a song about my dad. our relationship, growing up, his health issues. it's a song about losing someone you never really had in the first place. 
i hope shit gets better for you, whoever you are, reading this.


i love you, and it hurts (prod. ross gossage & ayoley beats)

production: teddyboi
mixing/mastering: teddyboi
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lyrics ♡

(hook)
you're the light to my solar eclipse 
never had a moment that felt like this
and when we're talking, girl, my head just spins
and again, i apologize for where ive been
but back to the topic
you get me thinking 'bout other things
like the future, instead of the scars on my skin
me and you, all life long
this is where it begins

verse
idk where we'll end
all i know is we'll be hand in hand
ill protect you, even when im dead
girl you're perfect, yeah, you're heaven sent
there was a night that I came home from a funeral
counting scars on my skin, like it's numerals
and all i thought was that i just didn't wanna disappoint you
sorry for double texting, i don't wanna annoy you
i make a lot of songs, and write a lot of paragraphs
im not the best at this, but i love you to the moon and back
you say i have a good heart, before it was solid black
& now you got my heart racing, might just have a heart attack

(hook)
you're the light to my solar eclipse 
never had a moment that felt like this
and when we're talking, girl, my head just spins
and again, i apologize for where ive been
but back to the topic
you get me thinking 'bout other things
like the future, instead of the scars on my skin
me and you, all life long
this is where it begins

(verse 2)
wow, look, i made another song
so come here, sing along
and even if im wrong
i just hope it stays in your mind
(that) you're in mine
like all the time 
it's prolly a problem, i think i space out way too much
okay, come here, sing along
go
hey, hey, hey
now that was easy, so come here stay along
you're my favorite person, hope that this will be your favorite song
1,2,3, you're a perfect being
come and sing along w me
your voice, yeah im missing 
1. 2. 3. 
yeah
you are, you are, you are
a perfect being <3

(hook)
girl ive never had a moment 
that felt just like this
your voice is my favorite song
your voice is my favorite song
<3. 

Your Voice Is My Favorite Song.

lyrics ♡
hook
everybody tell me that i gotta be safe
ain't nobody ever make me feel that way
but there you go again girl (ohh)
:)
you took my entire world 🌎
and turned it upside down
& then i hit the ground
and then i picked myself back up
then the light shined, and i saw you
my love ♡

verse 1
everything you say is meaningful
i can't put into words or syllables
how much you mean to
me
(oh)
had a dream about you
that's lilac dreams
you were wearing my shirt
& i touched those seams
and i was wearing these drawn on, old, ripped gray jeans
and my fingers ran across your face slowly
let me tell you the worst part about it
i woke up without you in my arms
now im thinking 'bout getting in this car
and driving, i don't give a fuck how far

hook
everybody tell me that i gotta be safe
ain't nobody ever make me feel that way
but there you go again girl (ohh)
:)
you took my entire world 🌎
and turned it upside down
& then i hit the ground
and then i picked myself back up
then the light shined, and i saw you
my love ♡

verse
(my) favorite color's purple
it reminds me of you
i got too much on my mind, too much that im tryna do
(im) only sixteen, and im thinking 'bout driving to you
is that a problem? um, probably yeah
but back to the topic, tell me what you wantt
tell me about the book you read, or your favorite song
oh, you can talk about it as long as you want baby
if you want, you can tell me what's been on your mind lately 
i said your voice is my favorite song ♡
and i know, it was you all along
for you, ill stay strong
and that's the end of discussion
'cause you're what I'm loving

hook
everybody tell me that i gotta be safe
ain't nobody ever make me feel that way
but there you go again girl (ohh)
:)
you took my entire world 🌎
and turned it upside down
& then i hit the ground
and then i picked myself back up
then the light shined, and i saw you
my love ♡

Lilac Dreams Prod. Ross Gossage & Max Flynn

i keep getting texts from people i don't want them from (prod wavvy)

bleed for you feat NAVYXOWER (prod. voyce x jkei)

-- intro --
imma love you til the day that i die
and i know that i've said that a hundred million times
and i know that i've made a hundred million songs about you
well, damn, what's one more?

