loving this one, I would add it to my likes but I'm on a ban 😂😂😂

😞☁️✨❤️🎂🙏🥲🪐🪦📷

you are such a fucking phenomenal artist. I want to buy a feature, DM me if I can buy a verse for this song with me and Unknxwn. I'm about to make

shoutout soundcloud.com/boyfifty

lyrics:
woke up in a sweat last night, fuck my life howd i get so cold
I dont even know what I meant when I told u that, I was so fucked up
livin life like volume cant mute this shit howd it get so low
I dont even know who I am anymore so lemme take yo advice and go

fuck off with my bull shit
were too sick to evolve, a straight neucense
we rly gotta look at love in a new sense
not obsessin over shit fuck ur 2 cents
in the middle of the night straight mental
feelin like shinji what am I supposed to do
I hope u kno that my life dont belong to u
I hope u kno that im fighting for the likes of us

and I wouldnt wanna lie to us
I know ive lied but I learned to trust
so trust me, I dont rly do that anymore trust me
lonely
trapped in the back of my mind help me

or dont, I been like this for years I been gone so long
u see thru it, laugh wit me but u think im stupid
oh no, I kno this feelin like its my home
I hate it, think im fine but im fuckin anxious

I see thru the lies in my vision
tough shit, dont be surprised if im missin
exist in my mind like prison
listenin to the thunder im breakin in
to the place that I knew back then
its nostalgic ill pack it in, and
ill remember how i felt back in december

trust me

spotify

trust me (prod. boyfifty x kndey)

OUT NOW ON STREAMING 
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FOLLOW AUTUMN AHHH 
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lyrics

yokai:

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

and i
understand if you hate me i do, oh i do
so try
to cope with the fact that i'm not the man that your'e used to

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

autumn:

but they don't know me, and they never will
just how much more's left to say? 
i'll take that shit and decay
but just not to my grave
lie to yourself out of pity
life's not right; imma fly out the city
say it'll be alright, okay?
i no longer believe what i say

knees are falling
i can smell the pollen
i'm fucking sick of random people calling
i don't have too much left to give
the thought of it is making me sick

turnt my face towards the tainted sky
it left me hurt, i don't know why

Heart Of Stone w/ autumndropsdead (in bloom)

stay away please

Cast Out (prod. Venus)

IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT (5head X Flower)

-lyrics-
but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there was a time in my life
I didn't wanna live, I pushed and then thrived
but everything will come in waves, and so it did
baby was I wrong for the things I said and did 

I don't wanna die that's right
I wanna be a man inside
its tells me to throw away
throw away, 
my dreams and rot, and then decay

it melts away like cheese on the grill
I'm petty and I'm lost, come on tell me how it feels

but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there's long way ahead
IN HELL ITS OKAY!
OH HELL I AM ASHAMED!
I NEVER THOUGHT THE DETREMENT I CAUSED ALL OF MY FAMILY, IM AMAZED
I DONT WANNA GAME
INSIDE, I AM DEAD, WHATS THE PLAY
CAN YOU BE A BIT MORE FRIENDLY IM AFRAID
I DONT WANNA DIE, BLOODY BROKEN AND ASHAMED

oh my god
oh my god
can you tell some about urself, ive know for a while now
I don't wanna freak you out
I been living in the depths inside ur brain
please don't run away

please don't run away ill chase you down
*chase you down*
i realize its getting dark out

you don't medicate me away
ill be here to stay

but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there's long way ahead
IN HELL ITS OKAY!
OH HELL I AM ASHAMED!
I NEVER THOUGHT THE DETREMENT I CAUSED ALL OF MY FAMILY, IM AMAZED
I DONT WANNA GAME
INSIDE, I AM DEAD, WHATS THE PLAY

but i go
and i go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

horror came and went (prod. domesticsoul)

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

disgrace

disgrace ft. popularreject (hero)

As i fade away
I suffocate
I handle the blade and alleviate
The writhing pain
I felt today
When i found out the eternity of my fate

