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Produced By In Bloom: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCiyry28OdB8YtgnylURfZZA

lyrics:

hello, is anybody even out there?
or do my words just fall on deaf ears?
i go ignored
well fuck you
i guess i'll keep it to myself next time
no one in whom i can confide
i'll scream more

maybe i'm just not enough
maybe i just mess it up
they give me disapproving frowns
and make it clear that it'd be better if i just weren't around
never spoken out
but honestly it really fucks me up
when i feel like a burden to all the ones i love

well goodbye
i would say it was nice to see you but
the tone in which you're speaking says otherwise
well never mind
i can't ever seem to please you
but at least in my own mind i can know i tried

maybe i'm just not enough
maybe i just mess it up
they give me disapproving frowns
and make it clear that it'd be better if i just weren't around
never spoken out
but honestly it really fucks me up
when i feel like a burden to all the ones i love

to all the ones i love (prod. in bloom)

Hope y'all enjoy :)

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Produced by johnnyfriend: https://www.youtube.com/c/JohnnyFriendbeats/videos

Lyrics:

It was cold, I was upset
Yeah who knew, we didn't have a clue
In a flash we could reset
And it's up to you, it's up to you

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it
She said I'm "a piece of shit", I said "I agree"
I don't really care how that makes you feel
Looking for the peace of mind but it escapes me
I'm burning alive but it's no big deal

Streetlights, recess, I don't wanna regret
These nights, this mess, addicted to the sunset
Silhouettes, yellow dress, it had a double meaning
Indents all on my head, it's hard to stop the bleeding
Oh my god
I can feel your fingertips all on my bod
So cold it's crazy
I'll be the warmth, return home, I can't sleep
You're on my mind, on my mind

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it
She said I'm "a piece of shit", I said "I agree"
I don't really care how that makes you feel
Looking for the peace of mind but it escapes me
I'm burning alive but it's no big deal

NBD (johnnyfriend)

i keep a blade in my pillow case
just in case
i get the thought that i’m better off inside a grave
you’ll never love me the same baby it’s okay
tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick

like a time bomb
i would give my life for you and i to be like we were 
baby maybe you can do but you’re not her
our love is in the past in ashes we search 
for days with the rain and the snow
falling on my back 
you don’t even wanna know what i went through
and i miss you so fucking much

u nd i (poppa)

Main Artist: lil XipZ x Shxdy808
Featured Artist: Nkno
Production: Shxdy808
Mixing: lil XipZ x Nkno
Mastering: Nkno
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XipZ x Shxdy808 - Centipedes (w/ Nkno)

i just set fire to roses i bought for you
while i held the lighter, you lit up a match and threw
you called me a freak and a liar, a monster too
but everything that you could call me applies to you

Roses

Hey y'all just whipped this one up rq and decided I wanted to post it. Pretty cool lil one i think, was goin for some ambient spacy vibes. Anyways, hope u guys enjoy, lmk if u want this one on streaming platforms.

I  T H I N K  I M  G E T T I N G  C A R  S I C K

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Produced by whiteravenn: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgRjItMvX0-CLxW45_bgm6A/videos

lyrics:

can we slow down?
i think i'm getting car sick, help me out
i don't know how
you expect me to believe we haven't fallen out
chasing dreams in august
now i'm just a problem
threw up in the bathroom
blame it on the nausea
there's nowhere to go now
i'm left without a place that can hold me down

i can't feel my face when you're next to me
hard to love myself, i'm an enemy
ripped jeans, black tee, she's a fantasy
but i'm the one stuck inside a stupid fucking dream
it's hard to feel that i'm alive when you're not here
i don't think that i'm dead but i'm damn near
wasting time, say i'm fine while i lie here
do or die, imma try to conquer my fears

car sick (whiteravenn)

Huge shout out to carter metro for the fire beats as always

Lyrics

If we weren't so far apart
id let you bloom into my heart baby
but you never give me the time of day
yeah you never look my way
im just another background character in your day to day
i dont think you want me

so help me breathe
yeah help me see
whats wrong with me
please baby

i hate it when you're mad at me 
for things that i cant even see
i swear you're lying right through your teeth
everytime you talk to me

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

these games aren't fun anymore baby
and im getting fed up of the way you treat me
so brutally so brutally

so

why dont you come back down to me
you knew we were fine before you kicked off at me 
for some bullshit last week

now im just asking her..

