Prod. https://soundcloud.com/irby314 and https://soundcloud.com/freveltrothy

feat. https://soundcloud.com/hazenova

four walls (ft. hazenova) (prod. frevel x irby)

i hope so too.....

Really happy that I've finally been able to make something that I enjoy in this style, I hope y'all like it as well :)

All beats produced by lofi god Eric Godlow: https://traktrain.com/ericgodlow

Shoutout to hero for the fire feature: https://soundcloud.com/h3roofficial

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lyrics:
it's 16 degrees below
i feel a chill run along my bones
head filled with thoughts of home
but in the wastes is where i roam
don't know what the future holds 
you swear i'm in control
i may come across as cold
but with just one fell swoop i fold

i'm way too damn far
underwater
i've escaped the surface light
i lose my breath as 
i go farther
but my goal will soon be in sight
i start to pass out
know i'll soon drown
but i still continue to fight
we start to fiz out
not what i wanted 
but maybe we were never really right

fish scales rub along my legs as i swim by
shark tails surface in my way but i'll be fine
new gills surface on my face help me breathe right
accustomed to these new ways i say goodbye

maybe it's in the water i will feel at home
maybe my life awaits me deep within the flow
on the ocean floor i see dim lights glow
but as i approach they go
they're so confusing
all these new ways
they try to make me cry
must be amusing 
to watch my cold face
as i die a little on the inside

//hero\\

caught out in the riptide
in the sunlight
how the fuck did i get out here the cold bites
middle of the ocean
lost my motor functions
i can't swim
and my hope has already sunken

i won't die here
it won't happen
i'm not gonna go down 
till my lungs have blackened 
plastic in the ocean 
becomes my coffin
the thought of death has got me feeling really nauseous

my fingernails peeling off
in the freezing waters
i'd give an arm just to see a copter
now
i need it now
is this the end my sealing vow

i'm taking water in my lungs
i don't think that i'll see the sun
shut my eyes under the blue taking over vicious sums
the mermaids under here they fucking speak in tongues
what i woulda gave for a bullet and a gun

i'm way too damn far
underwater
lose my breath as
i go farther
sorry to be such a bother
sorry could you tell my father x2

underwater w/ hero

ill learn with time

Produced by Hayku: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3Wh_R4dUAZ25z7Ftzv0s2g

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Lyrics:
oh i dont seem to feel at home in this house
the walls seem to encroach as i breath out
with glassy eyes you look away as i reach out
call your phone but my number on your screen has been bleeped out
im torn apart like our pictures you threw out
in the dead of night i cant find what i need now

with the last push
of my breath
i just hope these words reach you
and you read them
and you catch on to the meaning
but pretend
that youve never even seen them
my message

its these cold nights
im alright
but the chill still cuts right through
i dont wanna go if its not with you 
i dont really know if those words were true
it only takes one night
to lose those lights
turn blue skies to a jet black hue
i dont condone all the shit that i do
dunno how to cope when i got that news

she marked my grave 
with a match that burned for days
let the heat reside within these eyes
til silenced by the blade
the words that i had thought but i dont really care to say
will press on me forever til i crumble from the weight

with the last push
of my breath
i just hope these words reach you
and you read them
and you catch on to the meaning
but pretend
that youve never even seen them
my message

its these cold nights
im alright
but the chill still cuts right through
i dont wanna go if its not with you 
i dont really know if those words were true
it only takes one night
to lose those lights
turn blue skies to a jet black hue
i dont condone all the shit that i do
dunno how to cope when i got that news
ITS THESE COLD NIGHTS 
IM ALRIGHT
BUT THE CHILL STILL CUTS RIGHT THROUGH
I DONT WANNA GO IF ITS NOT WITH YOU
I DONT REALLY KNOW IF THOSE WORDS WERE TRUE
IT ONLY TAKES ONE NIGHT
TO LOSE THOSE LIGHTS
TURN BLUE SKIES TO A JET BLACK HUE
I DONT CONDONE ALL THE SHIT THAT I DO
DUNNO HOW TO COPE WHEN I GOT THAT NEWS



