produced by branwen
lyrics vvv

[empty]
(2x)
i seen better days when i was sittin' here alone
i was always home but you would never hit my phone
i don't wanna seem like a pest, but i worry
i think i was doing better when i didn't have no
weather changes, always; breaking

i told myself i'd never trust again
but i'm trying for you
yeah (3x)
yeah i'm trying (2x)
for you

[awhdum]
etched into my brain; imagery i fucking hate
what's the point in being brave, if you're gonna walk away?
either way, no chance from the start
cut deep in my heart, got marks on my arms
won't care if i talk about it

never felt that my feelings were valid
always just been tryna find a balance
between heaven's gate and this hell escape
existing's the ultimate challenge

i don't wanna see another day, till i wake up
EVERY LITTLE THING THAT GOD CREATE'S FUCKIN' MADE UP

[awhdum & empty]
i seen better days when i was sittin' here alone
i was always home but you would never hit my phone
i don't wanna seem like a pest, but i worry
i think i was doing better when i didn't have no
weather changes, always; breaking

i told myself i'd never trust again
but i'm trying for you
yeah (3x)
yeah i'm trying (2x)
for you

(don't tell me how i'm living)
(yeah i agree now, i'm sorry)
(but why'd you mess with my vision?)
(i ain't enough for your worries)
(ain't enough for the morning..)

i told myself i'd never trust again
but i'm trying for you
yeah (3x)
yeah i'm trying (2x)
for you...

trying4u

trying4u w/autumndropsdead

mad at you (prod. autrioly)

https://soundcloud.com/caspywaspy

swear im okay
im just sick of all this bullshit
and she dont go away
i need a doctor before i lose it

i need help im on my own
theres no sun inside my home
and i could call u but i wont
if theres a door i hope its closed

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

i stepped on a landmine
it blew my body to pieces everywhere
miss ur body on mine
we went from everything to nothing, nowhere
coexisted now we collide
i think us being apart is for the best 
no more a part of my life
i wish it was as easy done as said

i stepped on a landmine
it blew my body to pieces everywhere
miss ur body on mine
we went from everything to nothing, nowhere

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

landmine w/ casperrr (king theta)

https://soundcloud.com/avxid

time
running out, cus i fuck up each time
taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

will he text back
feeding the anger
regret that
i cant control 50 feelings
lazer holes in the ceiling
but i'm not a nice being
i'm just fine
cant do this lonely shit
all the time
suffocate me with reason
wont make it to the end of the season

i spark it up n i'm flying
i feel i'm closer to dying
honest i'm not even trying
i do not wanna keep fighting
i feel like more of a ghost now
life is too fast need to slow down
i cant think what it takes
i let this take it all away

taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

s0ul (ft. AVXiD) [caves]

if i didn’t care
whys it hurt so much 
is it really fair
am i worth that much
give yourself a chance
to retain my love
give myself a chance
to drain my blood
i rot in my room
am i ok with dying young
its too hot in my room
it’s straight boiling like my blood
i cant talk
who are you
why u care about my luck
when i walk
next to u
i dont feel an ounce of trust

i recall these places that i been in
i hear by word of mouth but they just know how to spin it right
im past this boring life
im past my fragile mind
im past my breaking point but i think that its ending right now 

its been coming back but i try to fight it down
life is going to fast can sumbody slow it down
i see thru a lot but not what u type down
really i feel like a couple embers died out

breaking point

This is a culmination of songs I've made over the past few months. Many talented artists and producers are featured on here. I loved making this whole project and genuinely am so proud of this. I hope everyone enjoys this project!!

The Best Thing (prod. The Sound Clown)

produced by @nevrfall

Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white
Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white

I’ve been getting terrified 
You can look into to my eyes
You can tell me what you find
Why you looking mortified?
Tell me was it too much?
Tell me was it too much?

