prod. https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer
lyrics

i look up in the sky n i see red lights
i see my alter ego posted on their websites
developing a stronger ego n she like it
we got home ripped her right out of them lace tights
keep their eyes on my pocket like a bandit
quick to disappear n reappear like magic
i kno they kno who notahero is but they dont kno nick

n u dont kno a thing ab me do u
im not looking in ur eyes baby i can see thru u
whats a demon in disguise when u show it the truth
all my problems get defied when i enter the booth
n if i had to live my whole life as a recluse
id ask for u n Gods forgiveness while im tying the noose
i dream about the day i wake up see my face on the news
im daydreaming bout u baby love the way u seduce
its a long way down so i guess ill hold my breath
i got fighter pilots n generals calling orders in my head
n even tho the knifes taken out
im still taking damage from the arrow head
i think i need a break from swimming in the deep
take a walk in the shallow end

idk

i look up in the sky n i see red lights
i see my alter ego posted on their websites
developing a stronger ego n she like it
we got home ripped her right out of them lace tights
keep their eyes on my pocket like a bandit
quick to disappear n reappear like magic
i kno they kno who notahero is but they dont kno nick

raindrops pouring out
baby can u hear me out
i like to listen to the sounds of the street when the sun goes down
i listen to the sounds of their feet when they play it loud
felt the smile creeping up baby cuz im drunk rn
i cant even lie i feel better when i cant see
cuz all my thoughts seem to stand still when im dizzy
take a ride with me we can sip plenty
all these headlights r blending in with the city

arrow head [prod. sorrowbringer]

produced by prodbyisidor & kill breanna
facebook messenger notification sound song

i dont wanna be that guy again
i dont wanna fit that type again
i just wanna stay up all night again
i just wanna be fine, fine again
i dont wanna die, fuck all this shit
dumbass
thought we were twizzy rich
we turned out we was twizzy broke
i dont care no more life just a joke
its proven that im just a hoe
ruined it all for nothing 
i made sure to be everything but me
drink
i guess ill do what i can i dont have a choice no more
i didnt know that i could hate the fucking floor
its really possible to not live anymore
was it that hard?
was it that hard?
was it that hard?
fuck
you just wanna be there for everybody else
you just wanna be there for no one but yourself
you just wanna be real cause it feels like youre not
you will always be here until i fucking rot
look at all the times i kissed your head and i thought
anything was real and it turns out its not
i guess its over now ill never sober down
ill always look for you in anyone i find
now i know you'll never believe me

i just wanna be fine, fine again
i dont wanna die, fuck all this shit
dumbass...
thought we were twizzy rich
we turned out we was twizzy broke
im gone
i dont care no more life just a joke
its proven that im just a hoe
ruined it all for nothing 
i made sure to be everything but me
drink
and ill just do what i can to numb it
yes, i think, drank
yes, i think
i told you i didn't know anything
you bought my heart a wedding ring, in a week
we had a clue what we were getting to, ouu
i thought i knew you better, ouu, ouu..

ruined 4 nothing

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[chorus]
fuck me up, n ill tell you how i love it
feel like i deserve all the pain in the world, its lovely

ruby red rings on my girl she be lookin like a vamp
drain the blood from me i dont think i stand a chance
take her to the castle she be showing off her fangs
when we fuck, let her sink em right into my veins

[verse]
so fuck me up
ill let you know when ive had enough
the love you give me just feels like a drug
i dont even think this is what i really want
but i cant seem to get enough

my baby kiss me she got pills up on her tongue
baby this isnt even love 

[chorus]
fuck me up, n ill tell you how i love it
feel like i deserve all the pain in the world, its lovely

ruby red rings on my girl she be lookin like a vamp
drain the blood from me i dont think i stand a chance
take her to the castle she be showing off her fangs
when we fuck, let her sink em right into my veins

veins [Prod. shxdy808]

xipz - my angel [Prod. puhf x zekiro x skate squad]

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown
my fav from the ep tbh
LYRICS VVVV

Woke up late still shovel my driveway
Hit a pot hole n fucked my allignment
Steering wheel shaking when i'm speeding on the highway
Another days another day, im still grinding

Rusted rocker, water leaking thru the passenger side of my car
Im like a grandpa with a walker cause i dont go far
I dont go out, i rather stay at home and figure shit out
Im an inside reptile, cold to the blood
But i got my lady, noah ark when it floods
Big big water im not worried bout a drought
Im always with bottle of water everywhere im bout

Maybe in the morning u might catch without energy
But trust me in an hour, ill get ahold of monster energy
And be all caffeined up, staying up late playing video games, thats my club
Woke up late for my class dont give no fucks, ill still show up
Walk into the tim hortons at the bottom of the school
First floor lurker bought a muffin full of fuel

Oh oh time always ticks down
Oh oh, the world still goes around
I know, the lost aint always found
Oh oh and you lose what's so pronounced
And i might need something to guide me when my world gets small
I live life in repetition, but sometimes thats a flaw
Im subject to it all
Too far committed i cant withdraw from beck n call

Im a man of repetition, whose content with his position
As life is slowly switching, i got confidence im gifted

Lost my past but i dont want it back now
Remain in my brain but pushed to background
Walking into work, like a battlezone compound
Never miss a shift i could never let my staff down

I be working too hard for barely above minimum wage
Im tryna save n stack paper but barely tearing a page
Been there 5 years and surprised i stayed
A lotta stupid decisions, but in the end im a corporate slave
thats just my position in the company
How do i tell an angry customer that subtly

