Name: i'm not meant for this (interlude) by insha
Duration: 2 min 18 s
Description: all my anxieties in a song hopefully it becomes smth useful to someone else... <3

let my baby stay

BEEFUS at The Saddest Factory

I do 
Love you
I do

I do
Need you

Those eyes we need are miles away
to clumsy to see
it slowly slip away
even if we stay 

but I do I do, I do love you
and I hope you know it’s true
I do I do, I do need you

but the ghosts will laugh
knowing all the things
I have yet to learn 
in the hardest way

perfecting no expression no expression
perfecting no expression

I’m weighing down the air we breath
I’m weighing down the air we  need
I’m wayving down the air you need
I’m weighing down the air I need

But your just another stranger to me
another strange in the house with me
But for what it’s worth
your my favorite stranger

I Do V.2

some place afar
i wanna sit in front of a volcano

distant affairs
i wanna stop but its so hard to say no

and theres a crack down the road
i can see it from a month away

rush in
jump in
im ready to erupt
youre ready to erupt too

suffering
in the ash
but hey, its breathing
its what we do

rush in/volcano/milotic???

Bleh

I think I'm better off alone
At least for now
I really think I mean it somehow 
Unlike the last time
Or the last last time
I fed it into their ears to make them think I wasn't undone

And it took a day or two 
But really a month felt straining to the tooth
But now I feel loose
The weight is gone and
I think I can finally say
I think I'm better off alone

Better Off

More Than Friends

all my anxieties in a song hopefully it becomes smth useful to someone else... <3

i'm not meant for this (interlude)

This is a remastered version of my previous work. The main keyboard riff is directly taken from BWV 54 Widerstehe Doch Der Sünde by Bach, specifically Vikingur Oalfson's version. It literally comes from downloaded midi files. It's about my dad, and a dream I had that he was still alive, and my inability to face the truth of his death. The end is sampled from Glenn Gould's version of BWV 54

I Know That You're Gone

i write songs and have shitty vocals sry,
everything from the depths of my lil teenage heart <3

i'm not meant for this (interlude)

insha

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