Artist/slimmy 

Mixing/slimmy 

Mastering/slimmy

Production/hero




~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lyrics~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hit the recon 
Painting all these pictures on the wall
Hit a black out 
Hit a back out 
I hear the noise  of the whisky and the bowl
Bitch if you fight me I think  you gonna lose you’re throat 
I don’t talk about it as I’m bleeding from the fuckin throat 
I don’t think about it pourin all this Henny in my cup 
Ima fuck you till you tell me to give up 
Ima hunt you never knew that it was love 

But you knew that it was love 
But she knew that I could trust you 
Knew that I could trust you 
Baby could I trust you 

I’m drowning in a deeper hole 
Grab the pills and hit the poll
I ain’t tryin to fight no more 
I’m drowning too deep into you’re skin 
I’m drowning too deep in my sins 
I Hate myself why do I live 
I hate myself why do I care 
She hates me so why should she care 
I’m so caught up with you’re hair 
Who says that I need to share 
Who says that I need to share 
She said that I need to care 
I left you in the dark in da despair 
I let her scream from her heart like she cares 
Never pulled out the gun so I left 

Hit A recon 
Painting all these pictures on the wall
Hit a black out 
Hit a back out 
I hear the noise  of the whisky and the bowl
Bitch if you fight me I think you gonna lose you’re throat 
I don’t talk about it but I’m bleeding from the throat 
I don’t think about it pourin all this Henny in my cup

Hit A recon 
Painting all these pictures on the wall
Hit a black out 
Hit a back out 
I hear the noise of the whisky and the bowl

Painting My Picture // Prod. Hero

nissan (p. tores) <6 DOGS TRIBUTE SONG>
beat prod by: tores
written, performed, mixed, and mastered by: popularreject

nissan (p. tores)

prod. irby & jolst

i got fuckin' turned around 
and i had no option but..
to love it,
ｔｏ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｉｔ
i got shot down,
all of my ideas are in the ground now
( take my soul out.. )
we always had eachother,
we were never undercover.

have you ever felt it all at the same time?
well, i did; and i think this will be the last time
you said "i hope we're okay.." 
well, "i hope we are too."
and i never meant all the hurtful shit i did 2 uuu ;(

i think that we should just say "fuck this shit" and run away
( i mean like, )
i mean, what more can we gain from this if we stay the same?
( i dont mean no. . )
i dont mean harm, i just dont know how to spit it out..
and i dont want death, but my mind cant see it-
GOIN' ANY OTHER WAY!!!
( this is destiny )
WAY!!!
IM SORRY!!!

✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ:

i got fuckin' turned around 
and i had no option but..
to love it,
ｔｏ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｉｔ
i got shot down,
all of my ideas are in the ground now..
( take my soul out )
we always had eachother,
we were never under.

oo..~

HAVE YOU EVER FELT IT ALL AT THE SAME TIME?!
WELL, I DID, AND NOW I CANT FEEL ANYTHING AT ALL!
no one else,
no one else,
no one else, no
and i never meant all the hurtful shit i said to uuu.. u-u..

( fuck this shit, and run away )
( i mean like, )
( what more can we gain from this? )
( what more can we gain from this? )
( staaay.. )

i dont mean harm, i just dont know how to spit it out
and i dont want death, but my mind cant see it 
going any other way
・❥・ｗａｙ・❥・

there's nothing more violent than what i felt

prod me :)

lyrics:

i keep a photograph of you in my wallet
just so i can feel that you will always be there
it's gotten heavy, burned a hole in my pocket
but i can't let it go, it doesn't feel fair
and i've been sheltering a burden and feelings of uncertainty
every time i say that i love her it starts hurting me
aching in my chest, must feel guilty from the perjury
but i can't take it back, so i laugh and let it murder me

it's her world, i just live in it
i'm really trying not to give in
don't have the time to decide
should i wait? should i hide?
think i died when she kissed him
it's her song, i'm just singing it
pretty words unreceived and
i think it's meaningless to try
so i tell myself a lie
that it's fine, we're just distant

beneath the surface
i'm slowly turning into
what i said that i would never be
you closed the curtains
i'm left deserted and i'm
broke to know that's how we end our scene

Beneath The Surface

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

prod me :)

lyrics:

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

oooo

and i could tell you it'll be okay
but i would rather u just see for yourself
don't wait any longer
no don't wait for any help
cuz the rain will stop soon
and i'll greet u
with a smile on my face
please don't turn away
please don't turn away

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

prod me :)

lyrics:

i can try to breathe just a little bit deeper 
every now and then
but the air seems to cut my throat
so i'll go
in the hopes
that i can find a way to mend it
broken never bend

search for something that i can't find
trip another landmine
blurring the line between
"i love you" and "you make me wanna cry"
such a damn shame
end up down the damn drain
open up the damn gates
hurry it up
before i do the unexpected

goin up
i think ur goin down
turn around
i won't ever turn around
it's only when it seems i'm winnin that they come around
never gave a fuck about me til i started making sound
only dark
not a spark
bitch i'm heartless
rip apart
i might tear off my limbs
i dont want my life to stay the way that it is
i'll fuck the world with every inch.

Every Inch.

press the brakes (flesh + jolst)

I’m here

sweet & detached.
both sides of a text i never pressed send on. 😔🖤🥀
stay safe, homies.

performed by YnE
the homie melorium made these beats and did the vocal mix — big love. go check ‘em out!
https://on.soundcloud.com/PE3aQLKASW4FomeCK0



not like me

“Guilty for Feeling” is a confession in the dark ,the kind of song you play when you can’t explain the ache.

Guilty for Feeling

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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Beneath The Surface

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