sorry for the long break
produced by mix
more soon
enjoy <3

lyrics -
no i cannot let you go
youre the only one i know
but now you say you need some space
but hopefully with time it breaks

don't wanna dream about your face
i think im nearin my day
but why do i still even try
you made it clear, i said id die

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high

you're not what i need
but i can't help it, no i can't just see
all these people that are around me

but i just wanna flee, i don't wanna be here
try and talk to me, and it goes out my ear
oh yea i'm free, but i cant have you near
no one needs me, i'm dead to you, dear
i'm dead, i fear

another years passed-
i've been getting old, getting hard to keep track
but i'm still young, and things are getting fast
tryna keep control when you asked

(am i okay? do i think ill die soon?) (are you okay? i don't need you)
(idk man, really think ill try soon)(u better go now, still stuck in june)
(and its really hard not 2 mind you) (you're hurt? oh yea well i had a clue)

all of this is just so far behind you

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly (i try to fight)
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high (don't wanna die)

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly (i try to fight)
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high (the light is bright)

fly again

prod me

shoutout @kamzze for hopping on the song

(chbv)
i tell u my lies and ill never know it’s right
ur always by my side and ur never tryna hide
are u down for this ride? cuz if u are then so am i
we’re driving on the road and every time i feel alive
life has all these obstacles, ill die or have a stroke
im living my dreams and u aren’t here to give me hope
i dont need a therapist, i promise i dont cope
i can see you from a distance i feel so alone

running from a distance i can see it in ur eyes
i been working my ass off, ive been so preoccupied
i pretend that i dont see you cuz im living not to bribe
ill forget our entire past and move on with my life
blood is leaking through the floorboards, am i scared to die?
ill see you talking with him you know i dont mean to pry
i know a way out of this it’s never too late to try
im harboring these feelings and then you told me goodbye
WANNA WAKE UP NEXT TO U BUT I JUST HEARD GOODNIGHT
I DONT WANNA TALK AND IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO FIGHT
I KNOW YOU WERE MESSING WITH ME YOU WERENT ALWAYS MINE
I GUESS ONLY TIME WILL TELL BUT I DONT HAVE TIME TO CRY

(cherry)
i tell u my lies and i will never know its right
always by my side n u never tryna hide
r u down for this ride? cuz if you are then so am i
drivin on the road every time i feel so alive
ill die or have a stroke
ur not here for my hope
i promise i dont cope
here i feel alone (so alone)

forget all my times i spend with u
i dont give a shit cuz i hate you!
omg i hate that new song
i dont wanna love but its so hard
hold me its all the pain in my heart
but you know me i could never go n fix it 
and the old me could tell u that i really cared
all that rlly fuckin up my new hair
all black fit in the middle of juLY

HOODIE ON MY BACK AND I TOLD U I WOULD DIE
FROM THIS FUCKIN HEAT BUT IT DOESNT MAKE A DIFFERENCE
SITTIN AT THE WATER AND MY LEGS STARTED TO TWITCH AND
AND I DONT FEEL SAFE AROUND U ANYMORE
IF EVERYONE AT THIS PARTY TURNED INTO AN ANIMAL 
U WOULD STAY THE FUCKIN SAME
STAY THE FUCK AWAY
YOU SHOULD TELL UR FRIENDS  THAT YOU JUST FORGOT MY NAME

harbor w/ cherry

always involved
theres no room for you here
vultures wrap round me
my deaths imminent
but what should i fear

everyones leaving but they know my place
and i 
hope they come back to me to tell me bout their day
and how all this times passed and nothing much has changed
oh let it resume, ignorance in your face

honestly, yeah honestly its honestly pathetic
so count me out of everything my life line wont mend it
if this is how its meant to be, im sure that god planned it
by taking every part of me and leaving me stranded
with no one
now theres no one
fall apart and
pick myself up
its not the same
molded to change
eyes laying heavy tried keeping yours safe

see you in my dreams
holding close to me
this the closest the closest well ever be
dont take that away
god dont do it please
saw him yesterday
all the same to me

