prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
mixed/mastered by me
quote from spice and wolf <3

Lyrics:

oh, i been feelin lately, the hole you left in my cardiac
i guess you could say it, but i really want the privilege
every conversation we're having always feels frivolous
oh yea you think her tongues sharp, just wait until the knife comes
i really hope he loves you, in the same way that i did
cause i gave half my life in pursuit of what you said
blood been pumpin faster, she a heart attacker
these chains around my ventricles shackle me to the chapel

don't wanna break it down but i got words for you baby
this sonnet i'm singing, oh it don't do it justice
oh, im so full of rage uhh, all i feel is hate now
every syllable from your mouth feels fuckin disgustin
i can't shed now, my tears have burned away
oh my passionate admiration for ya, has only turned to disdain

[bridge]

my heart's been disfigured by the shadow of a sinner
every time you text me oh my sanity runnin thinner
we were meant to be but baby we can never be
cause i see right through you and every lie ya said to me
you thought of yourself as knowledgeable and worldly
but honestly you're as immature as it gets
and with every nerve ending in my body
i wanna be loved in the same way i love another

clearly you dont see me
heart's green with bleeding envy
i see right through you chest untempered glass
even the holy blessed temple won't offer sanctuary to your ass
everything you wrought, was of your own accord
and honestly i think you left cause you were bored
and that might just be fine if i could get you out my mind
striving for that point where i don't love you anymore

cardiac_arrest (secre x heyrick)

lyrics //

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

piece by piece we can put it back
make you think i do track how i run right back to you
and it’s a heart attack, stabbing my back
but i think i’m numb to you
good times, feel you runnin through my bloodline
pack my bags let em all forget me
i’ll be good mom just keep the memories oh

we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

fordy:

broke down city
run around town but it’s looking so empty
in a world so tempting
never done wrong till a girl had left me

said sorry, but it’s not enough 
you saw me, just lock me up
or let me bleed, i’m not enough to marry me 

what about the memories? nowadays i can’t even barely sleep nah
and what about the sympathy? wrote down pages on the way i feel now

i’m leaving you’ll see me soon 
still breathing 
the same fumes you hated
the same tunes 
same playlist

and now i know, it’s so clear
iv been drowning way below, and i can’t hear
if they’re coming or they’re leaving out the door

but one thing
don’t expect me to double back loving
don’t you think that we needed more trusting
cut ties cuz all ur assumptions 

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

i was hurt back then now my heart still beating
fuck my friends they don’t CARE that i’m leaving soon
i just know that i’ll be with YOU
i just know that i’ll be with YOU

leaving soon w/ brecken

lame (residential cover.)

lyrics

Lord knows theres not a lot left for me
so ill just move along
i know you like to watch me hurt
but jokes on you i cant feel at all
i cant trust my mind
with these fucking with drawals
but i dont need anybodys help with this
your fingers on my lips
your face in my hands
we talk early morning
write your name in the sand
want this feeling to last forever, i know
she asked do i want to live forever, i dont
said im way too much for you
but im not that much at all

lets say this was all a lie
wake up in the sunrise
would you come and find me
said youd meet me in another life
i wish i had some extra hours at the end of the day
cuz lately i dont even got not time to cry
wish i could make something that sounded right
wish i could help you live a happy life

if i was living forever the goal is my shelter 
shielding me out from everything that ive lost 
if your goal was forever we messed it up early 
on in the span of what could have been 
oh in the span of the time that ive spent 
lamenting the thoughts of another night in 
wish i could wake up in the evening like we did too many times back then 
but you don’t have to think like that 
that’s where I think it all began then we 
separate like the tide and the sand 
locked in another memory of regret and shame 
cant forget when i first spoke your name 
id rather not

lets say this was all a lie
wake up in the sunrise
would you come and find me
said youd meet me in another life
i wish i had some extra hours at the end of the day
cuz lately i dont even got not time to cry
wish i could make something that sounded right

another life w/ lil booj (p. king theta)

If you woke up next to me 
And I wasn’t there in my own right 
I would say, let it go 
We’ve got a long day ahead 
Gotta make it outside 

Gently put our jewelry away 
We don’t need it where we’re heading not this time 
Looking back this oddly feels the same 
If I repeated some words would u be surprised 
We tend to think the same way when these things arise 
When these things arise 
If it was up to if it was up to me I would just decline 

