https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/turn-u-on-nevrfall

lyrics:

I knew she would break my heart
I knew she would but I let it happen I'm hopeless in many ways
guess it probably wouldn't of worked out anyways
sick of holding back tears on the better days
all these people thru my window start to look the same
all this damage on my brain act like its novocaine
who am I when playing god I shoulda known my place
22 its the after party
breath slow baby girl
we still try to keep composure in this broken world
I watch rain roll off my roof on to the flooded grounds
I could always hold myself when I need calming down

tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
turn you on

tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
turn you on
rip thru the phone books she grip by my heart
plenty left me broken but the way you do it
turn me on
why's this summer so long

sewerperson - turn u on (nevrfall) [NORMAL VOICE]

you were not there 
you were not there 
late nights in high school
holding back hair 
every fucking weekend you call
and i always answer
ignore you i would not dare 

shit is not fair 
choking on air
i really don’t like you
but why stop there
if i had a choice me or you
you could stab me in the back
i’d bleed to death and still not care

i don’t wanna drink but i wanna feel drunk
i don’t wanna smoke i just wanna get high 
i don’t wanna live without your love
so i’m please begging you to end my life 

i’m a sunchaser 
i chase the light 
stay here lil baby 
stay right by my side 

i know i’m not perfect 
but why do we fight?
i don’t even shout back
i’m always too high 

i got a jar full of weed and an 8 of care plus 
gimme few hours girl no need to act up
i’ll be right there with u 
u and me it’s bad luck
gimme few hours girl no need to act up 

i got a jar full of weed and an 8 of care plus 
gimme few hours babe im tryna get tipsy 
stop hitting my phone
give a fuck if u miss me 
give a fuck if u miss me 

i don’t wanna call her 
think i’ll smoke another pack
i don’t wanna be sober 

you were not there 
you were not there !!!!
late nights in high school
holding back hair 
every fucking weekend you call
and i always answer
ignore you i would not dare ): 

shit is not fair 
choking on air
i really don’t like you
but why stop there
if i had a choice me or you
you could stab me in the back
i’d bleed to death and still not care

and if i close my eyes i can still smell the perfume ): 
memories flood back u treated me the worst you always fuckin call me like what do u want?
when i’m sippin on this cup i’m not tryna get drunk 
x2

you already called me a liar like 23 times
n u only feel good after 23 lines
i can’t lay shit up, no 23, i’m fine 
i jus spent a whole bag on 23 white wines

23 (jolst)

ｓｃａｔｔｅｒ　ｍｙ　ａｓｈ　ｔｈｅｎ　ｐｕｔ　ｆｌｏｗｅｒｓ　ｉｎ

keep going
love you guys.
ty all so so much for the support recently
check up on your friends, and in retrospect, more importantly yourself.
thank you so much for listening.
prod @cartermetro x @gavinhadley 🖤

(i barely feel at home right now)
(so i sedate through the drink and hope it all works out)

cauterize with the lime
press on the wound 'till i start feeling fine
why are the genuine so hard to find
but if i was counterfeit,
i would shatter on the ground when i fall
call; anyone but me at all
i'm out my element, don't be afraid though
i feel like porcelain
scatter my ash then put flowers in

i ain't want screen time
they think i ain't worth shit when my light dies
but i'll brush it off and say, "fine, yeah."
just don't get back to me for hi's
'cause that was our last goodbye

(who am i?) (2x)

avoid coming 'cross me
i don't talk often
sugarcoated but without the chocolate
you got the message, so ignore the comments
but my heart is nauseous, that's the problem
i drink and repeat 'cause i love the peak
down with his men-tal, knights, now the king
stuck in this hell, into hell i will sink
if i died, would you grieve?
i'd like to believe
and i can't remember how i felt
the moment had seized me, it's really so evident
all that remains are reminders and remnants
i wish i told you how i felt.

wade through the rain
cherish the moment
difficulties only prove they're golden
full exhaust, eyes sewn wide open
regard me as dust
just a road with no bliss

foaming at the lips
if i'm human, i admit
i hold a heavy distaste for what you have to say
but i'll listen
i'll listen anyways

cauterize with the lime
press on the wound 'till i start feeling fine
why are the genuine so hard to find
but if i was counterfeit,
i would shatter on the ground when i fall
call; anyone but me at all
i'm out my element, don't be afraid though
i feel like porcelain
scatter my ash then put flowers in

porcelain [prod. cxrter x gavin hadley]