Oh oh time always ticks down
Oh oh, the world still goes around
I know, the lost aint always found
Oh oh and you lose what's so pronounced
And i might need something to guide me when my world gets small
I live life in repetition, but sometimes thats a flaw
Im subject to it all
Too far committed i cant withdraw from beck n call

the world still goes around [prod. the sound clown]

WEB:
lately you don't hit my phone (aye)
you say i'm doing the most
i reply to your stories im sending you messages
baby you're just going ghost
you dont reply to my dms i go on ig and i see you be liking my posts
shit dont make sense hit me up in my dms
baby we could be friends at least
i don't know why you wont message me
lowkey i miss when you said you would marry me
lately it feels like you're trying to bury me
why do you hate me that shit's kinda scaring me
loud pack it rip me apart
im blowing clouds from the back of the car
spit lyrics in mics till they know who we are
bitch i'm reading the chats from when i got back
you spamming my phone
i can never relax
we left the function cause you couldn't act
i say one wrong thing and you overreact

Sensei:
Yeah my eyes glisten red, drugs in my soul
I got cracks on top my phone, I just needa go home
And all I see are checks and beer cans on my table 
Fuck im unstable, as I try to bellow on through 

Don’t fuck around 
I’m ripping bowl after bowl out my window listening to outside sounds 
Baby 
Felt the sting when I hit you yea my hand was sore
I was passed out on the couch but you had wanted more

Not us anymore,
You feed on top my flesh and rip me apart you carnivore
I’ve already felt this pain more than once before
I shove my can down my throat as I walk out the door

Web & Sensei - ive already felt this pain more than once before (prod yonah)

MOG - Punk King

Lyrics

Chorus 

“Everywhere I turn ur right there

Feel stuck in a “Never Ending Nightmare”

x2

Verse 

Every where i turn ur right there, maybe i was a foo to let u go

I still see u wearing my clothes

swear neva wanted to leave u hanging in tha cold

bu u was out ther acting like a hoe, talking to another nigha otp

Seeing tha made me fucking sick

hate tha u hurt me, u really was “my fucking bitch”

can’t lie miss tha way u use to suck this dick

getting freaky off a few sips

times i was supposed to be at work, we really was off hella drugs , getting lit

bumping music listening to lil peep in tha back seat of tha whip

didn’t give a fuck, about nun, together having fun wearing matching fits 

didn’t care Posted up by tha beach, snorting 1/2 a brick 

Windows down, goin for a spin, 

knowing wha we was doing was a sin

in tha moment nun matter, accept feeling tha warmth of each others skin”

“NEVER ENDING NIGHTMARE”

Extremely happy with this one, huge shoutout to Merci for absolutely killing his verses! I hope you enjoy!

Biteki AMV:  https://youtu.be/j9Pm8qj9ApM

Follow Merci: https://soundcloud.com/whosmerci

Follow My Twitter: twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Produced By ERLAX: https://erlax.beatstars.com/

Mastered By Jacky B: https://soundcloud.com/NotJackyB

Cover art by Tobey: https://www.instagram.com/tobey.music/

Lyrics: 

{MERCI}
You made me believe
That this could be the one
Then you turned me around
And shot me with your gun
You sat there and laughed as I fell in the grass
No way to react cuz I didn't expect it
Now I live with the scars on my back
I won't love again
No I won't accept this
I won't continue to be a victim no I won't
You made me a necklace out of woe
Took away my hopes
So when you push me off no it won't be pretty

{YOKAI DREAMS}
So why'd you make me feel like
I was bulletproof
When you know it isn't true
Let me prove it to you x2

{MERCI}
A million things up on my mind
I don't know why I ignored the signs
I don't know why i continue to try
Again, again
In the end
You were never a friend
All on my own
Realize I cant depend on you
Leave me be
I don't need someone that wont need me
The stealthy shooter everybody tried to warn me about
And I know cupid's happy you have his job figured out
You know the truth
You know I'm not bulletproof

{YOKAI DREAMS}
So why'd you make me feel like
I was bulletproof
When you know it isn't true
Let me prove it to you x2

Bulletproof w/ WhosMerci (Prod. ERLAX)

CHEATER

prod. @kingtheta

lyrics:
don't hit me up for affection
any sense of warmness that was once in me died a long time ago
cool like the back of the freezer
blue like the album by weezer
my whole body's numb and my heart's icy cold
and sometimes it makes me shiver
drink alcohol, forsake my liver
embrace the spins and sway my head to and fro
I've become frigid like a fridge is
more stiff and rigid than a bridge is
I didn't think the temperature could get this low
no love for anything anymore
colder than I've ever been before
nowadays I sport my north face indoors
in a place where all warmth goes to die 
and temperatures will never rise
as cold as glaciers
I wear my north face inside
I wish I believed in magic
cause this life is really tragic
like the plight of the titanic
striking ice in the atlantic
and sometimes it makes me frantic 
like a bipolar when manic
then I cry and get dramatic
in a crisis, stressed and panicked 
no love for anything anymore
colder than I've ever been before
nowadays I sport my north face indoors
in a place where all warmth goes to die 
and temperatures will never rise
as cold as glaciers
I wear my north face inside
and it gets colder with time
just darkness, no more sunshine
there's no warm place to hide
I wear my north face inside

Stream on Spotify

north face (prod. king theta)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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Bulletproof w/ WhosMerci (Prod. ERLAX)

Yokai Dreams