Finding My Way Lyrics

Not so much I know
Finding my way
Guess I'll never know ... today
~
Retreat from my mission 
I blurry my vision
I get so damn wasted that I'm barely living
I'm barely skimming the surface
I'm swimming in circles, reliving
Need to get out of this town 
I'm not fitting in with the people around me
I'm past that
Why the fuck can't I grasp that
All of my actions I craft that
Life is moving so fast that I can't have a second
Hear the music beckon
~
I will find my path through the grown out grass
Yes I've worked so hard, No I ain't turning back
I was lost then; Still I'm lost now
Keep my head up high and my pen face down
~
Never thought I'd make it to this point on my own
Walk 10 miles knee deep in the snow
Flow so cold, 20 songs in my holster
Past 30 weeks been a damn rollercoaster
Hated back then, ask favors now
Got no plans but I'll figure it out
Just 19 got vigor, no doubt
Clear like visine I'll configure my route
~
Do what you feeling it right in the moment
Weed in the paper you getting to rolling
You puffin out smoke in the clouds that shit potent
You're your worst opponent
Can't you feel the omens flooding in?
These words cutting in
Who you trusting in?
Hope it's no one but yourself
By myself
~
I will find my path through the grown out grass
Yes I've worked so hard, No I ain't turning back
I was lost then; Still I'm lost now
Keep my head up high and my pen face down
~
I've been thinking about it
Planted the seed now my mental is grounded
Good thoughts have sprouted
I quit my job I'm much better without it
I've had my doubts still
I've been building this one skill
Sisyphus working each day still
Pushing myself up this steep hill


Written by Weepings
Produced by Reske & Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

Finding My Way

luv yokai <3333 luv yall <3333

lyrics:
[shizu]

95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

[yokai]
zooming by
yeah watch how quick i start to fly
don't feel alive
until collision is in my sight
80 on the dash i just ran another red light
hit the fuckin gas run my problems like a stop sign
maybe when i crash i can finally feel i'm alright
feelings from the past never last, i'm left behind

[shizu]
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

crash w/ yokai dreams (kuboi)

Basketcase - Softheart

introduction
prod/ft my good friend @greenwood2000
<3

lyrics:
something was stolen
something i borrowed
must’ve been open
must’ve been hollow
& open progression
is nothing but awful
i trample my thoughts
till they’re tougher to swallow

its passion that kills you,
the nerve’s gonna drive you insane
i can’t stand to look back
when the only thing there is your name
i took this as a loss
when i should’ve been counting the days
its a wish on a star
you’re the one thing that’s keeping me sane
i’m losing this game
when you’re learning to lose
well, the world isn’t spinning the same

greenwood:
I put some distance out into the worlds
And I never trip about the way that it hurts
And I think they buried me deep in the dirt
But trust me, and trust me it still could get worse

Seventeen years in a hospital bed 
And they treat me different I know what it is
And it'd take a year to explain what it did
When I got a phantom inside of my limbs

Closed down, held over
And I found the worst way to tell you
And I couldn't leave but I'd let you
And tell me you think I'll be dead soon

Held down, I'm closer
And I found the best way to end it
And I didn't sleep just pretended
And fucked up my life like your friends said

its passion that kills you,
the nerve’s gonna drive you insane
(cant take back what i said, 
im the one you can blame)
i can’t stand to look back
when the only thing there is your name
(not the man in your heart,
he had went with the pain)
i took this as a loss
when i should’ve been counting the days
(its a pattern i keep,
wish i’d throw it away)
its a wish on a star
you’re the one thing that’s keeping me sane
(i know its too late)
i’m losing this game
when you’re learning to lose
well, the world isn’t spinning the same

learning to lose

learning to lose w/ greenwood

spotify & apple music!

