this is my favorite latest drop tbh 😌 had it on repeat all day

it's just me vs myself
I can't fight the feeling that this going south
gotta leave for my health
gotta venture out of comfort leave the pictures on the shelf
~
entering a dream state
I am who I be ayy
fuck what all ya'll think about me
wish for my defeat; fake friends
waste time with these plans
build up to no end
anger build inside of me but I can play pretend
~
whats the end goal?
we rushing to the end zone?
or chasing fleeting feelings, pound some liquor; in the friend zone
i'm lost now
frost mouth
bite down on my neck now
fangs deep in my arteries
drift right to sleep 
lay cross down
~
heavy eyelids
fear arises
everybody judge your actions
passing
can't neglect your single passion
traction
building up
anxiety taking the wheel
quietly spoken; conceal
I sit and I wait for the right-time
I cope when I smoke in the night-time
  ~
entering a dream state
I am who I be ayy
fuck what all ya'll think about me
wish for my defeat; fake friends
waste time with these plans
build up to no end
anger build inside of me but I can play pretend
~
shivers running down my spine
where my time at?
skeletons up in my closet rotting 
I don't like that
I can't face myself
but ill face the blunt
my perception melts as I start to run

DREAM-STATE [prod. brevanti]

[+] I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
*produced by @ *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[hook/verse: @seejayxo]
I walk in, I'm blacked out
Spent a K on a bag now
Look we just tryna trap out
Baby don't get too attached now (2x)

I'm just with my gang and we coolin'
Baby I know that you want it, you aint foolin this
Pop out with the newest bitch
I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
I be off all kinds of drugs but I got used to it
Pull up on your block, make your heart drop
I got 30 in the Glock, I don't wanna lay you out
But I feel it off the xanny bar, I'm itching hard
Had to pull up in a foreign car, Im swerving off

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
blacked out, sedatives make me pass out
drop a couple k on a bag now 
u don’t feel the same, i could die now 
you won’t shed a tear, eat your heart out
black out n i’m hitting the function 
i’m not the one for discussion 
blood on my jeans, hit em once with the beam 
n seejay jus pouring the tussin
i know better than to get attached now 
this could never last now

blacked out

blacked out (feat. skele) *music vid in desc*

[+] people change, but they don't change much
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=86Ij9Qf31sg

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[intro:]
like how am I the bad one?
said that I could always have ya
now look into my eyes tell me what you see
I know im not real but I still bleed

[hook:]
baby u the one, u the one for me
you could tell the truth its a hard thing
I don't wanna feel, do you feel me?
but I still need your love, play my heart strings 2x

[verse: 1]
running thru my head
im startin to think there's something wrong with me
she done took my energy and cut me to the artery
I cant tell If this is real or just a fantasy
I been thinking of you girl but do you think of me
do you think of me, 10 toes down now you really wanna speak to me
I don't got peace in me, I been fucked up so much
there aint no stopping me....
I know u hear me when im speaking on the beat
I let it ride when I need.....
but you the one I need, one I need yea

[hook:]
baby u the one, u the one for me
you could tell the truth its a hard thing
I don't wanna feel, do you feel me?
but I still need your love, play my heart strings 2x

[outro:]
people change, but they don't change much
she just wanna hit me when im up
I stg I had enough
you don't even know how much it took to give u up
I still feel the pain baby even with your love

I don't wanna feel, do you feel me

+ spotify

i don't wanna feel, do you feel me? (+ MUSIC VIDEO)

imma crack my skull on the floor
imma hit my head on the wall 
i don't wanna live this life anymore
i won't change i'll simply ignore
how depressed my life got 
yeah my life's fucked so what 
no1 cares about me no1 calls  
i won't pick you up, if u fall 

go to school and come back everyday
n i haven't spoke to u in days 
shit idrk what to say
but i promise you that everything is still the same 

imma crack my skull on the floor
imma hit my head on the wall 
i don't wanna live this life anymore
i won't change i'll simply ignore
how depressed my life got 
yeah my life's fucked so what 
no1 cares about me no1 calls  
i won't pick you up, if u fall

imma crack my skull on the floor (ten50)

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[@navyxower]

yeah it washes it away, when im not doin so great
yeah you takin all ur drugs, just to wipe away ur pain
sit and cry about my feelings in the shower, so i stay
i think im loosin grip and yet, deaths scaring me away
its, visual all our lives just fade away
and all my tears, will wipe away
its all i want for you to stay, oh oh
yeah i hop right in the shower with my clothes on
thinkin every night what do i try, for
i wish i had you everynight to hold me on to giving grace
i wonder in three years, can u just look me in the face