thank u for listening

a message (hayku)

this is fucking disgusting, i meant to do justice to the beat but the effects are all off and I just want to get something out, and my mic is fucked so I can't record new takes I'm sorry

put it out early because I have irl shit to tend to

Lyrics:

woah woah

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
fucking virus
dealing with a liar
she is not a friend to me but she could be my lover
just her entering is enough for the mood to somber
i don't wanna argue you so sit back where it's calmer

oh my god oh my god what the fuck
why the hell is everybody drunk
saw a bottle fly across the room i almost had to duck
these are not my people so i'll curl right up and tuck

we can talk
we can talk when i'm done
writing on my homie's beat till moon turns into sun
all was well and good and then he drew his fuckin gun
too many people aiming high i do this shit for fun
i don't think i'm gonna win
sorry to my fuckin twin
who wanted me to do more with this life i live
put my "music" in a bin
take it out to trash again
nothing's good enough for me it's all fuckin shit
it's all fuckin shit
i don't deserve like any traction think that i'm unfit
god please don't fucking show your kids
i lose control on the slightest whim

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus

life takes sides and so do i
i'll take this time to thank my guide I swear he saved my life

i'm ugly n fucked
yea you know it's fuckin true
don't you try to sugar coat it
i been questioning my hues
i can't tell is summer autumn
is the winter turning blue
something's fucking with my vision 
maybe last night's pill or 2

i don't know what i took i accept that
i don't know what it did but i love it
i don't know what i drank but i downed it
i don't know what i smoked but i'd puff that
yea yea yea
it's all fucking shit
i don't really care bout anything my eyelights dim
oh my god i'm so done with this

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus

a generic depressing song [prod. aytayga]

@northshoremusic 
@soulfadexo
@strivemusicau

Different Paths w/ soulfade, The North Shore & strivesad.

DONT SAY SHIT

GOD DO YOU HEAR ME

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Away From It All

Hope y'all enjoy, thanks to WhosMerci for going crazy on the verse as always and to KyG for killing the beat yet again!

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Produced by KyG Beats: https://www.youtube.com/c/KyGKnikker/videos

Lyrics:
{YOKAI DREAMS}
It's 4 AM I'm sleep deprived and my head hurts behind these eyes
Can't get to bed with these thoughts in mind so I sit and wait for the pass of time
The sun comes up shines through the blinds
My hairs a mess and so's my life
I can't pretend that I feel alright
So I wait some more in this bed til night

It's too much in this moment
I'll see you in the morning

In the back of the party
You were all on him
Dancing in the lights
Tears in the shot glass
Clothes on the nightstand
Guess it just wasn't my night
Drums in the background
I can't pretend that
I'm feeling alright
Fleeing out the back door
Crying on her back porch
Wish I didn't get an invite

{MERCI}
Baby why you wanna ruin my night
Im not trying to fight you
Right through, the good times
If theres a party going down bring good vibes cause i need them,
Everybody says the same thing i think i should believe them,
You take all the hearts and bleed them dry,
Why’d I ever try, why’d i ever try
This should be goodbye, goodbye
Nothings going the way that I want it to be,
Its a shame, im the one that you wanted to see,
I cant change for you
Im not made for you, 
And i hate what you do to me

{YOKAI DREAMS}
Night falls, I keep the hall light on
In my bedroom, I stay too long
Don't go to sleep
Don't go to bed
Don't go away
Stay in my head
Our song was on
When you declared me dead
My bathroom walls are filled with red

In the back of the party
You were all on him
Dancing in the lights
Tears in the shot glass
Clothes on the nightstand
Guess it just wasn't my night
Drums in the background
I can't pretend that
I'm feeling alright
Fleeing out the back door
Crying on her back porch
Wish I didn't get an invite

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Back Of The Party w/ WhosMerci (Prod. KyG)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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a message (hayku)

Yokai Dreams