weepings

prod secre x tiedforsilver

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

(you and i could try to work it out)
ive spent enough time in my mind to know its not the answer
is there a god in the sky respond to my prayer
maybe i wanted to die i couldnt find my savior

turn me into sumn i cant even look at
stare into a mirror and a stranger is what looks back
8 grams in my book bag
smokin after school to kill the feelings that i hold back

ripped away at my life
got gutted with my own knife
im tired of livin in strife
i thank the demon inside

that caused the place i reside
to wither in front of my eyes
you couldnt keep me alive
no matter how hard you try

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

wha- wha-
want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

strawberry amnesia

from my soul
featuring: @greenwood2000
produced by: @trplgmni
art by: @tamagotchu

lyrics:
can you blame me for the reply?
couple months had to get by
now instead of waiting outside
i found a way to live a new life
another lens, check the replay
look at all the shit thats been changed
always tough in the deep grey
but i made it out unscathed
if i don’t even remember
its because i’m doing better
wooden necklace & a keen eye
gotta feeling that i’m

blinded by the downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

greenwood: 
killing time before the door
more than life, more than you know
thought it's different, i was told

lost touch the way it is
further from the places that we've been
despite the mess i'm in
over and over
the state i'm waking in
the bed's been feeling colder
i'm ashamed to say it doesn't fit anyone without you
never did

i'd wait for you in Spring
i'm changing in the worst way
i'm holding out again this time

(gotta feeling that i’m blinded by the)
downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

tether (ft. greenwood) [triple gemini]

spotify & apple <3

thorns freestyle (p. farber)

this is probably my favorite song I've ever made, and it means a lot to me.

if you've made it here, please like & repost as it helps other people who might relate to my music find it

ty to all who listen <3
prod. michael harrison

**lyrics**
I miss when
We would talk
And we'd sit on that curb till it
Got too dark
For us
My hand in yours, I still feel numb
Why'd you say those words to me?
When everything was better off unsaid

I cant take this breath
If it means i could still be alive

I dont really wanna die I just want a warm embrace
Looking at ya' from the sky but i cant see your face
Babe It's just another ride, you know Ima be okay
But man i hope they hear my cry when i finally break
(x2)

If I turned around, would you call your friend?
I hate who I was but I'm better again
I cant stand the silence, you're my medicine
It's starting to rain, would you just take my hand
(x2)

I miss when
We would talk
And we'd sit on that curb till it
Got too dark
For us
My hand in yours, I still feel numb
Why'd you say those words to me?
When everything was better off unsaid

I cant take this breath
If it means i could still be alive

limerence (michael harrison)

@killedmyself

20 years have caught up wit me n they fucked up my mental
she tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental
amphetamines have caused cavities to just rot out in my dental
all my life i felt worthless can somebody tell me what i'm meant for?

all my life i felt worthless
i took my heart and i purged it
never comin up to the surface

thought that you would be worth it
i thought that you was perfect
tell me what'd i do to deserve this?

take me back,
take me back to the real world
take me back,
take me back to when i couldn't feel

rip my heart straight from my ribcage
i've been led astray from the good place
i've ran out of luck where did my good days go
the place in which i reside no longer feels like home

20 years have caught up wit me n jus fucked up my mental
tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental

20 years have caught up wit me n they fucked up my mental
she tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental
amphetamines have caused cavities to just rot out in my dental
all my life i felt worthless can somebody tell me what i'm meant for?

real world

real world (killedmyself)

I’ve been running a muck
Fucking it up again
I say that i won’t
But I just keep falling in
My head
in My head
I just wish they would stop
they don’t even make much sense
I punish myself
For not being perfect, in
My head
in My head

round and around and around and around they go
there's a brief moment of silence
'till I hurt myself again
round and around and around and around I run
I keep looking for an answer
But sometimes there isn't one

I’ve been running a muck
Fucking it up again
I say that i won’t
But I just keep falling in
My head
in My head
I just wish they would stop
they don’t even make much sense
I punish myself
For not being perfect, in
My head
in My head

When you’re sad about nothing
nothing makes it any better
I displace all my feelings
You must be the reason I’m bitter
I’m always looking for something
my feelings pull me along
They take my hand and they guide me
Reassure me that everything’s wrong

I’ve been running a muck
Fucking it up again
I say that i won’t
But I just keep falling in
My head
in My head
I just wish they would stop
they don’t even make much sense
I punish myself
For not being perfect, in
My head
in My head

my head

my head (prod. Irby)

wegmans

prod. caves x hero

Lyrics:

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

[NAVYXOWER]

i cried
while leaving
and now 
im leaking 
my blood out the needle that you left
im so tired of lying to myself and my friends
floating on a cloud
it felt like i was dying when you walked out the house
i made it my mission to keep you 
but i lost it
my anxiety is running like a faucet

hold
my hand
as we walk 
through the open end
of the world
i hope to see you again
when its over ill dream of you my friend
cutting it close
really dont know what to think about it
my body and heart
were going out i feel it happening
what is it worth
continuing life
without you here next to me
ill meet you there 
in the end of it all i cant believe this is happening

