fingertips w/ betweentheveinsandi & jolst

lil skele & frvr&alwys - only here (prod. remghost)

lil skele - drop dead (prod. notime)

:)

prod by this actual goober https://soundcloud.com/not-a-fucking-hero

https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/4SO6le1LMvrTajvgMq4eDY?si=7J4D5kgbSfiFLWqVohv-Ew

lyrics:

where do we go from here?
i don't really know
no, i don't really know much
got a lot on my conscience
bear the weight
only cuz you tell me that it's nonsense
try to stay calm
but my mind is a moshpit
and it's growing obnoxious

spend another late night
driving back from your place
didn't wanna stay there
i can't get to bed if i don't feel like i'm alone
cuz otherwise i think too much
they tell me live a real life
i am not familiar with what that would even feel like
i cannot relate to the feelings that you know
but you don't understand that much

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

apophenia (hero)

hang up (acoustic)

lyrics 


were alright
but im not
this just drilling my head
give it time
u will not
take back whats already said
on my shoulder theres dread
in my room i see webs
im the same kid that u met
theres coffin dust in my breath

im coughing up what i said
i see some blood in my phlegm
i lose some trust when ur gone
i gain in back when u said
everything gon be fine
but i cant do it again
and everything gon be right
instead im stuck in my bed


i just sit here alone
but i stay running it up
i had lost track of the time 
i had lost track of the month
i got a feeling of dread
i feel like something is up
im not equipped for it yet
but i will not give it up

u know im back in my head
i had to fill up the cup
i had to stay in the back
im by myself in the cut
all of my skin turning red
i think my skin burning up
u givin out too much flack
like omg r u done

disorganized attachment or whatever its called

Breath of the Open Sky drifts in on soft, spacious chords before the groove tightens and the swing takes flight. A warm, expressive female vocal threads through the beat like wind across an open horizon - light, soulful, and weightless, yet grounded by a crisp 2-step shuffle and a deep, rolling low end. This is made for motion: windows down, skyline ahead, breath steadying in time with the rhythm.

A track that opens up the world a little wider every time it drops.

Breath of the Open Sky

No sleepy kiss

broken and beating my head

produced by @killedmyself

cold autumn // dead winter

four fifteen

lyrics:

I shouldn't be crying
I knew it would go this way
You shouldnt be worried
I cant be saved all the time by you
Babe

Cause all I see is you be happy with another one
All I hear is your voice when I'm all alone
I need to get my shit together, I dont wanna be a burden any more
Picking pieces off the floor

And here I am again, reminiscing bout the days
You would pull me out of this fucking maze
I cant rely on you anymore
Cuz I dont wanna be a burden to everyone

I shouldn't be crying
I knew it would go this way
You shouldnt be worried
I cant be saved all the time by you
Babe
x2

spotify/itunes

i shouldn't be crying

bow (feat. hix) (prod. caps ctrl)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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Email: yokaidreams30@gmail.com

apophenia (hero)

Yokai Dreams