Im dealt these cards
And i cant get far
My stillborn heart
Will not restart

Take it away from me
Before i hurt myself
Im not too well

baby ur all that i need
when i’m stuck inside my shell
this stupid hell

don’t look back
when you walk away
i’m too far gone
I cant be saved

so tell me what’s real is it all in my head?
did u ever mean anything that you said
heart swellin up cuz it’s fillin with dread
don’t wanna fix it i’ll stop it instead

what is the point if i can’t even have this
it was my fault now it’s lost in the past tense 
i’m bleeding out while ur sitting there laughing
at my expense so i’m just getting blasted

i drink too much it’s a really bad habit
life is a test and i don’t wanna pass it
cant show my pain so i’ll sit here and mask it
even when you took my heart and stabbed it

don’t look at me
when i’m weeping from my sins 
im on my knees
will i sink or will i swim

follow still vanishing

suffocate (still vanishing)

I fantasize on rainy nights about how life unfolds
Girl l'll keep you in my thoughts tonight
These stories left untold

No I can't get you out of my head
I call your number
It's those late nights laying in bed
We had this summer
Absence setting in; Need a sedative
Baby you my medicine ohhh
What do you find pleasure in
I love pleasuring you when I hold you close

Been about 18 months; I've been waiting for it
Thought I read the message right; I can't Ignore it
Please god let this be the one
If I'm wrong I can't afford it
I've been swiping through her pages
She is fucking gorgeous
First date
Weird how I had met her in the first place
Third base
Baby I just want you in the worst way
Olay
She gone ride all night, she like my word play
Take my breath away like it was foreplay

Drive in the night, There's no need to pretend
Pick up the line, I need more than a friend
When I'm lost in the night,You're the light at the end
Stuck inside this tunnel vision hoping for an end
Twisted up my vision
Hating how I'm living
Hoping that you'll patch up all the pieces that are missing
I don't have a backup because this shit's my only mission
Hope you'll stay beside me even if we're barely living

No I can't get you out of my head
I call your number
It's those late nights laying in bed
We had this summer
Absence setting in; Need a sedative
Baby you my medicine ohhh
What do you find pleasure in
I love pleasuring you when I hold you close

Think about the times I held you in my arms
Think about the times I kept you from all harm
Showed you all my scars I've been keeping in the dark
Girl you are my light, I've been geeking from the start
Give you all my heart
Hop in the cope for the night
It's only you that I like
Drop my disguises
Healing my vices
I don't need anyone else in my life

I can't get you out of my head

fun while it lasted.


if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
get knocked down try again, get so nervous that I up chuck
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

You know I have no self control no need to fabricate the truth
then we can talk about the good times and all the evil things you do
Made a world full of your bullshit tried to fill my head with lies
so when I tell you that I’m leaving it should come as no surprise

no surprise, why’d i try? just to end up here again
fooled me once, fooled me twice, fooled around with all your friends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
Get knocked down and try again, but get so nervous that I up chuck 
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

maybe i could learn to skate 
or play guitar to compensate
for all the little secrets that i keep
cause my dreams warned, be on the ball.
i took advantage of it all 
she was my girl, lights in my world, my everything.
then life said sike, why’d you try? 
just to end up here again?
fooled you once fooled you twice, please don’t tell me it ends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

lame

s/o to https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty for the fire beet and inspiration <33
s/o soundcloud.com/cay2o for mastering too
mixed by me

lyrics:
I know u hate this, I don't fkin like it either.
my brain cant stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I cant fkn kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.

she gon' thank me when I kick the bucket.
obsessive thinking, my mind crazy, but I cant say fk it.
cause I got u and these people who gon' listen to me
this shit my therapy, don't take it as a lecture homie.

I fkn, lay in bed just thinking and sht.
i think id probably be happy if I didn't think about sht, but i cant help it my mind racing like a track meet
i try to sleep then get depressed like tf happened to me.

I’m wastin my time, I opened my eyes
can’t rely on these bitches I learned that the hard way
comin back to my senses, but ive been through hell
i’m a lion in a cell, but its kinda hard to tell
now I dont mean to yell, but sometimes I need to get this feelin out of my chest.
I love my homies, s/o my brothas 1 time 
I hope they not lonely, cause im barely alive.

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself (prod. boyfifty)

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