[+] I been taking my time when I write what im spitting
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

[hook:]
had to let my mind just slip for a minute,
shawty she a dime, I don't think I wan spend it
I been taking my time when I write what im spittin'
I been getting by, but I still been sinnin (2x)

[verse:]
I don't wanna feel the heartache
pull up like a star aye, she been on my dick
I fucked her right there in the hallway
I keep havin withdraws thats why I call baby Im sorry
I just hope you know I'm gonna love you and thats always yeah
22 and Im a piece of shit, I should call it quits
I think I'm giving in, my momma counting on me
But im not feeling it, I quit my job left school cuz I thought I'd be big
my time is running out, I hear this voices in my head
what they talking bout? got this Xanax in my system and I feel it now
You aint even there when I be coming down...

8 months can be forgotten in 8 minutes (canyouseetheghost)

I Hate The Things I See

Lost & Cold Lyrics

What am I fighting for?
A spot at the table I can't afford
A blanket and body to keep me warm
Alone on those cold nights
Thinking bout it give me frostbite
Missing the taste of your tongue
I was so drunken in love
Now when I think about you I feel numb
Right back to what I am used to
Sitting alone, nobody calling my phone
Mental cyclone, you couldn't fix me I know
I got too lost in the snow
No more excuses
Done being useless
I had to pick myself up
No one else gives a fuck
And I must accept all my bruises
~
Lost in the night hope the cold don't get you
Accept my flaws in return I find refuge
I felt all alone at the time I had left you
Left with no home pack a cone to forget you
It pains me just to talk about it
How I longed for that  touch; all the days I counted
But you don't feel the same
I'm fucked in the brain
At least that's what you told me, make me think I'm insane

Written by Weepings
Produced by Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

Lost & Cold

This is an original song about a man who realizes he is in a relationship where he is doing all the giving and wants to move on.

Rainy Day Blues

Shout out to @scummusic for being so nice and hopping on this track with me. He makes amazing music go listen to him now!!

SuiSai: No self worth im selfish and worthless cant help this they think its fake cause they cant relate
watch the world go by, yeah ill just lag behind
look at these cold eyes and all that they despise oh oh

yeah dont know why they cannot hear me
are they choosing to just ignore and look away?
im used to that shit anyway oh oh
cause im screaming my lungs out
dreaming till the suns up
leave me in ash and dust ill see you again when its all done

Scum: I feel boring, not important
waste my time while yall are soaring
i dont wanna be the one to let you down no
feeling really hopeless you can watch me drown now
whys it gotta be like this people are so quick to switch
i just always moan and bitch i guess i had enough of it
yeah i guess i had enough of it
i hope time can heal
i hope time can heal

SuiSai: yeah dont know why they cannot hear me
are they choosing to just ignore and look away?
im used to that shit anyway oh oh
cause im screaming my lungs out
dreaming till the suns up
leave me in ash and dust ill see you again when its all done

it's all done ~ w/ scum [p. ocean]

my love for you. wide as the ocean
deeper emotion, flow Oxytocin
It's everyday, I think about your kisses
yes I really miss my misses
I don't want no other fishes nono
I hope you will be mine this lonely valentines day
hold you so tightly I love you. hope that you feel same
the rain drifts right away with my pain when
I come and see you again then
look in those eyes get a sense that
you were my love from the start
fate brought together now can't keep apart
one day without you be straining my heart
look at your beauty girl you are like art
I know, I love you and I will not go
you are my best friend, you’re my girlfriend, my soul
perfect means nothing, you're out of this world

Out of This World

[chorus]
soft face skinny waist, got my mind fucking trippin all over the place but
you are what I want theres no doubt about that shit yes girl I knew from the start might
pick another view, 
one without the monster lurking right behind of you might
pull the thread right through,
feeling so complete inside when I'm beside of you

thought that was frighting 
the rain and lightning
tread all alone 
meds in my dome they
take control of me
feel all alone man

I just need time to figure my shit out
kill off a problem another one sprouts
think of your face and I'm telling myself
all will be fine in the end for yourself man
fend for yourself man
unbury the lost plan

[chorus]
soft face skinny waist, got my mind fucking trippin all over the place but
you are what I want theres no doubt about that shit yes girl I knew from the start might
pick another view, 
one without the monster lurking right behind of you might
pull the thread right through,
feeling so complete inside when I'm beside of you

like what the fuck baby, I know I am crazy I know I've been slippin up
writing this out feeling wavy, I'm sorry you hate me but I really know you don't
anxiety in my mind again
baby you are so sublime, I'm in
denial that you really love me
sorry I'm a dummy, there's nothing I can prevent

nothing I can prevent
nothing I can prevent
back the fuck up and I write this shit clearly I know you that you hear me I know I ain't stumbling
done with the way that I lie to my psyche, my ego don't like me it's crumbling
fuck it can't travel this on my own
I think I need a warm hand to hold
baby I'll love you till I go cold
but I must go search for the antidote

[chorus]
soft face skinny waist, got my mind fucking trippin all over the place but
you are what I want theres no doubt about that shit yes girl I knew from the start might
pick another view, 
one without the monster lurking right behind of you might
pull the thread right through,
feeling so complete inside when I'm beside of you

Changes [prod. Ryini]

i wait outside
for someone to come home
but its too fucking cold
and im stranded here alone

and i just wanna go back 
i really wanna go back to 2016
way before i smoked weed
way before u met me

i take the long way home
so i dont have to see to ur house anymore
i love to contemplate why
you ever got around to being with me
cuz im not
your type
and my friends were right
cuz you’re not my type
and ive realized

the drugs worked great
when i threw up in your sink
i saw my blood
every time i spoke a word

outside (acoustic)

Pretend We’re God.

* Your mentality is your reality *
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Contact: weepingsmgmt@gmail.com

ム

Changes [prod. Ryini]

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