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

and maybe i never will find it
and maybe i never should want to
maybe i miss all the writing
but maybe i'm just missing you

~

AND I CANNOT LOSE WHAT WE'VE GOT
I'M CLINGING TO THREADS WEANING OFF
MY BODY AND MIND START TO ROT
IN SEARCH OF ALL THE REASON THERE WAS

irreplaceable (ft. navyxower)

Lyrics:

I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul I’ve been okay Life’s been a wreck since you got in my way All my decisions revolve around you When I close my eyes all I see is your face I see your face You’re all I need Nothing else matters when you’re next to me All my decisions revolve around you I don’t need blood if you’re my family it all comes back to you it all comes back to you I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul let go, let go all of the secrets you always said I wouldn’t hold I know, I know Every single thing that led us deep into a hole you never will change, too hard to maintain I do the same thing, check back in the mainframe too many pieces, too many reasons, just another regret I couldn’t keep it but it all goes back to you follow the trail and that’s what I’ll do eaten alive, didn’t want it to it’s just the end of the line, and that’s all I knew I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul I’d give my all for you Whatever you want me to just say the word and I’ll give you control You fill the void that’s inside of my soul

all for you

all for you w/ Two:22 (prod. demxntia x imjustjoey)

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop

unsightly

Ignorance And Irrelevance

only

"you don't know my name but you take up my mind"
happy valentines day i guess
________________________
(LYRICS)
i do the same shit everyday
someone please kill me, please take me away
sit in my room all day and decay
wishing that this could all go away

theres only one thing that ties me down
that gives me a smile in this world of frowns

you don't know who you are, and that is the problem
making me sink down straight to the bottom
all day and all night, your still on my mind
you don't know my name but you take up my mind

i do the same shit everyday
someone please kill me, please take me away
sit in my room all day and decay
wishing that this could all go away
x2

plunder my heart (Prod. F U S I O N)

"i don't even have words to describe, the feeling that i get when i look into your eyes."

___________________________________________________________________
[hook]
all alone again
rolling the blunt, its half past ten
sitting alone
drown in my sorrow
i just hope that I wont wake tommorow
x2

[verse 1]
im just hoping that i wont wake tommorrow
said i loved ya cause you shine bright like apollo
honestly your the only thing i like
cause this motherfucking world makes me grip my fucking knife.

all alone in this world just watch me bleed
shawty said she love me, whats it mean to me?
whats it mean to you?
cause you dont fucking love me like you used to do
and honestly that shit fucking hurts
got me losing it got me rolling round in dirt
30 puffs just to take away the hurt
i just said i love you, man shit just hurts
this shit just hurts yuh

[verse 2]
all alone in my room
no one hits up my line
someone please kill me im wasting my time
crying all day, sleeping all night
im so useless, i cant fucking fight
the feelings that i get when i look at your face
your so divine make me melt in my place
i dont even have words to describe, the feeling that i get when i look into your eyes
but now im

[hook]
all alone again
rolling the blunt, its half past ten
sitting alone
drown in my sorrow
i just hope that I wont wake tomorrow

all alone again. (Prod. TREETIME)

"i'm so desolated from all that's around me"
______________________________________________________
[verse 1]
they always see me walking alone but don't join me
there's nobody hitting up my phone, just ignore me
sorry that i wasted your time, y'all deplore me
i'm so fucking broken inside, don't restore me
i'm so desolated from all that's around me
all my concentration goes into being happy
i'm so fucking done with this world just end me
laying so contently in the grave i envy

[chorus]
honestly, i'm addicted to the pain
i see no other way
lost inside my ways
roll another joint 
take another hit
its temporary fix
until the pain fucking inflicts

[verse 2]
i'm just so tired of sleeping all day, crying all night I do this every day
got the weed sparkin, throat dry like my phone, fucked up my life now i am all alone
talking bout loneliness? I got the belt
fix up my brain and then send me to hell
i think my sanity might just dispel
i think my anger just makes me rebel
~
wonder why i'm so weak
look into your eyes and i'm feeling so empty
you said that you like me why the fuck you gotta tempt me
i'll do this alone who the fuck said you could help me

[chorus]
honestly, i'm addicted to the pain
i see no other way
lost inside my ways
roll another joint 
take another hit
its temporary fix
until the pain fucking inflicts

[verse 2]
 (Slowed)
i'm just so tired of sleeping all day, crying all night I do this every day
got the weed sparkin, throat dry like my phone, fucked up my life now i am all alone
talking bout loneliness? I got the belt
fix up my brain and then send me to hell
i think my sanity might just dispel
i think my anger just makes me rebel

addicted to the pain (Prod. Yusei)

* Your mentality is your reality *
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plunder my heart (Prod. F U S I O N)

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