IF THATS ALL ILL GET
ILL NEVER COMPLAIN
IF HE SAW ME NOW
WOULD HE FEEL THE SAME ?
THOUGH ILL NEVER KNOW
KINDA LIKE IT THAT WAY
SOMETIMES FEEL AS THOUGH 
HE WOULD BE ASHAMED

vultures

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
everything by me (dawsin) :o

lyrics:
just a figment
of my
imagination
of me

RID OF ME
RID OF ME
MY OTHER PERSONALITY
HE'S NOT A FRIEND TO ME
HATE MYSELF
FAMILY STILL SCARED OF ME
.45 TO MY TEMPLE
I'M READY TO GET
RID OF ME

don't want no one
but I left these flowers 
here for you
baebaebaebae
babe it's true
baebaebaebae
that I wanna blow my head out
so I feel like a drop out
(in life)
so you'll walk in my room and ask me why I did this
ain't been the same, since I regained my pulse

let me leave
let me leave
let me leave 
this horrible dream

I might've said that "I was fine"
but-
ahaa
it's quite the opposite
i-
I don't even know how to feel anymore

remember the first time I said "hey"?
well this the last time I say "bye"
you're so fake
anxiety got me covering my arms in stripes
(our journey together, ends here.)

I'm disappointed in my self
cause 
I still have the ring on
I still haven't taken it off
AND I BET YOU THINK THATS IT'S PITIFUL
BUT I MISS YOUR EARFULS
I MISS WHEN WE TALKED ALOT
AND NOW ITS ALL GONE-

bipolarity

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prod. 
@ilyl1ght

you ask, why am i shaking? i have anxiety
the things that you're saying don't make no sense to me
i don't wanna go to sleep i'm not even tired
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar

@wyfydisconnected
keep my body still in wait
disguise your shame in hate
carry your touch on my shoulders
laugh off any sign that you're colder
i won't crack if i look down
i won't last on the way out

divert your gaze when i looked at you
knocked down how much?
said it was just a few
i can't trust you no
i can't let you go

@ilyl1ght
you ask, why am i shaking? i have anxiety
the things that you're saying don't make no sense to me
i don't wanna go to sleep i'm not even tired
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar

a place where we'll stay

lyrics ⬇️


figurative language



im lonely as often as you’re in my head
thoughts been depleting my every last breath
and i know
last year was cold 
reminds of every time i never told you so

said that i couldnt love you like the other ones in my past
you also told me if you dropped me you would never want me back
did that for a month
now its been minute
used me as crutch
til you left cuz you were livid

cut ties with ur enemies cuz ur trippin i could not
then ill be with my homies til im dead and ima rot
maybe everything you said to me was way wrose than you thought 
way too heavy like an anvil please oh lord just wish me gone

wish me gone
ima leave the same second you push me off
you made dive me off that cliff and i hit the bottom i hit the rocks

wheres the applause
 i thought you wanted me out of the universe up me in the stars
somehow it always feel dark
wish i could tell you that i could restart
but i can’t 
every night you talk to me i feel like you want me to feel like i’m an ant
step over me like the part in the pavement 
i feel like you want me rant


i ran out on everything you tried to fix cuz i couldnt pick up ur hand
watch me go down the list as everything i want just wont go to plan
i roll in the rubble and sticks i know that they can’t understand 
if you gave me one more wish then i would wish that i was them

i cant play pretend
cant go through all this again i know ill get revenge
eventually ill explain to everyone what i did
what i did

you scraped away that memory on skin with 
broken glad
tempted to exempt myself from everything i had

dont remind me of that addiction 
everytime i was there in an instant

now atleast where im at im reminded I exist 
sorry that its killing me i wish that we could live

pushing me and honestly i hate when you persist
but i been here ever forever so i cant even resist
i wish that every night you went out when u been drinking outta line wit all ur friends

switch up the top i don’t wanna slip
im off the bottle i wish i had bliss
i was out fully far in the abyss
if we departed id turn to a man and realize that everything you did was

switch the topic (everest)

saturn (notenvy)