-- hook --
i don't wanna fight or argue with you
im already a problem, and you don't need two
mama told me, i gotta find me a real nice girl
well i did, now she's my world
im probably too dependent for your comfort
well that's okay baby i just need three words
those words take away the hurt like ooh
those words are "i love you"

verse 1
everytime that i talk to you
i, hope i dont bother you
everytime that we talk, i just hope that you're safe
cause safety's important to me nowadays
sooo, be careful when you drive babe
i just wanna say, you take all of my rage
put it in a bottle, turn it into love, and throw it my way
i'll make sure my heart's the only one that breaks
i've never ever had a home
or a person to call my own
you get me smiling everytime you text my phone
now, you're the only place i wanna go

-- hook --
i don't wanna fight or argue with you
im already a problem, and you don't need two
mama told me, i gotta find me a real nice girl
well i did, now she's my world
im probably too dependent for your comfort
well that's okay baby i just need three words
those words take away the hurt like ooh
those words are "i love you"

verse 2
ive been over-anxious
my soul baby, you know that its ancient
ive been through a couple hundred things
like you did too
we've been in the same position, yeah yeah, misused
im not scared of love
im just scared to lose
especially when that person is you
i got your name inked up on my brain like a tattoo
i've fallen in love with you a couple hundred times, but that's old news
so let me tell you something new
im tryna kiss you til you're red like this balloon
i wanna kiss your scars cause you're perfect ooh
imma love you til my body's blue

-- hook --
i don't wanna fight or argue with you
im already a problem, and you don't need two
mama told me, i gotta find me a real nice girl
well i did, now she's my world
im probably too dependent for your comfort
well that's okay baby i just need three words
those words take away the hurt like ooh
those words are "i love you"

i want to kiss your scars (prod. Ross Gossage)

sentimental feat epitomeoffailure & Heylee Manzeron

ur bf wants to be me lol (prod. Luffy X 5head)

im a rockstar with sum problems
i got too much in my mind i need to solve it
im a rockstar with sum problems
i got too much in my mind i need to solve it
feel like tove lo, gotta stay high
im astronomically uncomfortable in my own skin
i wanna die
feel like tove lo, i gotta stay high
without a percocet and adderall
i don't feel fine

verse
baby, tell me sumthin different matters in the end
cuz i can't sing my problems away, im bound to die in my skin
getting distant from the people that i love, and my friends
tell me when will it end?
got the semi by my side
all i think is suicide
i don't know what to do, i figure it out on the fly 
im missing, ill die in a crash like im ritchie
addiction catching up to me, i think it's bout to kill me
everybody tells me, im in touch w my emotions
ill be honest, that's just the shit on the surface
im drowning in a pool of my own blood, like a ocean
cut my wrists open, i need a surgeon

hook
im a rockstar with sum problems
i got too much in my mind i need to solve it
im a rockstar with sum problems
i got too much in my mind i need to solve it
feel like tove lo, gotta stay high
im astronomically uncomfortable in my own skin
i wanna die
feel like tove lo, i gotta stay high
without a percocet and adderall
i don't feel fine

verse 2
idk what's going on, i think im bout to wrist slit
feeling rlly terrible for the people that gon feel this
yeah and the closest to me know im gonna die, yeah that's real shit
if u wanna know me, dont, cuz i won't be here long to keep a friendship
i make promises that i can't keep
oh i make promises that i can't keep

rockstar problems

rockstar problems (sneezii x redjon wav x maxflynn)

Prison Or Dead (malloy & jkei)

Leave Em In The Past Tense (fruski)

IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT (5head X Flower)

i'm where you're supposed to be :/ (malloy x iof)

sk8miles

lyrics ♡

let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
full of sharks
let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
we got hella shards, breaking hella shards
let's swim
let's swim

