@prodskellington 🖤
mixed & mastered by me 💛

~~lyrics~~
i have the right to prove
moving on from the past
sick of the attitudes; glass infused with laughing gas
these days swear i'm gone, but it's alright
cause i can see my fate in the moonlight

rainfall creeps in the back
blood on the coat as it hangs on the rack
know i'm not a clone, cause my heart don't match
the pattern of her's was a different path

too little people; too little changes
can't find the energy to make arrangements
say that i'm evil; is that a statement?
or are you lost in the thought of society's cave-ins

why did i sacrifice all that i had
all your advice, wasn't the best
it grew way too much for me; i'm a selfish cunt.

(run, run,)

i have the right to prove
moving on from the past
sick of the attitudes; glass infused with laughing gas
these days swear i'm gone, but it's alright
cause i can see my fate in the moonlight

laughing gas (skellington)

everything by me
thank you for listening
so much.

when the grass is dry
and never green
i contemplate what's happening
and who i was just other week
wonders why the fuck he felt so weak
letting water rise
and stumble down his cheeks
it gets a whole lot worse
when it's just a dream
for every promise i
just couldn't keep
i'll amputate your heart
so it won't bleed
i know it's not very often when we speak
i hope you know when we do
it's so comforting
oh, if i made up these feelings
then how am i still here?
and if the world is still turning
that's all i have to fear
i think that i've been in slumber
since last summer, but what made it end?
i've grown tired of conversations
it's like i'm brainless
(my thoughts go over their heads)
(their heads)
i hate that i get why you leave me dormant
i'm tired of feeling normal
it's horrible

amputee

originally performed by bon iver
produced by ryini
completely non profit
unmixed
lyrics

cmon skinny love
just last the year
pour a little salt
we were never here
my my my
my my my 
my my
staring at the sink 
of blood and crushed vaneer

tell my love to wreck it all
cut off all the ropes and let me fall
my my my
my my my 
my my
right in this moment
this orders tall

and i told u to be patient
and i told u to be fine
and i told u to be balanced
and i told u be kind
and in the morning
ill be with u
but it will be a different kind
i'll be holding all the tickets
and u'll be owning all the fines

c'mon skinny love
what happened here?
suckle on my hope
in light brassieres 
my my my
my my my
my my
sullen load is full
so low on the spit

and i told u to be patient
and i told u to be fine
and i told u to be balanced
and i told u to be kind
and now all ur love was wasted
and now who the hell am i
and im breaking at the breaches
and at the end of all ur lines

who will love u?
who will fight?
who will fall
far behind?

skinny_ love (ryini)

and pretty girl are you warm enough
the thought of losing her is terrifying 
and he can look but he can never touch 
cus he loves her but he’s so uninviting
he’s getting worried she don’t care enough 
one morning soon she’s gonna stop replying 
he says a lot but never said enough 
theres not a spark but he still tries to light it 

6 months have passed he’s in the cold 
boy you really should’ve known
she wouldn’t love someone like you
so just shut up and let it go
i’ve been standing here for hours 
waiting for you, your heart is home 
but i guess i’ll never make it 
so just shut up and let it go 

so just shut up and let it
i swear i wont regret it 
so just shut up and let it go
x2

dawnbreaker (caves)

halfhearted (https://soundcloud.com/user-642636378)
FøRD (https://soundcloud.com/breckenford)

Greenwood:
ice on my shit, when i'm stopping it
(burning cold when i hit)
i just left an ounce where my body is
(up inside of this bitch)
up inside my head as soon i'm clocking it
(clocking shit and i dip)
they won't find a reason, it ain't obvious 
i promise it

i call out in the snow
(somewhere to feel life)
i wonder where it goes
(someone to take mine)
i don't know if you know 
(fade in the foglight)
that we've been here before
something else gotta give i don't know why

FøRD:
seems like every day time slips 
saying mayday
lucky life I live if you say that then you don’t know me
cuz i deal with the phonies and the frauds on the daily
they make me an insomniac why everybody hate me
they act like they all want me but they really just betraying 

baby often makin me so silent make me shaky
I’m waitin while faded

the lights up in our basement 
still shaded but luckily it’s still vacant

so come down when u wasted
I’ll change it to that playlist 
I’ll wash away the parts that you invisioned would be painless
girl you make me so brain dead 
like grab another latex get in bed get undressed and then I’ll say what to do next

halfhearted:
who’s next in line
got me walking through a dream
i’m on ur mind
but it’s nothing like it seems

u pushing me so far
my heart been living on the brink
gotta shoulder full of scars
i think you like to watch me bleed

but i don’t got time for you

lay me deep down i’m dancing with the devil by myself
where to go now
i’m sick of knowing you won’t ever help
you’re not helping me

Greenwood:
up the dose, yeah i'm taking two
steady shifting, i feel it move
i was losing my mind in truth
i was hoping you'd see it too
i was hoping you'd wanna go
i was hoping you'd see the pain
i was broken you wouldn't know
but that don't mean it don't hurt the same
up inside of my room
fuck the job, i'm aloof
drink the pain on the roof
nothing helps, i'm the proof
nothing changes in oakwood
couldn't text back cause my phone fucked
no one here even knows us
like i'm not here to be social