Lyrics:

[Yokai Dreams]

something's been eating me up as of lately
i'm never enough and i feel like they hate me
can't blame anyone but myself
i don't have no one else
i don't take no ones help
i won't take yours
after it all i am still just the same me

weak
maybe i'm an asshole
i'm scared but i won't let that show
no king
sick of this castle
i'd leave but it's too much hassle

got a tortured mind and a broken heart
i barely recognize me
u wouldn't understand a thing
mind over matter but both mine are weak

[hero]

if it's really what you wanted then there's nothing to forgive (AAAA)
trapped in cells of condemnation my mind is gonna give
depression comes in cycles
2nd guessing come in sweeps
what my friends are spouting
you'd have to torture outta me

everything
i think
i say
and all i said
i meant
i'm not jus gonna skim right past it
go get fuckin bent
"you wouldn't understand it"
bitch it's happening to me
"mind over matter"
but both of mine are weak

mind over matter w/ yokai dreams (prod. vowl x brothel)

Pipe on her mind

dance!

CHRISTMAS 2025 — MAICSCHÖN
by Brent Schön AI

Christmas 2025 — MaicSchön is a futuristic Christmas music vision where imagination, celebration, and human spirit merge into a living dream of Heaven on Earth.

Set in a cinematic re-imagining of Christmas night, the album captures a world where cities glow with harmony, streets become rivers of light, and music carries people beyond routine into wonder. Festive melodies blend with modern dance, ambient warmth, and cinematic emotion—creating a Christmas soundscape that feels both timeless and ahead of its time.

MaicSchön represents magical creation through Schön—the idea that beauty, joy, and peace are not distant miracles, but creative acts we choose together. Each track is designed to feel expansive and uplifting, turning Christmas into an experience rather than a moment on a calendar.

This album is not about nostalgia alone—it’s about what Christmas can become:

A shared atmosphere of kindness

A celebration without division

A future where art, technology, and heart move as one

Christmas 2025 — MaicSchön is a musical invitation to pause, feel, and remember that the greatest miracle of Christmas is not something that arrives from the sky—but something we create through music, connection, and imagination.

🎄✨
A new Christmas sound.
A new Christmas vision.
A Schön Christmas.

Unified (1)

misery loves company

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson
https://soundcloud.com/brevanti

SEWERPERSON//hook & verse

every day before sun rise
she would make me feel alright
now its just nothing
baby just gimme something
i could only see thru her eyes
now my vision is all mine
girl i know nothing
i was just bluffing
~
every time you call
i can not pick up
ya i see ur name
i just dont give a fuck
put me back in the game
watch me run it up
girl i hear it ring
you should just give it up
blue print
girl i got the plans
i wont give it up
chase me round my mind for days im fast as fuck and wired up
you could never catch what u couldnt see
this power in my soul i call my destiny

WEEPINGS//
 
yeah my destiny
my mind got the best of me
cold december nights she cuddled tight right next to me
now I'm all alone inside my dome a recipe (for disaster)
yes this music my escape; it be my therapy (just ask her)
weed it give me clarity
drowing in that henessey
~
memories - flood into my open eyes
Think about that iris, no I'd rather die
now I'm not the one whose lips carress those thighs

SEWERPERSON//hook

every day before sun rise
she would make me feel alright
now its just nothing
baby just gimme something
i could only see thru her eyes
now my vision is all mine
girl i know nothing
i was just bluffing

WEEPINGS//

Left me for another
baby girl whatchu been up to?
I've been steady drinking all the time
hope that you are fine
now that you 'don't got the time'
rose I sent you let decay
you said that you were mine
~
I've been up inside my mind
let the ocean waves clense my clouded haze
I've been up for 7 days, it's not looking great
yes that shawty said she loved me on the second date
I'm so fucking stupid, let myself think this was fate

let myself think this was fate
walking in the rain no coat just cloudy days
I don't got a brain to cope, a shallow cage
killed it with the grey goose a fit of rage
hate the mental abuse but I would stay
tieing up the 8th noose since saturday
I can't make myself shoot at my own brain
babe I wanna help you, you walked away

girl why did you walk away
I got nothing left to say
I've been trying everyday
but I can't forget that face

sunrise w/ sewerperson [prod. brevanti]

some guitar n stems by cisco
@waitingoncisco

Cynic Little Cycles (with waitingoncisco)

* Your mentality is your reality *
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