Reproduced by venvi 

Between the glass is filled with poison
I feel like trash, apply the ointment
Just stay back, he needs some time alone
'Cause through the cracks is the widow's home
Don't come inside here, I would bounce
We're not alive here, don't stick around
When your mind's clear, come in the house
'Cause I'm not safe here, so get me out
Yeah

Don't come inside here, you might fear, people always die here
Blood's along the cabinets, he sacrificed a lot here
Everything was gone he loved and now there's nothing left here
He said he wants to make a change, so he cuts every piece of hair
Don't come inside here, you might fear, everybody dies here
Walls are colored red and I see bodies lying everywhere
Roam around the room, can you tell there's nothing left here?
You're quick to quit imagining that you brought me inside of here

(Oh, she)
She is lying through her teeth, I swear that she wants to kill me
Lay with my lifeless body while staring at the ceilin'
Her actions are deceivin', she cuts herself, she's bleedin'
The blood is running, and she really fucking loves to see it
Welcome to the widow's home, there's cracks and holes in every wall
The emptiness fills all those holes, this place really torments my soul
But, you can't leave, neither can I, I'll go into a room and cry
I'll try to just make up my mind, cut my hair, lock myself inside

(Don't come inside here, you might fear, don't stop)
(Everybody dies here, there's nowhere to go to now)
(Walls are colored red, and I see bodies lying everywhere)
(Roam around the room, can you tell there's nothing left here?, There's no one to save you now)
(You're quick to quit imagining that you brought me inside of here)

Don't come inside here, you might fear, people always die here
Blood's along the cabinets, he sacrificed a lot here
Everything was gone he loved and now there's nothing left here
He said he wants to make a change, so he cuts every piece of hair
Don't come inside here, you might fear, everybody dies here
Walls are colored red and I see bodies lying everywhere
Roam around the room, can you tell there's nothing left here?
You're quick to quit imagining that you brought me inside of here

casperrr and heylog- there’s nothing left here (Cover)

dont give up - corbin (cover)

produced by mix
over a year in the making

lyrics:
@1m1x
in the end ima shoot em all for you
i dont care yea i been thru a few
dropped him yea hes dead its nuthin new
in the end its either me or you
yea i dont give a shit
gotta focus up when he start talkin shit
get dropped bitch ur the one who started it
losing consciousness hope you have insurance

and my soul is to be
tightness in chest so now i cant breathe
killed him, then got back on my feet
haise, that no longer is me
and i shot him dead he was just standing there
gotta cleanse now tired of all this wear and tear
built a new man, haise is dead in the grave
just killed myself to find a new life i can save

@dawsin
i came up from nothing bitch, you wouldnt understand
i said bro, leave me alone, im too frail for this
she want all of me but i don't really know her like that
I'll drink a pint of whiskey then i'll call it a day

uh what do you think of that L?
this is my perfect victory and you failed
hah i just need one breath
one call was all it took for you to avoid my death

your weak haise, youve gotta do something and fast
or hes gonna kill your men, you cant keep anyone safe
can you?
turn around haise, look at me dont turn your back on a friend
you know that you need me, do it accept me as part of you
COME ON COME ON COME ON

@dawsin
impaled his chest,
wound in his lungs
hit em up
drag em out 
leave him hung
im a ghoul eat his flesh off the bone
and in the end its die or atone
@1m1x
atone, why you running we were just having fun?
that sucks cuz soon youll be friends with the gun
eat him up and leave him for the crows and the sun
oh haise i always knew you'd be the one

IN THE END I MIGHT SHOOT THEM ALL FOR YOU
I DONT CARE YEA I BEEN THRU A FEW
DROPPED HIM YEA HES DEAD ITS NOTHING NEW
IN THE END, IT'S EITHER ME OR YOU
YEA, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT
CLOCKED HIM IN THE FACE AND NOW HE'S GOT LEAD IN IT
IT'S ON THE SPOT BITCH DON'T START FEELING NAUSEOUS
CRYING ON THE FLOOR, GUESS U REALLY LOST THIS?!!!

haise w/ dawsin

Tried some new styles with my vocal mixing to get a more ambient sound, I think it sounds pretty chill. Also first real feature let's go lmao.
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