And if i fall 
Would you pick me up despite all the harboring hate like 
Sharp wire wrapped upon my plate 
feel the 
Scrape build after every bite I take 
It’s a, class act type of move ain’t it 
Could you even tolerate another person faking
Every piece of their persona do they think we’re stupid 
I don’t believe it anymore it’s such a hassle such a chore 
It leaves me feeling so bored 
and all they want is us more more more 
And if i fall 
Would you pick me up despite all the harboring hate like 
Sharp wire wrapped upon my plate 
After Everything now it’s all hate 

Could you be authentic while I share a few words 
Would you feel comfortable with being the one that’s hurt 
The one that’s hurt 

Gently put our jewelry away 
We don’t need it where we’re heading not this time 
Looking back this oddly feels the same 
If I repeated some words would u be surprised 
We tend to think the same way when these things arise 
When these things arise 
If it was up to if it was up to me I would just decline

more more more (gasoline)

Early morning promises never see the light of day 
What was it like when you were half the earth away
And nights I couldn’t sleep I told myself it wasn’t cause of you 
Now I’m older think it’s over take the hint I’ll take the clue 

I’m just glad I found some folks that keep me around 
And passing down the torch I wish the flame would just go out 
This ideation holds its grip
I’ve gone too far with it by my side 
This echo goes in my essence  
Don’t abide don’t abide 
It’s just a cheap trick they play to keep you off their mind 
Oh oh 

Early morning promises never see the light of day 
What was it like when you were half the earth away
And nights I couldn’t sleep I told myself it wasn’t cause of you 
Now I’m older think it’s over take the hint I’ll take the clue 

Afternoon I find myself starting off the day too late 
Remember who I was when you were half the earth away 
Now I cannot eat I cannot sleep no answer will comply 
And now I’m colder broken shoulder lean on me I’ll bid my time 
Is it way too much to ask 
For something in this life 
To maybe just last 
Long enough for me to even know what the hell to do 
I get far enough 
But all I really needed was you

early morning promises (king theta)

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@drowna

if they examined my brain
they'd only find traces of you
if you could feel my pain
you wouldn't know what to do
you tore apart my veins
you left me black and blue
you couldn't live a day
walking in my shoes

take a step down my path
see what the other side sees
what happens to a fragile heart
when you cut it til it bleeds
oh god what have you done to me
you never listened to my screams
turns out you're not a friend of me
turns out you're just the enemy

I think I'd be more useful if I fucking ran away
nobody knows me here nobody calls me by my name
I'm another lonely stranger with an empty gaze
ain't nobody care about an unfamiliar face

I've been stranded walking thru an unfamiliar place
every single memory I have is turning grey
there's no feelings when I wake up feel my body decay
when I inevitably kill myself you'll etch my grave

stackin problems i got an abundance
im too high no i cant even function
why you makin a scene outta nothin
you say that youre leavin i say that ur bluffin

i been coughin up black its disgusting
hit this beat like im opium bumpin
hit this weed classified what im puffin
saudi aramco i aint goin public

holup wait a minute lemme talk my shit
tune up tune in too good to miss
i aint ever puttin trust into another again
aint a one legit they all fake as shit 

and ive said i wanna die since i was a kid
but nobody listened to me cuz its all in my head
i was raised to suck it up because it doesnt exist
what will everybody think when im fucking dead

unfamiliar (drowna x etchmygrave)

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


hatemylife

lyrics:

Spend another late late night in the back of the ride
Imma take my time on you
Tell you that I hate my life but it's no surprise
If you lived like this you would too
I guess it's no use, I'm just too obtuse
I'm just too caught up in the moment, feelings flowing
Lay me down so soft and slowly
Oh

It's real late night real talk where you goin where you been at?
Said I couldn't spare the energy to tell you where I been at
She a devil when she hit that grin
I'm an angel in disguise, you are not my twin
I don't got like no enemies, Thorfinn
So I don't know why you did what you did
Think that you know what you do to me
I see the premeditation lead to erasure
Of all that was you and me
Now we've grown so abrasive cannot be bothered
To mend those wounds, maybe ease that pain
Make it all alright, make it all okay
I just missed my bus, you just caught your train back home
Imma kick it right here on my own

Spend another late late night in the back of the ride
Imma take my time on you
Tell you that I hate my life but it's no surprise
If you lived like this you would too
I guess it's no use, I'm just too obtuse
I'm just too caught up in the moment, feelings flowing
Lay me down so soft and slowly
Oh

hatemylife

babylon

exhaust (prod. COBRA.)

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