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

give it 2 me str8 (cxrter)

"see you in the morning"
that's what she wrote to me
i waited every hour
but still you never came
just one more day after
you walked up to my house
and gave me these words
"it's time we part ways"

and there i see you with someone else
you took me for granted, like a practice run
why'd i have to trust you, that's one thing i'll never know
but i can see it now, i can see it now...

the rain is pouring down
what a melancholic sight
you don't know what i feel
so just stop asking me
i'm lacking everything
that's holding me around
and now i tear apart
with so much disconnect

and there i see you with someone else
you took me for granted, like a practice run
why'd i have to trust you, that's one thing i'll never know
but i can see it now, i can see it now...

desperate measures.

i can see it now... [+ donemoney]

Maybe he'll see it if yall run it up enough :3

Gift me closure
But how long I gotta wait for an answer
I guess we never change ur a monster now
Be honest u had never put in Effort
And it hurts me

Im at home here
My tears will wash away as I mold here
But if life had stayed the same I would’ve rot here too
So what’s the harm in giving me the closure from u
Im so alone here
Its so cold inside my place with the ghosts near
But Baby please dont be afraid I will hold u
It doesn’t No matter what they say they cant control u
And yet they own u
Fight back
U taught me how to harm try that
I see in my dreams but ur all but my friend
Tell me how the fuck u got in my head
Huh
Velvet
My hands come out my head coated in a bright red
But the pain feel amazing the more that I bled
Painting every time her shoes tread

Im at home here
My tears will wash away as I mold here
But if life had stayed the same I would’ve rot here too
So what’s the harm in giving me the closure from u
Im so alone here
Its so cold inside my place with the ghosts near
But Baby please dont be afraid I will hold u
It doesn’t No matter what they say they cant control u
And yet they own u

Gift me closure
But how long I gotta wait for an answer
I guess we never change ur a monster now
Be honest u had never put in Effort
And it hurts me

CLOSURE - Sewerperson (REMIX)

something i made with @autumndropsdead <3

lyrics:
sinking into my sea
i let the gentle breeze control me
fleeing from memories
im counting my defeats
they hold me

songwriter. (ft. autumndropsdead)

pt1 coz im a muffuckin knockoff
lot more stuff comin
also thx to @noizeyymusic for the fire ft

mæsk
i think i need closure
i rlly thought that i had known ya
tug o war all on the sofa 
a little push and we were closer and now is over

and then u gave me closure 
right guy wrong time
mind is fallin out the sky
picking up the pieces but their sharper than a knife
i got one to many problems but i just keep em to one side

pardon me coz i still see ur face
a part of me has honestly just gone to waste
20 years ive spent 8 in the darkest place
hard for me to wake with these stomach aches

baby i been fading like the white chalk
a lot more lately i been getting walked on
so i been hiding in the sewer like his knockoff

baby its hard to pretend 
i lost u again
thoughts unlikely to end
the darkest of red
painted all over my head
counting my breathes
using my last ounce of strength
to talk to my friends

but seems like i only talk to mic
used to wanna love atleast i tried
used to wanna but i had live i lied
finally closing both my eyes

noizeyy 
finally closing both my eyes
you told me everythings just fine i dont believe your lies
not a mind reader tell me when somethings not right
yeah i might leave her 
disappear into the night alright
alright alright alright

yeahhhh

but you never gave me closure
its been a while since you came over
not seen you in a year but it feels so much fucking longer

i miss crying on your shoulder 
without you here beside me my hearts so much fucking colder

you were always tryna face your past
you cant keep moving forward if you’re always looking back
but babe i loved you, and now i lost you its awful
i want you
but you dont want me too its horrible

clxsure ft dxnny (boyfifty)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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