Someone Used to Live Here (w/ halfhearted & FøRD)

prod by caves <3
master @itsseele
@whosvacant


i see refections at the waterfront
hide my face
dont like who ive become 
know u think
i wont amount to much
i still ruin everything i touch
i still ruin everything i touch.

i wish i was better than this
im tired of thinking im worthless
woah
tired of this fleeting feeling
i look at my reflection 
i dont wanna be here 
coz i ruin everything around me
tear it all down
in anger i ruin my image
burnt images on the ground
never been somewhere so sickening
I RUINED EVERTHING 
I RUIN EVERYTHING
I RUIN EVERYTHING 
I RUIN EVERYTHING

whispers around 
was it something i said 
what should i do 
you were my only friend
if it  where my choice 
id be with u instead
ur eyes full with tear drops 
and mine full of dread 

but youd stick it out though 
if you really cared
its not surprising 
just cause and effect
well was it worth just to feel some regret?
typical im just means to an end

i see refections at the waterfront
hide my face
dont like who ive become 
know u think
i wont amount to much
i still ruin everything i touch
i still ruin everything i touch.

ruin w/ vacant

my interpretation, check out the original !!

https://soundcloud.com/greenwood2000/keep-in-touch?si=f0674382d78545419575e78dd18101a2&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

breathe through the worst parts, i'm told that it's not fair
i've been so focused on something that's not there
voice down my essence, it's clearer than you said
knew that you'd find me and put it all to rest
said so much but you still don't know me
outside on the road i slowly, get back to the place so coldy
don't ask, don't speak what you know please
just been turning away

when you're turning the page
i know what it takes
you said that you're better
i'm feeling the same
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

when you're cursing your name
and the steps that you take
a year tryna move on
i'm standing in place
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

Greenwood - Keep In Touch (Yokai Dreams Flip)

sewerperson - 1 new msg og

Worthless

"You've flourished into such a beautiful person, like honestly I just can't believe... I'm so proud of you, I love you so much. Osei."

I'm unhappy and that's why I speaking  monotoned, yea they wanna hate on me I just did nothing wrong. I'm inside my bedroom nigga with them dark thoughts, I just wanna end it all I got them dark thoughts. But at the same time I gotta think of family, I'm just kinda scared to open up in therapy. I don’t want them all to use that shit against me, I don't want them all to use that shit against me.

How can I trust you, while I don't know you? I don't wann be  held back cause of medical records. I'll talk about my problems with my music, I cannot eat no more I lost my appetite. 

I'm trying my best to be alright, in my diary I wrote my whole life. When I'm dead please don’t read bout my life, ha.

monotone

monotone (prod violet)

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

(sendflowrs)

and it’s 1,2 when i step round here,
yeah she looking out her window as i fade into the dead night,
and ur still cute when you cut your hair;
yeah she the type of girl that’ll leave you in the headlights,
u better back up when fly right through, 
doin 80 on the freeway you can catch me runnin red lights,
then she act up and she wanna call you,
pretend to fall asleep, leave me crying in my bed like

that’s yunny on the beat man i’m running with this shit
i know too many ppl in the scene that call it quits
when the plays drop a little, what the fuck did you expect?
you don’t care about the music you just care about the cents 

run red lights, on the weekend 
baby call me up every day she steady scheming 
tryna get my head right,
so i read em,
but i don’t reply,
i won’t cave, no disagreements 
anymore

and your accrilcs, got you fuckin grinning
i wish that i could have the same effect because i’m missing
the days where we would sit around and listen in the kitchen 
to the birds above, who the fuck am i kidding?

she said what’s your task force? 141 
hole in your chest but i’ve never held a gun
bring em all down on my own don’t run,
you don’t care about the music you just care about the funds 

like 141, we ain’t on it,
kill your best friend wrap him up in a carpet,
shoutout to the plug i been moving all this product
shoutout jcm i been stayin with my shotgun 

that spas 12 send you straight to hell
kill your whole squad then i turn it on myself
i got rot in my heart, bitch i’m not well,
but i got all these shots in the dot, don’t tell


(nmih)

ain’t gonna lie, i think i hate me
ain’t gonna lie, i think i’m struggling with myself lately,
so take me back to the sunny days that i miss,
i’ll never forget the feeling from our first kiss,
and you’re still cute when you cut your hair,
in your red dress,
you got my mind doing treflips,
141 gonna be in your playlist,
me and grayfox made cod rap famous

(sendflowrs)

and it’s 1,2 when i step round here,
yeah she looking out her window as i fade into the dead night,
and ur still cute when you cut your hair;
yeah she the type of girl that’ll leave you in the headlights,
u better back up when fly right through, 
doin 80 on the freeway you can catch me runnin red lights,
then she act up and she wanna call you,
pretend to fall asleep, leave me crying in my bed like

cut your hair w/ nevermadeithome (+ yunny goldz)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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