JCK VRY pt. 6

Keeping Me Crying

11/26/24

angel_boy (prod.Lathan)

s/o to Kidd Amo https://www.instagram.com/kiddamo/

lyrics

i just wanna sleep all day n never wake up
n i think i like ur face without the makeup
these cold winter nights when like everythings down
reminds me the time when u left me in the ground
n i never thought that id let my people down
i wish i could say that u figured me out

i dont wanna live fast no more its complicated
i dont even laugh no more n i hate it
baby let me drink some more n ill explain it
just wipe my head let me erase it

i was filled with stress n paranoia that u wouldnt stay
i shouldve listen to my gut i shouldve known that u would change
she started changing n transforming i cant call her the same name
ur feelings complicated n im still the one you blame
from not that long we fell in love, n wrote each other songs
when i was with you i felt like i was right where i belong
n now i couldnt tell u how much i was wrong
how much that i was wrong
i dont wanna feel no more im hurting daily
i turned to the drugs knowing they cant save me

i dont wanna live fast no more its complicated
i dont even laugh no more n i hate it
baby let me drink some more n ill explain it
just wipe my head let me erase it

(just wipe my head let me erase it)
(i dont wanna feel no more, dont wanna do these drugs no more)

its complicated feat. Kidd Amo (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

Love Is Killing U, Vol. 1

u never call.

Knife's Too Close

tell me to fall and i will

i'm inlove but…

i'm inlove but… (sped up)

lyrics: six fucking days til i can try again 
40 fucking ways that i can execute the plan 
second guessing it, then ill regret it all 
find an easy way,im gonna turn my mind off yuh

when my body turns grey 
will u hold my hand? 
or 
will u watch me and let me die in vain? 

let me die in vain.

i can see through you 
i can see it all
i can see the text 
where u pretended to call 
me the one 
it’s 0 to 1 
i can’t see myself win 
anytime soon 

so when my body turns grey 
will u hold my hand? 

or will u watch me and let me die in vain? 

let me die in vain.

contributing to my decline 
i can visualize it all tonight 
i can see the way u set me aside 
and i can feel the way u hate my mind 
so 
i cannot keep going 
if ur gonna walk away
so if ur gonna hurt me 
lay my down inside my grave

in vain (prod. grayskies)

Produced by Mackk and yunny goldz. Mixed, Mastered and Written by Luvflorent 

lyrics :
Cold nights winter skies, could you let me in 
Soft breaths yea I’m running out of oxygen 
Lipstick on your lips I can taste it 
Phone rang that’s Gucci on my fragrance 

That’s not the bitch that I want 
I want the bitch that is gone 
Swear I saw swear I saw her 
When you took me in 
You know the things that I like 
I know the things that are right 
So and so. So I’m drunk can you take me home 

I got baggage 
I got dope just to help me cope 
Gucci socks on my feet I had to let her know 
All I know is putanas all around me 
Home grown yeah I’m smoking on this celery 


I’m at the club like so what?
I’m getting bread like a cold cut 
Said I’m annoying you said I’m annoying 
But ur rubbing ur butt on my know what 
Shawty horny for the weed now 
I guess that she’ll be a good rebound 
Give me head to get me out of my own head 

I can’t 
Finish 
what I said 
When ur peering through my eyelids

luvflorent & mackk ft. yunny goldz - eyelids

dream feature <3 W frander fr
LYRICS:

1chigo ~
all of these lights
but its never brite
she took my heart
& stabbed it twice 
swervin until i hit afterlife
stuck in this jail without a crime
baby stop now im gonna cry
why was the hole in your heart so massive
smokin away all my pain 
yeah im gassin
ima say fuck it n swerve into traffic
i couldnt give a fuck about what happened 
im never gonna damn last bitch
i hate walking into rooms where everyone’s laughing 
headphones got 808s clappin
your bitch ask my name then she bend her back n yk that i had to have it
they got my music bumpin in the back of a black hearse
an im in the casket
im in the casket

FRANDER ~
Dont want my soul told her have it 
Look at my life its so tragic 
Use to pull drugs out the plastic 
Life of an addict 
Lost all the love for myself thru the madness 
Tell me they love me they lying 
Look in my eyes says im dying 
Hope i cant find it
Show me where it went i know that its hiding 
Baby im trying 
Never arriving
Up in the heavens im sentenced to hell
The sins ive committed are ones i wont will tell 
I live like oh well without any cares 
Im better alone i hate all the stares
No one is there im all that i have 
The time that i lost can never back
My heart full of frost my soul full of pain 
This life full of trauma done drove me insane

i think i’ll kill myself.  w/FRANDER

MUNCH =^+.+^= (Slayne)

Woah, woah, yeah
Every step I take just leads me backwards
I don't know what it is I'm after
All I know is I got dreams I'm chasing
Down this empty trail I'm blazing
Sometimes I lose myself and my hope
All these thoughts in my brain coming for my neck
Like a rope, it gets fucked sometimes
But I swear that I try, try my best
Even if it's all a mess
I can't panic but I can't rest
Got a hole inside my chest

Yeah, I'm hollow like a jack-o-lantern
Full of sorrow, trying to break the pattern
In a spiral, like the rings round Saturn
In a cycle, I'm spinning, I'm stuck
Know you wish the worst when you tell me good luck
Know it's all a lie when you tell me it's love I can see it all
Nowadays I'm numb