Pass me, I don’t where I’m going
Should of asked me before, now I can’t show it

It’s half three at night
It can’t be morning yet
Go to sleep my dear
It’s not like I could yet
Pull me out of here
I’m in a hole of regret
Don’t highlight my fear
I’m not over it yet

There’s cracks in the pavement, I’ve been walking on 
Hold me up, outside 
I’ve been waiting for so long

Don’t get annoyed when this morning was fine 
Keep your hold on me, leech to me tight
The person that I am is no worse than the one I was
Somewhere in the winter I lay
Hibernate way too long 
A part of me died
I’m hosting funerals
It’s partly in spite 
So you can watch my body decay
Rot infront of your face
And I’m sat checking my list
Just to remember your name
Though it’s partly in spite 
It’s mostly in vain

It’s half three at night
It can’t be morning yet
Go to sleep my dear
It’s not like I could yet
Pull me out of here
I’m in a hole of regret
Don’t highlight my fear
I’m not over it yet

3:30

prod @nevrfall

my mind overworks, slow down
this love that i feel is unhealthy 
but, love over me i don’t care
ill love until my heart breaks me

so i don’t need no one to tell me what i did wrong 
long for someone else but i know im not the one that they want
im under ur spell, i get sad ill just write it in a song
am i the one u adore? am i the one u adore?

i hope im not too late
that smuggish look on ur face
ig it’s not gonna work
pick me up off of my knees
and now there’s blood on my shirt (bro she don’t care)
u meant everything to me (and i’m so scared)
so what u mean it won’t work? (rip out my hair)
i think ur lying to me

i worked so hard for us
i don’t know why ur taking it away 
but im no man i got blood on my shirt crying to ur face
i’m on my knees im begging u 
oh my God can u just stay?
and all my pride flies out the window 
do whatever it takes 
but if u leave now, promise u ill find u in ‘nother life
and in that life i swear to God ill do right by ur side
i’ll become what u need ill become the man that u want
because rn i can tell im failing u all the time 

she’s got my heart in a loop but i asked her what’s wrong and i don’t get an answer 
she’s got my heart in a loop and im so stuck to her
don’t care if it’s unhealthy i promise i’ll make it work

she’s got my heart in a loop and i asked her what’s wrong
and i wont get an answer 
she’s got my heart in a loop and im so stuck to her
with all the things u said it makes my stomach hurt
pull the knife out my stomach 
i’m squirming around
and there’s blood everywhere 
pressure builds up, puke it out 
i’m at the top of the stairs
make sure no one is around
i’ll tie a knot in my hair
it’s painted red by now
i totally was aware

-limerence is waiting————()-:

limerence is waiting

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


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lyrics:

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

Can we run it back?
I'd be lying if I said that I don't want it bad
Constantly in my feelings, you don't feel a thing bout all of that
I would send a DM but I know that you won't open that
Back and forth, there we go
What is that? I don't know
Goin ghost, seems she always on the road
Never home, never sure
Bite my tongue, better watch my words
Buy her a bag, I buy her a purse
And she say that I'm the worst
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

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I really appreciate all of the support recently, fr I appreciate you!

Lyrics:
Yeah 
Yeah 
My pulse is getting faint and soon the screen will surly turn black 
As the error code attacks, it’s not too late for you to turn back 

All the time that you spent by my side 
Why’d you waste away your life 
If you knew I wouldn’t like that 
I’m in a daze, feel like such a parasite 
Reassure that’s it’s alright 
Cause you’re much to weak to fight back 



Now my skin’s turning blue and I can’t breathe 
Hopefully this is all just a bad dream 
This is not what I imagined 
How’d it happen 
It’s like its always fuck me, how tragic

Fight Back

Think I lost my mind, but I'm fine with it
Got these demons talking, can't be quiet
Crack another bottle, drown the silence
Think I lost my mind, but I'm fine with it
Got these demons talking, can't be quiet
Crack another bottle, drown the silence

Lost My Mind - you took it with you when you left. #melodictrap #emorap #sadtrap

Lost My Mind

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i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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