[hero x @navyxower]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
singing to myself am i best alone
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

shower thoughts (ft. navyxower) (boyfifty)

Lyrics:
sparkin up a joint but i keep running out of papers
i could never smoke enough to keep my problems on a waiver
every day i just pretend the world could really not be greater
just to justify that im okay with everyones behaviour, like

damnit baby know it hurts me when you do that
im just crazy im just too far gone to move back
know im lazy, and my mind is getting too lack
know i love you so i dont know why i do that

made a job of pushing everyone away, make sure you stay real fucking far so you dont have to see my brain, im sorry that i put you through this shit like every single day, i know you understand it too so i dont even want to say

cause im a monster when im hurting deep inside, i never mean the things i say but i wont swallow all my pride, instead i anchor down and fight it just to prove im always right, and then i run away break down alone in darkness where i hide

everyones better without me i know
call me a demon must not have a soul
say ive no heart but feel more than you know
gut wrenching inside but i wont let it show

so all that you see is a colorless shell
the ghost of a boy that i used to know well
but now im a man so i gotta face hell
my inside dont match but outside i am well

if i could spark up just enough to kill these thoughts then i would do it, but it only makes me crazy takes me back to living through it, so i keep on pushin through the limit know that i can do it, now im numb enough to feel okay but now i think i blew it

every time im mean i know its a reflection of myself, and im so sorry that ruin everything and how you felt
but the truth is when you say you love me i completely melt
im so scared for all the reasons theyre the same that weve been dealt

Sparkup

Sparkup (prod. lil nightshift)

Remedy

Remedy w/ sewerperson, Weepings (Curated By: JollyWrlld)

music video
---------------
https://youtu.be/w9Jfkvx8xbY
.
prod. beamerboy
..............................
lyrics_
------------------------
hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold, on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when i sit, and think about my future, always running free

death was creeping on to me
in my mind,, i could never say what's right
i keep pushing on the knife, let me be, let me breath
disassociate with me
climbing high, cause i cant see
where am i suppose  , to be
hate just keeps waiting, on me

hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when I sit, and think about my future, always running free

you were pushing on to me
always sexualizing me
always mess a making me
just come decimate me please

patient 23

Lyrics:

i spent 3 yrs digging in crevices i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs and i'll lay beats to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

if i had a fucking option
i would so turn back the time
and attend clubs attend events n get some people in my life
but with the way i chose to live i lost 3 years of fucking time
this is genuine loneliness that no one knows but i

i spent 3 yrs
digging in crevices
i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs
and i'll lay beats
to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

i spent 3 yrs
digging in crevices
i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs
and i'll lay beats
to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

-

i spent 3 yrs digging in crevices i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs and i'll lay beats to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life
i spent 3 yrs
digging in crevices
i found inside my mind
and it's looking like another one of countless wasted nights
where i'll write songs
and i'll lay beats
to put some fun into my life
i'll live and die inside this room
but shit i wouldn't call it life

call it life (hateful)

It's Quiet, Too Quiet (Sewerperson Cover) (Prod. Eric Godlow)

track #4 in upcoming ep, "holistic" <33 ik its different, so lmk if yall like !!

bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
try to remove me, turn into one of my groupies
u couldnt tool me
bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
runnin up hunnids n fuck up sum paper like loose leaf
love me or lose me

i got a blunt n my 2 piece
smoking doobies like i'm scooby
fightin off demons like hyoudou but she bad as fuck like meguri
high as fuck like im soaring
hit a lick i aint sorry
ice littering when we pouring
bitter bish u been boring
literacy get to reading hits piecing up and send em back snoring 
could flick a wrist and no chiropractic but her back bent by the morning 
plus a bag spent by tomorrow
dont have time for u to borrow
and u could never do it like me
balance your acts like a tightrope
price on my feet pay yo rent
ez, made for this bish call me ken
sk slide easily onna beat 
like pay a fee you is not getting in
only here to hop onna wave/wav
bitch okay
weak flow bullshit, u talking ole
all the spit off my head
could solo niggas from off top of the stage~

bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
try to remove me, turn into one of my groupies
u couldnt tool me
bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
runnin up hunnids n fuck up sum paper like loose leaf
love me or lose me

(^^all of that was ironically written bc i am very much self conscious and absolutely am NOTTTT "running up hunnids" or a star :3 ts got me feeling like tecca man wtf)

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middleman (killmeamnesia)

* Your mentality is your reality *
https://weepings.biglink.to/socials

Contact: weepingsmgmt@gmail.com

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