Really happy that I've finally been able to make something that I enjoy in this style, I hope y'all like it as well :)

All beats produced by lofi god Eric Godlow: https://traktrain.com/ericgodlow

Shoutout to hero for the fire feature: https://soundcloud.com/h3roofficial

Follow My Twitter: twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/56wkZ4KK49FvsUlzwCumWF

lyrics:
it's 16 degrees below
i feel a chill run along my bones
head filled with thoughts of home
but in the wastes is where i roam
don't know what the future holds 
you swear i'm in control
i may come across as cold
but with just one fell swoop i fold

i'm way too damn far
underwater
i've escaped the surface light
i lose my breath as 
i go farther
but my goal will soon be in sight
i start to pass out
know i'll soon drown
but i still continue to fight
we start to fiz out
not what i wanted 
but maybe we were never really right

fish scales rub along my legs as i swim by
shark tails surface in my way but i'll be fine
new gills surface on my face help me breathe right
accustomed to these new ways i say goodbye

maybe it's in the water i will feel at home
maybe my life awaits me deep within the flow
on the ocean floor i see dim lights glow
but as i approach they go
they're so confusing
all these new ways
they try to make me cry
must be amusing 
to watch my cold face
as i die a little on the inside

//hero\\

caught out in the riptide
in the sunlight
how the fuck did i get out here the cold bites
middle of the ocean
lost my motor functions
i can't swim
and my hope has already sunken

i won't die here
it won't happen
i'm not gonna go down 
till my lungs have blackened 
plastic in the ocean 
becomes my coffin
the thought of death has got me feeling really nauseous

my fingernails peeling off
in the freezing waters
i'd give an arm just to see a copter
now
i need it now
is this the end my sealing vow

i'm taking water in my lungs
i don't think that i'll see the sun
shut my eyes under the blue taking over vicious sums
the mermaids under here they fucking speak in tongues
what i woulda gave for a bullet and a gun

i'm way too damn far
underwater
lose my breath as
i go farther
sorry to be such a bother
sorry could you tell my father x2

underwater w/ hero

Vocals - Drubo
Lyrics - Drubo
Mix/Mastered - Drubo
Cover Art - @luniesluniesandmorelunies on Instagram

go  - (p. moneo)

Produced by Hayku: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3Wh_R4dUAZ25z7Ftzv0s2g

Follow my twitter: twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Lyrics:
oh i dont seem to feel at home in this house
the walls seem to encroach as i breath out
with glassy eyes you look away as i reach out
call your phone but my number on your screen has been bleeped out
im torn apart like our pictures you threw out
in the dead of night i cant find what i need now

with the last push
of my breath
i just hope these words reach you
and you read them
and you catch on to the meaning
but pretend
that youve never even seen them
my message

its these cold nights
im alright
but the chill still cuts right through
i dont wanna go if its not with you 
i dont really know if those words were true
it only takes one night
to lose those lights
turn blue skies to a jet black hue
i dont condone all the shit that i do
dunno how to cope when i got that news

she marked my grave 
with a match that burned for days
let the heat reside within these eyes
til silenced by the blade
the words that i had thought but i dont really care to say
will press on me forever til i crumble from the weight

with the last push
of my breath
i just hope these words reach you
and you read them
and you catch on to the meaning
but pretend
that youve never even seen them
my message

its these cold nights
im alright
but the chill still cuts right through
i dont wanna go if its not with you 
i dont really know if those words were true
it only takes one night
to lose those lights
turn blue skies to a jet black hue
i dont condone all the shit that i do
dunno how to cope when i got that news
ITS THESE COLD NIGHTS 
IM ALRIGHT
BUT THE CHILL STILL CUTS RIGHT THROUGH
I DONT WANNA GO IF ITS NOT WITH YOU
I DONT REALLY KNOW IF THOSE WORDS WERE TRUE
IT ONLY TAKES ONE NIGHT
TO LOSE THOSE LIGHTS
TURN BLUE SKIES TO A JET BLACK HUE
I DONT CONDONE ALL THE SHIT THAT I DO
DUNNO HOW TO COPE WHEN I GOT THAT NEWS



thank u for listening

a message (hayku)