I’ve been hearing voices
Telling me not to trust
I’ve been tasting poison
Ever since we fell in love
Then you’re always telling me
That I’m not enough
I couldn’t avoid you

Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white
Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white

anxious (nevrfall)

Prod. cxrter + Yunny Goldz

Lessthanfriends:
https://soundcloud.com/1lessthanfriends
https://linktr.ee/lessthanfriends
https://www.instagram.com/1lessthanfriends

Lyrics:

Bins:
yeah its been a while, I been on my own
right now I think I need you, hit me on my phone
yeah I really wanna see you, I feel all alone
yeah I been here for a while, I been on my own (x2)

LTF:
baby you were the only thing
i could call home
ever since you left
i been feelin so alone
why she always start problems
when i hit her phone 
if she really loved me
guess ill never know

but i know now what i wish i did
dyin in the booth bitch im high as shit
feelin like i died but i never got to live
tried to kill myself and it haunts me still
yeah it haunts me still

yeah it haunts me still
smoke a little bud
cause i dont want to feel
and i miss you still
if you come back
we could help each other heal

Bins:
yeah its been a while, I been on my own
right now I think I need you, hit me on my phone
yeah I really wanna see you, I feel all alone
yeah I been here for a while, I been on my own (x2)

had to do it by myself
no I never needed help
no I never needed you
I never needed all that hell
and how I did it on my own
I had to do it alone
you never hit me on my phone
you only left me in my zone

no one ever wanted me 
they only wanted me to leave
I know I never really seem
i never followed in your lead
I never really knew a thing
i know i couldn't really bring
no, i couldnt really see 
you would better after me

yeah i knew we got along and now we're moving on
or that we never get to talk so I'm writing on a song
but i hope you feel the best, you were better than the rest
we should of stayed just friends, don't know whats now next

yeah its been a while, I been on my own
right now I think I need you, hit me on my phone
yeah I really wanna see you, I feel all alone
yeah I been here for a while, I been on my own (x3)

For A While (ft. LessThanFriends) Prod. cxrter + Yunny Goldz

prod me <3

lyrics:

i took a shot in the dark
guess that i missed but i want u to know that
i didn't mean any harm
i can't admit that i wanna be noticed
i don't think i have a heart
but you did
and i lost that
and he got that
and like so far
like nobody comes even close yet

guess that i'm back at the start for now
it's getting so dark out
i'm heading home all alone
for the 90th time in a row
it's a pattern now
had it all planned out
guess that i better start tearing it down
u never smiled like that with me
ur better off that i left town

wishing the best for the two of you
ache in my chest from a newer bruise
give it a rest, what the fuck am i supposed to do?
world around me a bluer hue
knowing that you found somebody who
you could love a little more
i guess that's nothing new

i took a shot in the dark
guess that i missed but i want u to know that
i didn't mean any harm
i can't admit that i wanna be noticed
i don't think i have a heart
but you did
and i lost that
and he got that
and like so far
like nobody comes even close yet

a shot in the dark

✨️11:34 AM,ÐannyBøi

Produced by @taxpurposes 

Lyrics: 
Lay me face down put me in the 
basement 
Take me out when you doubt that I'm waiten
Know you pout and you wanna trade places 
Babygirl don't think that I could ever really fake this 
Use me for the moments that your life feel like a nightmare 
Been moven fast but I think I'm stoppen right here 
Late night walls talk  not as much as these sheets 
Taste my lips a lot before she go to sleep
Repeat in the morning alright 
Fill all these cracks in our fault lines 
I don't shake anymore when can't find a meaning 
I believe when you say that you don't plan on leaving 
I wanna see your skin in august 
I bet that you still keep the picture in your locket
I'll let her check me when I'm outa pocket 
You couldn't do a thing to make me ever not want it 
Ima go and say it I still feel same
4 years watch four more out the windowpane 
Then 50 after long as we're together 
Take this always for worse or better
Lay me face down put me in the 
basement 
Take me out when you doubt that I'm waiten
Know you pout and you wanna trade places 
Think we fall apart when can't share the same spaces 
Lay me face down put me in the 
basement 
Take me out when you doubt that I'm waiten
Know you pout and you wanna trade places 
You know what I'm about when I say let's 
Make this forever 
Late night walls talk  not as much as these sheets 
Taste my lips a lot before she go to sleep
Late night walls talk  not as much as these sheets 
Taste my lips a lot before she go to sleep
Lay me face down put me in the 
basement 
Take me out when you doubt that I'm waiten
Know you pout and you wanna trade places 
Babygirl don't think that I could ever really fake this 
Lay me face down put me in the 
basement 
Take me out when you doubt that I'm waiten
Know you pout and you wanna trade places 
Think we fall apart when can't share the same spaces 
Ima go and say it I still feel same
4 years watch four more out the windowpane 
Then 50 after long as we're together 
Take this always for worse or better

Feel The Same (prod. taxpurposes)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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a shot in the dark

Yokai Dreams