Keeping it a hundred all my homies liabilities
Trying to find the bitch in me there's zero possibilities
Hard-headed baby, got a better chance of killing me
I don't need nobody, I'ma do it on my own
Turn a Motorola to a million dollar phone
You the type of bitch that wanna give a dog a bone
Right after we fuck, you gonna leave a dog alone
Pretty face, but her insides ugly
Move on so fast, that's lovely
Work hard, ain't nobody getting lucky
Day and night, I'm up to something
I'm just a man on the moon like Cudi
Trust me, I'm not really good with the trusting
People do you dirty, so dirty it's disgusting
Smile on my face to my back mean mugging

Every step I take just leads me backwards
I don't know what it is I'm after
All I know is I got dreams I'm chasing
Down this empty trail I'm blazing

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backwards [ft. jomie] (prod. flesh + ryan kelly)

my interpretation, check out the original !!

https://soundcloud.com/greenwood2000/keep-in-touch?si=f0674382d78545419575e78dd18101a2&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

breathe through the worst parts, i'm told that it's not fair
i've been so focused on something that's not there
voice down my essence, it's clearer than you said
knew that you'd find me and put it all to rest
said so much but you still don't know me
outside on the road i slowly, get back to the place so coldy
don't ask, don't speak what you know please
just been turning away

when you're turning the page
i know what it takes
you said that you're better
i'm feeling the same
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

when you're cursing your name
and the steps that you take
a year tryna move on
i'm standing in place
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

Greenwood - Keep In Touch (Yokai Dreams Flip)

lyrics

wake up with my eyes still sore
i miss blowing smoke off the balcony on the fourth floor
i been tryna open up she said im a closed door
and she still tryna figure out what i been smoking for
bae i think is for the best if you let this run its course
yea cuz everything has a purpose and im safe i swore
that id keep myself away from harm no matter what
even if its not what i want
told myself that id protect you from all pain
even if thats me sometimes
im stepping through mines
you dont like the person laying next to you right now
baby you dont gotta lie
but i love you id give up anything for you
that includes getting high
i could die right now in the place im in
with my head rested on your thigh
right here where i lie
im drowning trapped under ice
and her soft words become a foreign language
this time of night
and her butterflies turn to pure anguish
when i have to say goodbye
you really are my best friend
ill love you till i die
and ill love you till the very end
but im just happy you're here for the ride

cuz those lazy days dont feel so lazy at all
with you and my friends here i promise that i wont fall
turn the beer into a natural disaster make a tornado waterfall
but still you aint picking my calls up
cuz i aint been sober in a while
me and this drink like best friends
but he hates me im just in denial
remember back in the day
in the back of the car i was smoking on white owls
yea im a night owl
i just need a night out
think i just need a quick break so this cigarette feel like a timeout
maybe i just need to lie down
or maybe i just need to go outside
but this blunt knock me out like a takedown
you gotta crouch down just to see my eyes
she really want to know where i am now
maybe ill come see you if i got time
and i really wish i couldve been your lighthouse
maybe i did help you in different life
i really cant tell where i am now
but grey smoke covers up purple skies
and even when the studio close down
ill still love you till the day i
oh i cry blood
i cry tears of joy
i cry tears for you

wake up with my eyes still sore
i miss blowing smoke off the balcony on the fourth floor
i been tryna open up she said im a closed door
and she still tryna figure out what i been smoking for
bae i think its for the best if you let this run its course

my best friend (jacob vallen)

lyrics
i just need one reply
forgot how much i smoked and now im too high
i go out back to smoke and make my lungs cry
need a new picture for the song im looking to the sky
im outside just taking pictures of the fucking sky
she want me to tell her im not like other guys
truth is baby im just like those other guys
everytime i let you down
youre like this happens every time
i wont lie

nine shots
yea thats nine to much for a monday night
i work hard and dont pick up so we can be alright
everything i love just slips away
thats why i hold u tight
im not that good with my words
so excuse me while i write
just took ten hits off this bowl
feel like i just got a strike
whats the reason you dont like me
its not on sight its unsightly
she said all this shit is unlike me

you said that you wanna see the right
me im sorry but my life is like a light beam
its way too fast you can see it for a second like its lighting
when i change the subject oh it gets so frightening
and then you wonder why theres so much in my life im hiding
everybody thinks the stuff they think so uninviting
and i cant even try my best they think that im not trying
and i cant take it when they think that i been lying
now days got my heart vacant hear it when im sighing
why u wrote me up a ticket idk what i am signing
maybe if i fix it then youll come around to like me
and if not then ill run away and ill find peace
i been tryin hard to fix it up with everything i got
its been goin wrong lemme take another shot
missin every shot but gettin closer to spot
now yea im locked down

nine shots
yea thats nine to much for a monday night
i work hard and dont pick up so we can be alright
everything i love just slips away
thats why i hold u tight
im not that good with my words
so excuse me while i write
just took ten hits off this bowl
feel like i just got a strike
whats the reason you dont like me
its not on sight its unsightly
she said all this shit is unlike me

monday night w/ brecken (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out if ur the one cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

said its my first drink this week
she mad it just turned sunday
im rolling some shit look like bayleaf
think you should come over to my place
dont know why you stressing out
baby you got all my love
ill pour some liquor out
this shit made my brain turn numb
i still smoke a lot but im smoking less than last year
i dont talk a lot cuz im rapping more this past year
she said i have a way with my words
trying my best but im feeling the worst
i see the crows and i know its a curse
i see the crows and i know its an omen
my body young but i drink like an old man
they think im lame cuz i rap bout emotions
i made a wave now theyre sick from the motion
seasick just throwing up in the ocean
you can call me if you need it
ill be here just sipping potions

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out this shit cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

everlasting (p. under the maple tree)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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