White Light

this is fucking disgusting, i meant to do justice to the beat but the effects are all off and I just want to get something out, and my mic is fucked so I can't record new takes I'm sorry

put it out early because I have irl shit to tend to

Lyrics:

woah woah

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
fucking virus
dealing with a liar
she is not a friend to me but she could be my lover
just her entering is enough for the mood to somber
i don't wanna argue you so sit back where it's calmer

oh my god oh my god what the fuck
why the hell is everybody drunk
saw a bottle fly across the room i almost had to duck
these are not my people so i'll curl right up and tuck

we can talk
we can talk when i'm done
writing on my homie's beat till moon turns into sun
all was well and good and then he drew his fuckin gun
too many people aiming high i do this shit for fun
i don't think i'm gonna win
sorry to my fuckin twin
who wanted me to do more with this life i live
put my "music" in a bin
take it out to trash again
nothing's good enough for me it's all fuckin shit
it's all fuckin shit
i don't deserve like any traction think that i'm unfit
god please don't fucking show your kids
i lose control on the slightest whim

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus

life takes sides and so do i
i'll take this time to thank my guide I swear he saved my life

i'm ugly n fucked
yea you know it's fuckin true
don't you try to sugar coat it
i been questioning my hues
i can't tell is summer autumn
is the winter turning blue
something's fucking with my vision 
maybe last night's pill or 2

i don't know what i took i accept that
i don't know what it did but i love it
i don't know what i drank but i downed it
i don't know what i smoked but i'd puff that
yea yea yea
it's all fucking shit
i don't really care bout anything my eyelights dim
oh my god i'm so done with this

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus

a generic depressing song [prod. aytayga]

poor girl

ION LIKE PPL

Originally by Porter Robinson

But then, you said, "don't think of the time that's left"
You're spending it in your head, I just want you laughing
I'm sorry for crying, I just want you happy

So at last, goodbye
I'll be happy just to have known you
And we wished each other well

Blossom (one take)

FWA (audio) 2025

Nightmares and Daydreams produced by Matthew May!

Hope y'all enjoy :)

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Follow Matthew May: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCEcsDOzFZg7DughFiIeYBiQ

Cover Art By: https://soundcloud.com/whosmerci

Thanks to everyone involved, new music soon!

Lyrics:
Yeah I met you outside around midnight
The clouds in the sky soaked the moonlight
With a tear in your eye you say you're alright
Don't do that baby don't lie
Gotten sick of this house
Gotten sick of this mess
Got your eyes full of doubt
Fill your life with distress
When the fog rolls in
You scream with detest 
But I just gotta get this shit off my chest

Under rainfall
You held me close and cried
As night falls
Your heartbeat starts to fly
You got these missed calls
All these voicemails left behind
Won't make you stay strong
But I'd appreciate if you could try

I can't stand the face you make
As you bury me into the ground
As the gravel covers me around
I don't feel like I'm afraid
But maybe that's the issue
Tell me what's wrong with you

Under rainfall
You held me close and cried
As night falls
Your heartbeat starts to fly
You got these missed calls
All these voicemails left behind
Won't make you stay strong
But I'd appreciate if you could try

Missed Calls

⎯⎯✬/𝕃𝕪𝕣𝕚𝕔𝕤 𝕨𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕟 𝕓𝕪\✬⎯⎯
𝔻𝕣𝕦𝕓𝕠
X
𝔼𝕍𝔼ℝ𝔾𝕏ℝ𝔻𝔼ℕ
X
𝕄𝕖𝕝𝕞𝕚𝕘𝕖
X
𝕋𝕪𝕝𝕖𝕣 𝕍𝕒𝕝𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕖
ᴍɪxᴇᴅ & ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴅʀᴜʙᴏ,ᴍᴇʟᴍɪɢᴇ, ᴇᴠᴇʀɢxʀᴅᴇɴ
ᴘʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴘʀᴏᴅ. @SPLASHGVNG
✬⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯✬
Intro - Drubo

ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰɪʀꜱᴛ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ 
ɪ ʟᴀɪᴅ ᴜᴘᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜ
ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴍᴜᴄʜ 
ᴅᴏᴜʙᴛ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ
ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴏʟᴅ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴀʟʟ
ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ


Verse - Drubo
ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴛᴜʀɴ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀꜱᴇ
ꜰᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ɪᴍ ʜᴜʀᴛ
ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴇᴀʀɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ɢɪᴠᴇɴ
ɴᴀʜ ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
ɴᴏ ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ɪᴛ 
ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅᴇᴅ
ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ʜᴜʀꜱᴛ 
ɴᴏ ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪᴍ ʜᴜʀᴛɪɴɢ


Bridge - Drubo
ɪ’ᴍ ʜᴜʀᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ’ᴠᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ 
ɪ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʟᴏꜱɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ
ʏᴏᴜ
ɪ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʟᴏꜱɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ

Verse - Tyler Valentine
ɪ ꜰɪɴᴅ ɪᴛ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ
ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴅʀᴏᴡɴ ɪɴ ᴡᴇᴀʟᴛʜ
ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ꜱᴏ ꜱᴀᴅ ʏᴇᴀʜ ᴍʏ ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ ɪꜱ ʙᴀᴅ
ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ꜰɪɴᴇ ʏᴇᴀʜ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ꜰʟᴀᴛʟɪɴᴇ
ᴅᴀʀᴋᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴍʏ ꜱᴏᴜʟ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴋɴᴏᴡ
ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟɪꜰᴇ ꜰᴀɪʀ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ
ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ᴄᴀʀᴅ ᴛʀᴜꜱᴛ ɪᴍ ᴀʟʀɪɢʜᴛ
ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴇɴ ᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ 
ꜰᴀʟʟ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴜʟʟ ᴍʏ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ
ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴇᴀᴛʜᴇʀ
ɢᴏɪɴɢ ꜱᴏ ᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴄʀᴀᴢʏ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ꜱᴏ ᴅᴀᴍɴ ɪɴꜱᴀɴᴇ
ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴘᴜᴛ .45 ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʙʀᴀɪɴ

Bridge - Tyler Valentine 
ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀʟʟ ꜱᴛʀᴇꜱꜱ ᴇɴᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴘʀᴇꜱꜱᴜʀᴇ
ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏᴛ ᴅᴀᴍɴ ʟᴇᴅɢᴇʀ
ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɢᴇᴛ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ
ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ᴍ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴇᴀʜ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡᴇᴀᴛʜᴇʀ
ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇᴛ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ ꜱʜɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴘᴀʏ
ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍꜱ ꜱᴛʀᴀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢʀᴀᴠᴇ

Verse - Evergxrden
ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ʙʏ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ
ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ꜰɪɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰʟᴏᴏʀ
ᴄʀᴀꜱʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜ
ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇʟʟꜱ
ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴛᴇʀʀɪꜰɪᴇᴅ ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪᴍ ʙʏ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ
ᴏʀ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪᴛꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪᴍ ʙʏ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ
 ɪ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ
ɪ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴅᴏᴏʀ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏᴏʀ ʏᴇꜱ ɪᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʜᴇʟʟ
ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴡɪᴛᴄʜ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴄᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴘᴇʟʟ

ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴛᴜʀɴ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀꜱᴛ
ʏᴏᴜ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ɪɴ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀʀꜱᴇ
ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ ɪꜱ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜʀꜱᴇ
ᴅʀɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴀ ʜɪʟʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ꜱᴡᴇʀᴠᴇ


Verse - Melmige
ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴀᴛᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰɪɢʜᴛꜱ ᴡᴀɪᴛ ᴛɪʟ ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ 
ᴄᴏɴꜱᴇQᴜᴇɴᴛɪᴀʟ ᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴄᴏɴꜰʟɪᴄᴛ ꜰᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴏʀɪɴɢ 
ᴛʏʀᴀɴɴɪᴄᴀʟ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴꜱʜɪᴘ ᴜ ꜱᴀʏɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ’ꜱ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ 
ᴜ ᴀᴅᴏʀᴇ ᴍᴇ
ɪ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ 
ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴀʟꜱᴇɴᴇꜱꜱ
ꜰᴀʟʟᴀᴄʏ ᴄᴏʀʀᴜᴘᴛɪᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴꜰʟɪᴄᴛ 
ɴᴏɴꜱᴇɴꜱᴇ
ɪ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʜᴇᴀʀ ɪᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴜ ᴛᴀʟᴋ ꜱʜɪᴛ
ᴘʀᴏɢʀᴇꜱꜱ
ɪᴍᴘᴏꜱꜱɪʙʟᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ ʀᴇꜱᴘᴏɴꜱɪʙʟᴇ
ɢᴏᴛ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟ
ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ꜱᴜᴘᴘᴏʀᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴀʟʟ
ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪᴛ’ꜱ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴄᴏɢɴɪᴢᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ
ᴛᴏ ᴅɪꜱʀᴇɢᴀʀᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏʙᴏᴅʏ ᴇʟꜱᴇ
ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ’ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴍʏ ᴊᴏʙ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ꜱᴜʀᴇ ᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡᴇʟʟ
ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ꜱʜɪᴛ ɪ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴛᴇʟʟ

take a turn

take a turn - ft. tyler valentine, melmige, evergxrden - (p. splashgvng)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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