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

post chorus
in your room

verse
ha, i hope that
when you're w him, you're screaming my name
ha, i hope that he knows
that you liked when i fucked on your face
ha, those were the better days
those were the better days
take me back to those better days (no they weren't lolll)
when i was w you, damn i made it a wetter day
and now im chilling watching anime
fucked a new bitch, it's like any day
but anyway, ive been gaining
like hella weight
cuz of raising canes, so
working it off
balling so hard, like im in the nba 
im the one like an ace of spades
but fuck it imma leave you anyway

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

outro
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

let's swim in an ocean full of sharks

a song i wrote in 2019 and released in 2020. it's a song about struggling with addiction, and trying to love not only yourself, but another person. a failing relationship between two people because of addiction. the 2nd and new verse, is a letter to 14 year old me. and a memory for the older one. this song is a personal battle, the death and the aftermath of what's to come. thank you for listening.

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
she never come around, when i'm on drugs
idk what to quit. is it drugs or love?
i feel like it's too much to ask
i'd say i love you, but i'll never take it back
would you take it back, if you said so?
i feel like i can ask, but i'd rather not know
on the road
run away from you
scared of love i don't know what to
do
idk what to do

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse 2
it's been years since i met you
and i've been trying to forget you
it's been years since i met you
and all i wanna do
is forget you
i gave it up for you, gave it up for you
i got sober for you, damn i got sober for me too
huh, i guess that's just the both of us
i guess we're growing up
go back to them days, poppin xans
i'll take another one
getting high with you, getting high with you
thought i'd OD, might just end up dyin with you
sobriety is something i could never do
i hope you're proud of me, the same way that i'm proud of you
i'm just tryna stay clean for my family
if i die young, then i'm dying happily
i don't wanna be here, not anymore
6 pills, now i'm falling to the floor

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

limbo (2022)

run from you feat kii. (malloy x max flynn)

(jang0 X Zekiro X Sk8miles)

intro
you stay 

chorus
angelic
screams of your name
you wanna scream away the pain
i know
you've lost things close to you
it hurts
so much, to think about
the people in your life that you're without
but i'm proud
through it all, you've found a way to stay angelic babe 

verse
there's so much meaning in a tattoo
inked on my skin, images, i wish i had you
we've both suffered loss, in different ways
but either way, a single loss, can add up to two
that's why every single day, i tell you that im proud of you
cuz any day can be your breaking point, ooh
it's weird to look up to someone, who's been through the same shit as you 

cause you stay

chorus
angelic
screams of your name
you wanna scream away the pain
i know
you've lost things close to you
it hurts
so much, to think about
the people in your life that you're without
but i'm proud
through it all, you've found a way to stay angelic babe 

you stay (angelic)

wifed you (i lied)

chorus
i know that i'm losing weight
but i don't really care anymore
i know that i haven't ate
'cause i'm so fucking numb to this (x?)
'cause i'm so numb 

verse
i got too many scars on my wrist, wrist
i know that you're worried, please don't worry bout shit, shit
you know i don't wanna live, live
i'm so sorry for telling you this 

chorus
i know that i'm losing weight
but i don't really care anymore
i know that i haven't ate
'cause i'm so fucking numb to this (x?)
'cause i'm so numb

(prod. NXMADIC)

i'm so fucking numb to this

Star Benz (2022)

Alone Feat xipz (Prod. teddyboi)

Connections v2 w/ HeyLee Manzeron (prod teddyboi)

fall into u.mp3 feat. Danny Adventure & Crizzy White (prod. tykun)

d0nt l34ve (prod. tykun)

hope i die first (prod. niche)

hit record (metlast)

let me tear you limb from limb (shade08)

sniffin so hard feat. Crizzy White & xipz (metlast)

In Time (prod. teddyboi)

why don’t u stay? (p. niche)

Out Of This World! Feat. lied to her (Prod. Nejdos)

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