myself, but thats another road

i still miss the bars but i let em' go
i ain't tryna die, but you never know
i still love that girl but i let her go
left it all behind, for the better though

[verse 2: steadysuffer]
they always telling me the same shit
i don't wanna hear that
now you're all up in my face like
where the fuck the pack at?
i hid the louis belt in my backpack
smoked out to the max yah
ice all in my white cup
fucked up, i'm like fuck love
tell me i'm a starter
iced out in a charter
boof louder than farter
coughed up, Skywalker
and if you're thinking that staring will help me now
you're wrong
all the pressure you put on my back was soft
i'm raw
it was soft
oh like you were coming back
but you just had to ask
oh god

the drive ft. steadysuffer (prod. born hero)

Let Go (feat. thebreathingbackwards)

Official Music Video: https://youtu.be/LWuLsFZaoU0
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0cpqtqT8PRz94BOSJ2iPeU?si=esjkVkHARfGHkAS1sMS9Jg
From the project Disaster Boy available on all streaming services

Lyrics:
I get nostalgia when I think 'bout you
where'd u run to? I miss u in my room
should of known not to fuck with you
knew our loved was doomed we got trust issues
nostalgia when you hit my line
I don't pick up I just hit decline
still cant get you off my mind
one more time its just one more time

she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I love you but I hate the way you treat me
so just leave me ruin me completely
she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I miss you but I know that you'll deceive me
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

memories on repeat
memories on repeat
reminiscing all these
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

I get nostalgia when I think 'bout you
where'd u run to? I miss u in my room
should of known not to fuck with you
knew our loved was doomed we got trust issues

she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I love you but I hate the way you treat me
so just leave me ruin me completely
she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I miss you but I know that you'll deceive me
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

Music Video

Nostalgia (prod. Pretty Boy Ron) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

digiaches - Things We Did (prod @benisdying)

Art by @flowerleigh_ on insta :)

𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘴

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lyrics: 

{kais}
baby please
don’t go
i saw u in my window
y this life so slow oh no yea
i wish that could be there
watching your eyes
white nails, an nice thighs
i saw u 

i saw u
in the movie lights
nice volume 
on ur pretty eyes
i know that
u want me tooo
fly away wit u
i can do that

{yung axstn}
Whisper in my ear let me know you’re here
I want you somewhere near  have I made this clear
now don’t you go you’ve been at my window 
I just hope you know i don’t want you to go 
now i know that you hate what you’ve seein 
but just know that I’m not the one to be leavin

{dead roses}
i miss your beautiful hair
floating in the wind
i promise to be there 
if you let me in
when i saw you in that bright moonlight
i fell in love i was amazed
it’s all because 

ur moonlit eyes and that smile took me by surprise
no aching cries stay the night i’ll treat you right
no haunting lies and an open sky what a pretty sight
please don’t go baby please don’t go





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emo poerty slam

emo poetry slam (w/yung axstn & dead roses) [prod.dead spyro]

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapegoat
mixed by @lilskeleskrrt

a cover of "december" by neck deep

december [feat. skele]

@adny-disgraci

lyrics:
black and white is comfortable cuz the grey is always a silver lining
i'm used to watching the cars pass and seeing my life flash by behind me
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now

[adny]
stab me in the back now
i'm workin' hard but they keep tellin' me to back down
every step, every move i make they always crack down
they say you'll never make it till you make it out of that town
every day is rain i just feel like king cyrus
everywhere i go i always feel like there's a bias
i'm thinking this'll never go away like a virus
and i'm still feeling blue like my iris
no i'm not syre
i don't smoke so i'm not gettin' higher
i've been feeling low talkin' flat like a tire
you told me you love me but i know that you're a liar
i hope this comes back to haunt you
for consolation yeah i still want you 
but every time i speak about you i'm still gonna taunt you
baiting, berating, i'm stuck here decaying at 16
i think i should start medicating, i hate it

black and white is comfortable cuz the grey is always a silver lining
i'm used to watching the cars pass and seeing my life flash by behind me
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now
i'm pretty good at fading into the background cuz everyone just wants to stab me in the back now (x2)

silver lining w/ adny

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@ihateshinigami

@prodfns
@saturn27
@uglyzucc

art by @mewibos (twitter) and @saturn27

fns x saturn - no show (prod. ugly zucc)

shoutout kais for making this with me 
follow him: @https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

lonely eyes (w/ kais) (prod. caspr)

This is a re-upload of a song that was deleted by vivant and he gave me permission to re-upload it! Yay!

get me out my head w/ schwarzie (prod. vivant)

I see passion in disguise I still hate 2 say goodbye , im goin luv u til I d1e


(yea this off dome but its cool sleep on me)

Luv u til i d1e ;(

Eternal Life (Prod. KAFKA)

lyrics

purple cup like kush i could smell if its bush
do not tell me to chill i could walk myself home
im inside of my head counting my days cursing my bones
real life took me by surprise i didnt know
shit made me sick
no one asked what you had thought
shut the fuck up like oh my god do you get tired ever 
no one cares i promise list me the reasons u not just a number
liar liar

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste im high as hell
drowning here in this wishing well

come back gimme more
so attached and growing more
lifes so crazy i know lifes so crazy
i cant waste my time wondering why u hate me
stars look at these stars they gotta sign in em ya
i could see venus i could see mars i am too high in here ya
i am a punkstar i am an asshole
look my body covered in ink covered in black crows

purple cup like kush i could smell if its bush
do not tell me to chill i could walk myself home
im inside of my head counting my days cursing my bones
real life took me by surprise i didnt know

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste
i couldnt smell i dedicate this record to

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste im high as hell
drowning here in this wishing well

pewpewpew (jabarionthbeat x makii)

prod mix mast. @93feetofsmoke
vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwneL2Urh9k

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I'd keep the kids away if you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
I don't need a fucking name you can call me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me

Chewing on my nails
I've been grinding my teeth
Baby no it's not fair
No one said that it'd be clean
Got me itching at the bone
I've been chewing thru the leash
Why they wanna put me down?
Put a needle in his sleeve
They don't like me on the surface
I don't like em underneath
Only listen to my wallet
I can't focus on the grief
I need time
I need clarity
I need Claritin to breathe

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me

I've been running from the mountain
Dirty feet and all
Kinda like it when the crosshairs roam
Between our arms
I don't wonder why they chase me out
I'm not worried bout loss
Imma put a Lil steel on boot
Imma put it in your arm

Oh they really finna tax y'all
Imma sink ya shit all costs
Kinda fuzzy in the mirror
Kinda burns throwing salt
Chain tires on the backroads
Put the body in a box
Still born under a bad sign
Like the pattern never stops

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me

fruit2 / fleas (vid in desc)

Left On Read (Prod Splashgvng)
Key A Major
Bpm 150

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Left On Read

You’re the one to blame (prod. jolst)

mix, mastered and produced by @scapexgoat

You’re the one to blame (prod. jolst)

THROB